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Wednesday, September 4, 2013

Yet another time I have hunted out old photographs. I now have about 500 such old photographs which I have scanned into my computer, and I can see them in slide shows on the screen.

It is clear that my wife at that time and I, from 1976 stopped to photograph from our daily life. That is also something suspicious in this connection, because in 1975 we bought a new camera because we were so fond of taking photographs from our daily life. Therefore we have no photographs from the place we lived from the summer 1976. That was my home as a child from 1960. It was build by a building association, which my parents had joined. They worked on it for many years, and it was a large area with many houses. Here I have a photograph of how that house looked like in 1965, we lived in the right part of this row house. I painted our part of the house brown and white, after we moved in 1976. All the houses in the area changed colors. There had also been put up a low fence out against the sidewalk. The house does not look like on this photo today, both the look and colors have changed.

To follow up what happened afterwards, I also have a picture from the place where I lived from 1979 to 1980. In that period I lived in a loft room on the top of this house, with a window above the image edge here. Since 1980, things have changed at this place.

In 1980 I moved to this apartment building, the yellow one in the middle to the right here. This place has also changed much since that. And I have moved two times after I lived at this place until December 2006.

When I am under way with looking at old photographs, it also comes naturally to take a look at my birthplace, where I lived the five first years of my life, to 1960. This was a little red house in the garden of a larger house. I have always remembered that I lived there, but after looking at many pictures from the place, I now remember even better.

After brushing up my memory about my past like this; I now experience that I am coming out from an unreality, and back to the reality. And that is today, after doing all these things I have done this year, to try to remember more correct about things in my life. I now think that I have been influenced in a way, that should change my whole life from the very beginning. Also from before 1976, when I think this was done to me. And by thoroughly going through my whole life like this, and simultaneous understanding about what has happened; I have come out of this influence. It is like to have walked a long road without knowing what I should find, and in the end of the road I find myself. To have a picture about that, I found this picture from 1974, taken by my girlfriend at that time. We visited her grandparents that summer, and here we are on berry-picking in the wood near to their house.

After this picture, it can be interesting to look four years back from that too, to 1970. This is my confirmation day.

When I was four years old in 1959, I looked like this.

To come out of this unreality, is to come out of the condition where I have been manipulated away from the reality in my life. I shall give one example, which I think is very clear about this. I have been influenced to think, that I remember something from the time just before or after we got married. One day we visited some of my relatives whom I had had much contact with, in a family party with many people; one of my relatives wanted to talk to my wife. I smiled and wanted to join the conversation, but the person got angry at me, and wanted to talk to my wife when I not listening. Afterwards I asked my wife about what it was, and she answered quietly that it was nothing. This memory image works like I remember a dream, but I think it is, that I remember something real. Different such things bring me into a condition, where I get manipulated into an unreality.

It is after I understood, that I had been influenced to write down a name, Syver Volden, to later look it up, and then start to believe that I had talked with that person; that I started to understand how these things works. When I wrote that name down in a notebook, it happened in a short moment within a few seconds, and I did not think about it neither before nor later. Many years later, I not remembered how I wrote it down, but started to look at this note as a proof, for that I had talked with that person. All of these is only something I have been influenced to. This note is therefore at proof for that these criminals are doing such things.

This whole situation, is about being manipulated into an unreality. And the solution is to unmask these manipulations, and to find out what is the real reality. This situation has influenced many individuals, and brought all of them into an incomprehensible unreality. A clear up will bring all these individuals out of this unreality.

Here I have written down a few correct things about these things, which make it possible to start to understand about this crime, which is going on. I have also understood that it is possible for these criminals to do different other things with this method; like influence to laugh, be angry, be glad, be sad, etc. It seems for me that they maybe can have power only by saying such words, and maybe by talking about different motivating thins which afterwards influence one's feelings and thoughts. The examples with the family party, and how I wrote down a name; are very clear, it is something I know. The other thoughts I have written about here, are something I think about how it can be. I also have wondered if it is possible for them to get individuals to work mentally as they want, so that individuals think and understand and use their creativity, as these criminals want them to do. This can be in many ways, because I think that these criminals play people out against each other in all directions of opinions etc.

How my hair style had changed in 1974, is also something to notice. At that time it had been correct for me to have that hair style, and that was because of influence from the surrounding world. I wonder if these criminals have been able to do something to cause this change in behavior in the West. This behavior was characterized by high ideals about a natural life and making a peaceful Earth. But it was also characterized by a destructive interest for drug abuse. Music had also begun to take up more of the time than before. And it can look like that a great part of the young generation in the whole western world had been influenced to a self destructive movement, were they lose real political influence and power. If this is correct, I think it can have been done by having some individuals to start to strongly believe in these things; first high ideals, then step by step it all ended up in self-absorbed drug abuse. In 1974 I did not touch drugs, I had started to dislike such things, because it ruined many peoples life in different ways.

The peace and quiet which it is necessary to arrive and maintain, to develop democratic possibilities; can also be a target for these criminals to ruin in one way or another.

These criminals do not gain their results by talking about what they want to do. In secret they do things to others. How they behave themselves, can be all kinds of camouflage which hide what they really are doing. These criminals are very sly. Whatever you want to do, they can put something destructive into the way you think you shall do it, in a way you not so easy understand. But this is only one of different possibilities I think they have. For me it has been much better after I have understood what they are doing. So I think it is possible for all to do much better after understanding about what these criminals are doing. I only know a little of it. But it is possible to understand something about what it can be possible to do with such methods.

My own life has in many ways ended up with the opposite of what I in the beginning wanted to do. For example I had thoughts about living out in the country, and not in the city as I have ended up, etc. But regarding so bad criminals, I think it in the end is something good to understand about it, as I now do. I think these criminals are so weak, that they never can do something, witch disclose them. They can only do their evil, sly, and weak things; witch become so catastrophic, by other people who they have influenced.

David H. Hegg