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Thursday, July 25, 2013

After I made the list Saturday, July 20, 2013; with LP's I had in 1975; something has changed. The records by Beatles have been difficult to be sure about. The person who had these records, had them all or many of them; and I have listen to all of them, and we talked about the record's and the cover's. I think we talked about that I should record the two latest records on the tape recorder, Abbey Road and Let It Be. This is now corrected on the list. First I wrote that it was White Album and Abbey Road. Many years later, I also got the record Let It Be from another person. He had records he should give away, and asked me if I wanted some of them, and I said that it could be good to have Let It Be. For me, this is not most of all to find these records again; but to find out of the connections in my memory; where associations and understandings get wrong or do not work at all, when the memory components are wrong. When the most are right, the rest also easier become right too. Now when things come in order in my memory, I also have much more energy.

There are also a few more records I had. But I have thought that I could go and look in a vinyl record shop now and then; which there are several of here in Oslo, for both old and new vinyl records. Maybe vinyl records have their own distinctive legitimacy, because of their unique quality. Two records which not are on the list, are Terje Rypdal - Min Bul LP 1970 and Junipher Greene - Friendship LP 1971. It has been difficult to find these records. But I think it also can be good for my memory, to take a look in some of the vinyl shops, like I did before, and look for them.

It is my understanding that I have been influence to not be able to remember correct any longer. And most of all, not be able to remember anything at all. But now it becomes much better, I remember very well. The pain by remembering; is much better than the inner emptiness without remembering.

Now I have different other things I must take care of. I have put it off for so long. But I will not let it go more than two weeks between when I write a little about how it goes, her on the Web Site.

A good advice: Do not believe in unhealthy lifestyles. It is true that such lifestyles are unhealthy. And it is not difficult to live healthy. The best you can eat, is healthy food. And healthy activities are very good for you, a little of such is very much. I think I have been influenced to do wrong with these things; and that the reason for that, is that I in one way or another shall die because of such. But I feel fine. All of such I think are in a sneaking way, first a little, and them more and more.

I also think that I have been influenced to die because of road accidents. After I understood that, I started to travel much more by train again, like I did before, because I am often could be tired when I was driving, because I work at night. It is comfortable to travel by train and other public transports. You also put other people's life in risk, when you not drive safe.

Now I also think that what happened in 1986, was that the psychiatrist who at that time, did more and more against us, without being allowed to do that; this psychiatrist got my daughter hypnotized, to forget what had happened, and hopes that I not could remember anything about it again. But I think that this psychiatrist only is one of the pieces in this situation, but a very dangerous one, because this psychiatrist does things in a way so no one understand what it is. This is a dangerous person. But the very much more dangerous people, are them who totally hide who they are and what they do.

David H. Hegg