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83. Wednesday, January 15, 1986
Wednesday, January 15, 1986; is an important day regarding what has happened to me. Actually; what has happened, hasn’t only happened to me, it has happened to my daughter, her mother, our families, and our friends. What has happened, is also a part of what goes on in the whole society, and in the whole world. Therefore; what has happened to me, is about more than only me.
January 15, 1986; I went to the doctor for the first time, after I had been at the same doctor about half a year earlier. I had been at the doctor because of muscle pains. Actually, it was rheumatism, which at that time, still was something I didn’t understand what was. I contacted the doctor in 1985, only because I wanted to find out about what this muscle problem is; but in 1986, I still hadn’t found out that. The doctor focused on treatment, and didn’t do what I first came for, which only was to find out what this is, nothing else. I didn’t want any treatment. The doctor surprised me in 1985, and took over the control, and said that she should make me healthy again. That didn’t work, and that was what I told the doctor January 15, 1986.
Later that day, I went to see my daughter and her mother. This day an extensive situation had been done ready around us, by the influences by the criminals who do crimes against the humans’ minds. We sat and talked with one another the whole evening, and we didn’t know anything about what had been prepared around us. If we had known that, we could have understood this, and hindered it from happening. But we didn’t know anything about it.
Why these different ruinous happenings happened after January 15, 1986; looks like, that it was because of, that quite many happenings happened, as if they were scheduled, to happen at particular dates and hours. These happenings are so many; therefore, it looks like, that it can’t be coincidences. When it looks like that, it gives reason to believe that it is, as it looks like. It looks like that these influences are done according to an exact systematized plan, were different things happen coordinated at dates and points of times. Why all of it happened, must be because these influences are so much conquering, that they achieved their different goals. These influences were done in a sly way; influenced people achieved the opposite of what they thought they should achieve. This ruinous development changed ours experiences of one another and ourselves, and our thoughts and understandings about it all became wrong.
That evening; Wednesday, January 15, 1986; we didn’t know anything about what had been planned against us. We sat and talked with one another, as we were used to for many years. Since we got separated in 1979, and divorced in 1980, we continued to have much contact with one another. But that contact was only us three, our daughter, her mother and me; we never had contact with other people any more, when we three were together. This is one of different preparations, which these criminals had influenced our situation to be. Others than our neighbors, didn’t know about our contact with one another.
I told my daughter’s mother that I had been at the doctor, and that the doctor had reported me sick because of depression. I said that was wrong, and that not any doctors understand what my health problem is. I must find a way to take care of it myself, I said. I must find something else to do as my work, that had worked before, so that can work again, I said.
16 days later, that doctor did so the police came and took me away from my daughter. The doctor have never said to me, that she had anything to do with that. At that time when this happened, I didn’t have any thoughts about that the doctor could have done that. The doctor didn’t know anything about my personal life. What the doctor has done, is strictly forbidden. If I had known this on January 15, I only could have refrain from contacting that doctor, and none of these problems had started to develop. But January 15, this was something we still didn’t know that already was prepared, by influences by the criminals. What happened after January 15, was not only because of one person, there became more and more people around us, who behaved as totally insane people. But I didn’t know about that, at that time.
When I said, that I had been reported sick, my daughter’s mother said that then I could came more to her place and be more together with our daughter there. I answered that I couldn’t start to rest on being reported sick, I had to find a way to take care of my health problem by myself, I said. But it was possible for me to come and be more together with our daughter at their place, so that was something I wanted to do, I said.
We talked about different things the whole evening. Our daughter typical went out and came in again. Sometimes she came in together with her friends, or she went out together with her friends. Normally I travelled home to my place again with the last underground.
We talked about all sorts of things. During the conversation, I said to my daughter’s mother, that she could phone her family, and invite them to come and visit them the next Sunday. I wanted that our daughter should have good contact with her mother’s family. This also was an influence by the criminals. If I had known that, I only could have refrain from saying that, and none of these problems had started to develop. At once after that Sunday, my daughter’s mother’s father started to hinder the contact between my daughter and me. That was something strictly forbidden, but I couldn’t understand anything, and only became confused. He hadn’t been like that against us earlier. We had talked friendly a short time earlier, where my daughter and her mother lived. He didn’t know anything at all about her contact with me and my family, whom she was tied to in a close way since she was born. This didn’t happen only because of what had happened that Sunday, January 19; different things happened as a complex situation, consisting of different things.
