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Sunday, March 24, 2013

Now I just have finished a new design for this Web Site. Some of the pages are still old design. But it has been a completely new design for new texts, so that these are arrange in this new system ahead in the future. The actual idea with the design; is to be neutral, imperceptible, and functional; in a way which does it easy to be preoccupied of the content on the Web Site.

First I will write something which in a brief way puts my whole situation into context. At once I can write, that a key word is delusions. The total situation which developed around me in 1986, consists only of delusions by everyone. These delusions developed from individuals who not at all know anything about my circumstances of life, or not had seen me for many years, or who only insignificant only just had greeted me one or two times the last years. Those very nearest to me did not know not in the least about this. I did not want to trouble them with my difficulties, they lived another place. This activated the whole community apparatus around me, in a way I not had the remotest idea about. In the course of a few weeks and months, I had almost totally lost my memory. And I could not explain anything to anybody.

What I write about in the texts 'Important' and 'Facts' under 'Important', in one way or another has the conclusive importance. (Thinking about to throw together the two texts without changing them. Want to keep the original development which appears there.) But this is completely away in how it all looks like as it is. It is different which have to do with this. But one factor, is that I am influenced to behave self-sacrificing, (I shall sacrifice myself away and disappear). I shall be extremely kind, (so that it damages me). In this way my normal behaviour is being overdone. It has also been influenced to the actual divorce before this again, I should move away to be kind. But I am also influenced to begin to think that I had talked to this strange person Syver Volden (see 'Facts'). This was something I wondered about what could be. It was like something I started to remember again.

Here are some key factors described. This is some of that which does, that the situation that time in 1986 comes out of control; to the complete breakdown of it all.

David H. Hegg