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176. An inner landscape

After the last text “175. A map” September 8, I have started to think about an inner landscape, an inner world and an inner life, etc. I started to think that such an inner map; that, could be one’s inner life. One’s inner life is all sorts of things; one’s thoughts, feelings, memories and the subconscious, etc. I have often thought about that one’s inner life reflects the life around oneself. I have also thought about that the nature’s landscape, or the town; that a person knows as one’s home region, or one’s home town; also will be reflected in a person’s inner life.

When a person recognize one’s home region, or one’s hometown; then that is how the person see something, which is in accordance with something inside the person. What the person see around oneself, is the same picture the person have in one’s own inner memory, one’s own inner landscape, one’s own inner world and one’s own inner life, etc. What the person see around oneself, harmonize with what the person has inside oneself. The person can say that here it feels like being at home. Isolated people and things can also be in the same way, that you recognize them in a way, that harmonize with something in yourself. This can also activate different feelings, and associations in your mind.

I don’t know what the person who influenced me in December 1975 has done, therefore I don’t know if this is something that person has used when he influenced me. But it makes sense for me to think about this.

My inner life is my inner relationship with other people and the life around me. When I think more about this, that starts to make sense for me. To influence such an inner map in me, is to change my relationship to other people and the life around me.

When thinking about this regarding how the criminals have influenced me, this inner life has many aspects, more than I start to think about during the time when I write this short text. One’s inner life is everything inside one’s mind.

The next I think about, is that we all have our inner lives. These inner lives we all have, is among other things how we all in a way have our family members and friends inside one another.

Culture, which I wrote about in the text “173. Cultures” August 25, is also one of the aspects in one’s inner life. Culture is an aspect in people’s inner lives, regarding how they know how to behave towards one another in their own culture. It is also an aspect when people want to learn abbot another culture, and when they want to get in contact with people who have another culture than themselves. The same culture reflects in all the people who live together in a culture, and is a part of their inner life.

It is likely that the criminals care about what this is, and how it is many different aspects with this inner life in people.

I think this has to do with how I in the last text wrote; that this influence against me, is something which has influenced me the whole time, after it was done. It was my inner landscape, my inner world and my inner life, etc., which was changed by the influence against me in December 1975.

Now it seems for me as if this is, that I have realized a kind of area, which is useful for me to focus on. I see this understanding about an inner life as a discovery of where these influences have gone on. I think it is in this inner landscape, that these influences are. It is as if now I know where these influences are; they are in my inner world.

The inner life in humans has to do with how people are harmonized with one another in a culture. They speak the same language, and understand the reactions between one another. Many other things also are harmonized between them. All these different things are reflected in each individual’s inner life in the same culture.

When a person want to communicate with another culture than one’s own original culture, then the person need to learn another language, and learn about another culture. This has to do with what goes on in individuals’ inner lives.

This text isn’t a finished brainwork about this. These unfinished thoughts also appear as unfinished formulations in this text. In this text I have written about some preliminary thoughts, which have occurred in my mind during some few hours. It is some reflections after the last text “175. A map” September 8.

September 15, 2017, David H. Hegg