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Monday, December 8, 2014

The last days, I have had my attention focused on a situation, which has got a heavy weight in my mind. It is that I see myself lying on my back upon something, in a room which is dimmed in my mind; around me there are some few people, who are busy with me. In this situation, it is possible for these people to influence me, although I am not conscious present; I am not there, although my body with its mind, is lying there. The first comparison I get, is that to get contact with this in my mind, is like I have got a heavy anchor fastening deep down in my mind. And I experience that, these days.

After this, I think about; that for me, it have been important not to do wrong things. This becomes; that for me, it is something positive not to do something. I think; that after that day, when this influence was done against me, it could have been the best not to do anything more at all. But the problem is; that exactly that, was something which I not was aware of. In my case; I more and more have concentrated on writing about this, to try to find out about it, and that has led to that I have done very little other things.

Today, I think I have been able to turn this situation around. So it now is possible for me to do positive things. This turnaround in my mind, is experienced as something with heavy weight in my mind.

What is it, which is heavy for my mind? That is a question, which comes immediately after I have written this. And that is something I have to think about for a while. What is it, which is heavy? The first which comes in my thoughts; is that it is subconscious influences, which had become a part of myself, without my knowing about it. It is heavy to change oneself back again; that is something which is heavy.

Many times; the questions come first in my mind. And after that again; I start to try to find answers to the questions I get in my mind. I have a way of being, which is controlled of thoughts, about what are correct about different things. Because for this, the most dangerous these criminals have done against me, is to try to change my thoughts about what are correct, about different things. And this is something typical, I think; they change peoples thoughts about what are correct.

There have been two ways of saying what is correct, and what is wrong, in our history. It has been how those in power, who typical have taken the power with use of armed force; decide what shall be correct, which typical shall build up their own prosperity. And it has been how people start to find out about what are true about things. For example; it is true that something is evil and unfair, and it is possible to say that such things, shall decide what is correct. That it shall be wrong to do evil and unfair things. These two views have typical caused conflicts.

Do these criminals want to change peoples understanding about what is correct, and what is wrong? That can maybe be; but I do not know what they are doing.

This also has to do with what democracy is, in modern sense. I will not go more thoroughly into my thoughts about that now. But it can not be any doubt about, that democracy in modern sense; is about that all social groups shall have democratic power, to take care of their situations, because others first of all take care about themselves. Modern democracy understands that all social groups must be able to represent themselves, if all social groups shall have their democratic rights ensured. And it is an important challenge for all societies in the world, to be able to reach that goal.

David H. Hegg