This time I shall try to sketch out some few of the important factors, which caused how this problem took the upper hand. I will do that by mentioning some key words. There are much more which interlock with one another. That had developed over many years. When I am thinking about these things, it is like there are influences, which shall hinder me in being able to explain it; even I now know what it was. Such influences get me to think that they are; like the brake pedal, or the gas pedal in a car. When the influences shall hinder one in something, it is like the brake pedal. When the influences shall get one to do something, it is like the gas pedal. Then I think, that when the influence “sets foot on the brake pedal”, I can “set foot on the gas pedal”. When the influence “sets foot on the gas pedal”, I can “set foot on the brake pedal”. Such thoughts aren’t exactly correct, but they can help oneself to deal with such influences.
The decisive factor, is that the criminals succeeded in achieving their goals. That was because the influences were done in such ways, which these criminals had planned, that should succeed. When we didn’t know about this, then these influences were done in a conquering way, which achieved their goals. If we had understood about that such things went on, then we could have hindered it from happen already ten years earlier. But we didn’t know anything about it, and all of it happened as the criminals had planned. This is because their methods make it possible for them, to reach the goals they use these methods to reach. The more this situation developed in 1986, the more difficult it became for us. All who meddled in our situation, made it worse. If others hadn’t meddled in our situation, nothing had happened, and everything had continued as usual for us in 1986. Initially everything was as we were used to in 1986, there were no problems. But in 1986, these problems had been prepared in ten years.
These influences have created different personality types, which have been given different roles in the situation. What these people have said and done, are something such influences have got them to do. It isn’t these people who have thought out what this became. It is the criminals who have thought out what these people have said and done. The influences use time, and are suited and adjusted so they shall work. If influences don’t work, no one know that.
How this situation developed, is quite extensive. The chronological order, and how different things interlocked; is important. This time I only will mention some key words. To write a total description, is very much more.
Eight people had key roles in the beginning of the situation in 1986. That was my daughter’s mother’s father, her brother, a friend of mine, a doctor, a psychiatrist, a psychiatrist more, a psychologist, and a police officer. None of these people knew anything at all, about our situation. These people created the whole problem, without these people, we hadn’t had any problem, as this problem. It looks like, that all these eight people were influenced by the criminals. But if I hadn’t been influenced also, the problem hadn’t started to develop.
January 15, 1986, I went to the doctor to tell her that the treatment against my muscle pains, hadn’t worked. The doctor became cross and fretful, and said that it was something else this time. She reported me sick because of depression. I became surprised and resigned.
Wednesday, January 15, after I had been at the doctor, my daughter’s mother and I talked with each other. I said that my daughter’s mother could phone her family and invite them to her on January 19, 1986. I also said that I had been at a doctor, who only did everything wrong. We talked together the whole evening, as it had been normal for us to do for many years.
A friend of mine went to the doctor and talked about me. I still don’t know what that was. I thought the doctor helped him with his problems. When the doctor never said anything to me, about what she had talked about with him; I thought that was about him. He had had different problems. He had also been a psychiatric patient. Now I understand that he said that I was insane and homosexual. These assertions weren’t true, it all only was nonsense. This person had mixed up all of these by himself. The doctor became pleased and glad.
January 20, my daughter’s mother put down the receiver when I called her on the phone.
A few days later, the father of my daughter’s mother was there, when I came to visit them. They didn’t let me in, and her father drove me home. We talked for a short time at my place. He said that my daughter’s mother wasn’t well, so I had to leave her alone. I had talked to her a few days earlier, and knew that this wasn’t true. I had been confused, and started to wonder what had happened.
It looks like, that the family of my daughters mother, hide something they are afraid of, that others shall understand. But I think this really is, that they are influences by the criminals. Twelve years earlier they messed up the family of my daughter’s mother’s father’s sister. And this was something we had talked about right ahead of this, in 1986.
I asked my friend to go and say to my daughter’s mother that she didn’t have to be afraid of me. When he came back; he said that she wasn’t afraid of me. Her father was there, he liked him, he said and smiled. You shall not be there, he proudly said to me. I said to him that he didn’t understand anything about this, and that he shouldn’t have more to do with these things. I hadn’t known that her father was there. He became puzzled and answered yes.
