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Thursday, October 3, 2013

In the third section in the previous message Wednesday, October 2, I wrote that I should have killed other people; because that must be because I should have become more and more mentally ruined. After thinking about this just now, I have a few more thoughts to write about that. Later, I will write more thoroughly about this, but already today I will write a few words more about this.

The key words are these memory images and how such influences work. This can also typically be done step by step. It is about remembering things which not have happened. If you first have started to believe in a little of it, you immediately can start to remember more, like that is step two, and then even more than that, like it is step three. After this, it is possible to be very preoccupied of this, and start to remember very much. But nothing of it has happened. When I bought that knife I also write about in section three, I afterword got a kind of accelerating influence of that I wanted to buy stronger and stronger weapons. First I thought that a simple knife was all I should buy, and nothing more than that. It was like the first knife, was like biting the fishing hook; and after that, I was dragged into a stronger and stronger experience of a need of, and a wish of, buying more and more dangerous weapons. This happened quite fast, over a few months.

The importance of the memory images, is how such things brings you into another understanding of reality. Very much can happened fast also with this. But over time, years after years, this can become like living in another world, with different reality contents which not exist in the real world. Many years, can also work to change people with a strong reality contact, which it is difficult to change.

These memory images, and to be dragged into a stronger and stronger accelerating influence; can seems like it is a second function, which also starts to work. Maybe that also is something I have been influenced to, but that is more difficult to understand. But it is a typical accelerating and increasing intensive experience of something; something you wish, want to do, think you must do, etc. This can start with something harmless and develop to something terrible in different ways; something to do, formation of threats, experience of something, etc.

Here I have written a little more about this. The regularity and the connections in the whole situation; is one of other facts which shows, that this has been done against me by a kind of plan. That I also have been influenced not to talk bout such things, by different motivations for that, is also something.

David H. Hegg