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261. Trained to

After having written the previous text, I have had a clear understanding of that the woman, who “influenced” me in 1965, have “influenced” me to remember what I wrote there. The text “260. Two possibilities”. What this is; isn’t the same as remembering in a usual way. The woman has “influenced” me to remember something of what the “criminals” have done to me.

What I have understood after June 10, 2020, when I wrote that text; is that she has “influenced” me in this way: I shall be out on my newspaper round, if I don’t have that work, I shall go for a walk, because I shall be in movement. First I remember something about what that text is about. She has said something about that. This first time; I only think about what that is. It was something about being ruthless and cruel against children and the elders, women and all people. It was more, but this is what I remember about that now.

About two hours after that (I was working, so I had different things to do,) I thought that I should write down this. And when I had taken out paper and pen, and started to write; these words in that text, came out of my head.

In the time after that, I have remembered it as, that the woman in 1965 “influenced” me to do this in that way. The text I wrote down; was hidden inside the first I remembered, about two hours earlier. The woman has “influenced” me to write down these words, which was hidden inside some other words, in this way.

When I have understood this, I also understand that the woman in 1965 has trained me to be able to do this, by how she has made “influences” in me, which have trained me to manage to do this. Therefore it is the “influences” by this woman, which have worked in me, so I have remembered such things. It is the same with the text before the previous text also “259. The person who”.

When we talked in the beginning in 1965, the woman talked about that it will be other possibilities, when I start to do this, and I had to be clever in using these possibilities.

The name of this woman is |N\o|r/a| \A|n/d|r\e|s/e|n\. If the “criminals” still have the name, they can’t search for this. My parents and I lived in a cottage in her garden the first five years of my life. I was very fond of her. I usually looked for her when I thought she should come home, and I ran towards her when I saw her. When we moved to another place in 1960, I cried very much continuously all the time, when we were moving from her.

June 16, 2020, David H. Hegg