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Wednesday, December 10, 2014

In the two previous messages, from December 8 and 9; I have written about how I see myself, when I am influenced by these criminals; about power and societies, and about democracy. Such texts, are only some key words, something which bring the thoughts in contact with these subjects. Today, the third day; I have got a kind of development, of how I see myself when I am influenced by these criminals.

This happening I see, when I see myself in that situation, has engaged my thoughts these days. I have thought about, that this has to do with something, which these criminals have done against me. And I have thought much around, how these criminals have done something, which has influenced a particular function inside of me.

I think about that this particular function, is something special. I have got thoughts about that this function could be something, which has a fundamental and managing role. Something which controls the heartbeat, breathing and other body parts. But I think that thoughts like this, not are correct understanding, but these thoughts show how I think about what this can be.

My experience regarding how something maybe are dangerous with this; is to be calm, and not to do too much if something starts to be experienced as dangerous. I have had positive experiences with doing other thing for some time, now and then. I have always experienced, that all kinds of effects regarding this, always lose their power more and more. This has been something I always have thought about, when things have become hard to manage. Maybe this is something which only happens to me, because these criminals have done such things against me.

Once again, I come to the understanding; that I can not remember what has been done to me, regarding this. Today it seems for me like, that it is impossible to remember that this has been done to oneself. For me; it has become that way, that I have understood how they have tricked me, to start to find out wrong about this. I have uncovered that. It is possible for me, to begin to understand much about this, but I do not think it is possible for me to remember what these criminals have done against me. Today I think that this is the nearest I can come, regarding what this is.

David H. Hegg