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Tuesday, June 4, 2013

After I wrote the message text yesterday; I today got a concentrated focus in my mind, about that the systematic method, is like this:

1. You relax ant think that everything is under control.
2. So this hits you; in just a moment it all suddenly disappear for you. And it all becomes a nothing.
3. And then this takes over; you do the opposite.
4. Afterwards you think that you have done what you had thought to do.

These four methodical notes, I write here to show that it is methodical ways of doing things, which I understand that I am exposed to. Like I wrote yesterday; I all the years have remembered wrong, even it always is something with it in this connection. So that can be this time also, but I think that I now have come closer to what this is about.

I also understand that I am exposed to slowly changing influences, which shall work over a long time, sometimes several decades. One method in this connection; is to let me start believe that things have happened, which not have happened. One example is that it has bin hallucinated memory images where I remember situation images where I do not want to help people any more. In these images I can have been laughing of such situations. One example I think is such a image; is a frightened naked woman full of blood who came running down the street. I stood on the sidewalk and smiled of it, and thought that I shall not get involved in the problems in my society any longer. I shall not care about problems around me in the society any longer. And I shall believe that I now have been like that, and that that is who I am. I have several different such memory images in that connection.

This possibility can of course be used in many ways. Her I have written a little to give a hint of what it is I find out about that has been done to me.

From today, I think that I shall try to write the text which I for a long time have written about that I shall write. The situation is that everything regarding this, has changed for me this year, so that I have got a new understanding of it all. And because of that, I adapt myself to this new situation, and that is what has taken some time to do.

David H. Hegg