I went to the doctor again. She said that my friend had been there. But when she didn’t say anything about what he had talked about, I thought that they had talked about his problems.
Friday, January 31, 1986; I went to my daughter’s mother to talk with her, because she hadn’t come to me with our daughter, as it had been usual, that she did. It also had been usual that I followed our daughter to her mother, after she had been with me. Our daughter was together with a friend, and should be back again soon. After some time, my daughter’s mother wanted me to call my friend and ask him to come and help me. I said that I had said to him, that he shouldn’t have more to do with this. I said that she could call him, if she wanted that he should come. I thought she was afraid of me; something which was wrong. When my friend came, he said that I shouldn’t be there. After that, he called the police, which came and took me away. When my daughter came home, the police had taken her father from her. She became very angry for that. I had talked with one of the police officers three years earlier, when I worked in a youth club. That didn’t give that police officers permission to take me away from my child.
The police took me to an emergency ward were there were two psychiatrists. They said that they wouldn’t let me go, if I not went to a psychiatric polyclinic early Monday morning, February 3. This is something very unlawful of these three people to do.
I didn’t know who had arranged this, and became confused and didn’t understand why this had happened. It was the chief physician at that polyclinic, who had arranged this; but at that time, I didn’t know that.
Afterwards I continued to visit a psychologist at the polyclinic, and I continued visiting the doctor.
The next Friday, February 7, my daughter’s mother and I talked for about five hours. We talked about that things should be normal again for our daughter. Then my doctor called and talked to my daughter’s mother. After that, the police came and took me to the doctor. The police isn’t allowed to force people to doctors. When I went from the doctor that day, I understood that I during a few seconds, lost the most of my memory. After that again, I had forgotten that.
The father and the brother of my daughter’s mother, and a friend of mine, had started to walk about and talk nonsense about us. They didn’t know anything about us. And they didn’t know anything about what had started to happen.
I became more and more confused. The situation slowly became more and more wrong. Friday, February 28, the chief physician at the polyclinic, who was a psychiatrist, sent me to a test out about if I was insane. The police took me there. The psychiatrist at the test out, was a relative of the psychiatrist at the polyclinic.
After this, I didn’t remember the polyclinic any more. And I had been totally mentally ruined. Later, the chief physician at the polyclinic, arranged that my daughter shouldn’t see me any more. That was because my daughter had wanted to get in contact with me again. It was the chief physician at the polyclinic, who arranged it all; the same person who earlier had sent the police to take her father away from her. I wasn’t her patient, neither was my daughter. All the time this chief physician stood behind what happened, without being there herself. More and more she thought out things to hinder the situation from been cleared up.
The doctor finished it all by giving me psychiatric medicines, which gave me hallucinations. After that, I didn’t try to talk to someone about what had happened any more. I didn’t go back to the doctor again. I didn’t remember what had happened. It all had become as nothing. After this, the doctor repeatedly phoned me, and asked if she had come to taxi for handicapped. I understood that this was the doctor, and that she thought that I didn’t understand that. This made me even more confused.
These people who meddling in our lives, ruined us all. Afterwards we didn’t understand anything more. We couldn’t talk with one another more. The situation only became worse and worse after these tings had happened. After this had happened, I didn’t know what had happened any more, and I couldn’t tell anybody else about what had happened. I didn’t remember anything about what had happened. Others lied more and more about us everyway everywhere. Our lives became more and more ruined.
This text is only some key words. It will take months to write about this situation. Other people caused all the problems, originally there were no such problems, and we couldn’t understand what happened. There was no reason for this to happen. The criminals, who do crimes against the humans’ minds, caused it all.
This text is a little untidy and disconnected. That is because this is about very much more. It was difficult for me to write this text. I experience that influences by the criminals, try to hinder me in being able to understand this. But I think I am on the offensive against these things in my mind, so it goes better and better every day. This is a kind of shortened introduction, which shows a little of what this is about. I think about this text as the same as, that it is much work to make a road, but when you have made it, it is easy to drive on it. Now this text has been much work for me to write, but afterwards it has been something easy for me to deal with.
November 18, 2016, David H. Hegg