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Saturday, September 7, 2013

A few days ago, I in a moment got a clear understanding about something. It dawned upon me that I must have been influenced to buy a special knife in 1976; for then many years later do something strange with this knife. Here is a picture of this unusual knife, identical to that one I bought. It was made by AS Helle Fabrikker in Norway, but are not manufactured any longer.

As you see, this knife has an unusual handle. This handle is not made to have the best grip, but to have a special look. The knife was usable for many different purposes, and was useful to have at hand. The knife was used to made food on camping trips, and to made things from wood. Also at home I had the knife within reach, and used it for different things every now and again. It could usually lay on my desktop or kitchen table. I never thought about that there was something special with this knife.

I got my first knife when I was a child. We played with knifes in different ways. We threw them at tree trunks. We threw them at the ground, and drew lines within a marked area; we called it to cut land. Two people did this every other time, and drew a line where the edge pointed, and got in that way land within the marked area. We also made different things from wood. One day I got a good knife at my birthday, from some of my relatives; and that knife was still the knife I used on camping trips and such, before I bought this special knife. This first knife was later used together with different other tools.

From the beginning I now and then placed the knife with its flat part back at the handle, on the table; so the blade of the knife pointed up. This was something I did because it was possible, the construction of the knife invited to do so. I thought about it as something funny.

Now I think that this knife has to do with one of the important parts of what have been done to me. I think that I have been influenced to the following things.

1.
Buy that knife in 1976.

2.
Start to place it on its back now and then.

3.
When this situation started in 1986, I should place the knife on its back on the table in my sitting room, as something I did without any special thoughts about it.

4.
I should begin to have some indistinctness thoughts about that something, like what they were doing against me in 1976, was something dangerous around me in 1986, which I had to protect me against. (I did not remember anything form 1976 in 1986.) And because of that, I little bit begin to think about the knife as a possible weapon if I needed it, but I did not think that really was the situation. It was more a psychological picture about that something indistinct was dangerous, which I had to protect me against.

5.
Others who visit me, will be afraid of the knife, but I shall only think about it all as something unimportant. I had that knife standing on my table for a few days, and it was only one person who saw it.

6.
Many years later, my relation to knives should gradually change, and become the same kind of positive interest for more and more dangerous weapons instead. (I think it is 'the pen' these criminals fear most of all, which means that people find out and understand correct about what they are doing.)

Here I stop this summary. These are strong elements of this part. I do not want to ruin that with bringing in more suppositions about this today. But the last days I have experienced that this can be one of the key factors in this situation.

The strong experience regarding this knife, influenced me to make a schematic picture about this influence inside of me. An normal person to the left, and an influenced person to the right. 'Myself' gets its influence from me. 'Others' influence me from the outside of me. 'Mind control' has been tricked into me, whiteout that I know about it. These things in the bottom; influence my 'feelings', 'thoughts', and 'will'. All of these influences how I 'act'. Normal and influenced people can influence each other both ways. But influenced people have something especially inside of themselves which it is important to find out about and understand about. I think that correct understanding about these things can help very much, maybe also completely.

The way these tings are for me today, seems like, that it is no problems to work with these influence; to understand about it, and change it. But it is necessary to understand about it, to be able to do something with it. I think that this method does it possible to causes psychological influences, as its power. Today it is easy for me to deal with this things inside of me. But for some months ago, I thought that their plane was, that I in the end should be totally insane. In that period I had this schematic picture clearly visualize in my mind, and I was concentrated about understanding about the different parts inside of me. I was relaxed and concentrated about things I had to do every day, and everything went out fine, no problems. But it is wrong to say, that it not was hard to manage. But it was absolutely possible, and I was not at any time afraid of that it should go wrong. I thought that my own fear is the only dangerous with this.

Today all of that are over, and I feel very balanced in my mind. I think it is how they have tricked me with these tings, witch have been difficult, it has tricked me in a way I not understood.

What happened earlier, was that these criminals had influenced me to start to find out wrong about these things, in a way that should ruin me more and more. That was the smart thing they had done to me. But today I understand that. If they not had done that, I think that I my whole life could have been totally ignorant, about what had been done against me.

If I had known about all of this in the beginning, so had nothing of it happened.

David H. Hegg