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Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Now I have just started with the text which I have announced for some while; where I in a short and easy way will try to put it all together. I have among other things used the time to influence myself by music which I listened to before. Here is one example from YouTube, but I listened to different various types of music, classical of course, which this piece from 1972 indicates, Gemini Suite. This is the B side of this album Gemini Suite by Jon Lord which I especially like to listen to. Jon Lord was the keyboardist in the well known rock band Deep Purple. He died last year, and that was sad. I had a tape recorder when I was a youth, and recorded different music which my different friends bought, like this one. I also got some music from one of my friend's older brother, I think. Records among people like us, where at that time something valuable which where handled with great care, no fingerprints and no dust on the records. They where valuable things. I also bought some records myself, like this one; The Who, Tommy; here is the cut Pinball Wizard from the album Tommy.

Her I have shared some of the sound I have heard the last days, with you. My life at that time was market by that I was preoccupied with many different things. I played different instruments, like Piano which I had had a good progress on, I also went to a piano teacher; but also violin, flutes and other instruments. I did different types of paintings and drawings, molding, and I liked to be out in the nature with a tent together with my friends. I visited now and then different cultural arrangements in the city Oslo in Norway, where I lived, and still live. I clearly understand that I have been influenced to not remember anything of these things any longer, but now I remember it all. And that is much interesting to remember again. Later on I met other people who I also got records from, to record on my tape recorder. I do not have the tape recorder any longer, but it is easy to find the music on the internet today.

What I remember from what has been done to me in 1976, regarding the situation which has become so incomprehensible from 1986, is that I have been influenced to remember an hallucination; about that my wife at that time shouted out, that she wanted a divorce. My daughter sat on the floor and played with her toys. And when this come up in my memory (from nothing), I thought that this is something I must understand in silence, that I do not understand what is the problem with my wife and me. I must think about that my daughter can not grow up in such a home. And I never talked about it to a single person. This was in the late 1970s. I think this has never happened. And it is one of the things which have been done to start the situation in 1986. If I not had started to understand this things, I still strongly had believed in this and continued not to talk about it. The especially with this hallucinations is that they are more clearly than what is normal and come stronger up in one's memory. And the dangerous is that it is impossible to remember that this has been done to oneself.

David H. Hegg