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Friday, July 12, 2013

This day I have more interesting things to write about for them who are attentive to what goes on at this Web Site. I have written these messages so that people who are interested, can understand that there are things on the way. I also have tried to give a little more information in these messages, when I am still only at the beginning of something I want to write. For some months ago this year, I thought that I fast and easy could write about how I have had a breakthrough regarding this case. But as the weeks have past, it has been like walking ahead in darkness, and every day I find out something new that I did not know that I would find.

Today I have a clear understanding about that I am not doing against my own will any longer. I am doing against these criminals will. And that is what is natural and right for me to do. So things are much better now, than for some months ago.

I have been preoccupied about music records I had before. To remember about these things, have been useful; for this interest for records was something which absorbs me much earlier in my life. I can both read musical notes and write musical notes, and therefore I am interested in listen to how different music have been made. And by remembering about this, I also start to remember more things also.

Now I have thought about how my wife and I recorded music form the radio, on our tape recorded in 1975 and 1976. This tape was the most interesting music we had. And it is also the most interesting music of all the music I remember about. The tape was an earlier spool tape, which could play for hours. As the time went on, we got a lot of interesting music on this tape.

At my wife's birthday in 1975, I bought here a record by Janis Joplin as a present. That was a double album with two records, called Janis. And the second record is very interesting, because that is earlier songs by here, folk music and such.

My wife's father came and visited us at her birthday, after he had finished his work on his job that day. Things were enjoyable at that time.

Janis Joplin's biggest hit was her interpretation of 'Me and Bobby McGee' by Kris Kristofferson and Fred Foster. It became a number one hit which was at the top of the U.S. singles chart in 1971, after she died 26 years old in 1970. She was born in Texas, USA; and died in California. Janis Joplin was characterized in being both soulful and amusing, in addition to being a unique talented musician. She had reached to be loved by many in her short life, who all become sad when she died in 1970.

I now understand that my wife, our child, and I; had a very enjoyable life together before these criminals came into our lives early in 1976.

Here is a photo of my wife that time, in the summer 1975. She is a very nice and kind person. Our problems have become too much, which we not was prepared for that could be like that. So these problems had developed so terrible too much, for a long time, without our understanding about it.

Every time something new comes out from the 'darkness' in my mind, for me; I think that now I am at the end of understanding this problem. Maybe I this time really have reached the end, and that I now can start to work with an explanation about what has happened. That is so very much which no one could have expected. But that is how it is. When you come home and find your house totally damaged, you don not start to talk about that this is not possible; you start to ask, who have done this, and why. And that is the way my situation also is. When something has happened, you do not say that it can not happen; you ask who have done it, and why. And that is what I am doing.

It is 100 % sure that this is like that; it is too many wrong things at one time. And very much; is absolutely not the same as nothing. A question then, could be; why have someone wanted to do so much? The answer is; that to cause so very much, these criminals have done so very little, nearly nothing, apart from using a few minutes or maybe about one hour on me, I think. In addition to some preparations. So that is the answer, to such a question. These criminals gain very much; by doing very little.

I also now think that I have gone through all the different things which have been done to me. I think the plan has been that all of it should be enough. Maybe I should have died, or been insane, or end up in the gutter on the street without a place to live any longer; I do not know. I think that I all the way have done a little more against it all, than what has been expected, and maybe that is the explanation for why I am now in a so good condition, when I have reached the end of it all. This way of working as these things have been, is that I always have been influenced to what I shall do when I try to do something with this, again and again until it is finished. To try to find out and understand about what this is, shall ruin me more and more instead, that is the plane, I think. When I have thought that I have been doing something I understand against this problem, I only have done something I have been influenced to do, and that has always gone wrong, again and again, all the time. I have got stuck in this plan these criminals have made for me.

The last time my daughter, here mother, and I; talked to each other early in 1986, the agreement was that my daughter should be more together with me than before. 12 days after that conversation, when the agreement was that my daughter and I should be together in the weekend, the police came and took me away from my daughter. That was because of a psychiatrist I never had talked to, or seen. I had nothing to do with that psychiatrist, and I had not either a psychiatric problem. Nothing wrong had happened that day, what had happen, was totally normal and correct. No one told me anything about who it was who had arrange this, or why; so therefore I could not say anything sensible to what happened. So at that time I did not know anything at all about the psychiatrist's role in this episode. I did not talk to my family, I was used to take care of my own things by my selves, without weigh down and worry my family, so they did not know anything about what was happening. I did not understand anything at all, when the police came and took me, I had sat calm on a chair and waited for my daughter who should come home in a short time. Before that I had been helpful to my daughter's mother, and helped here with many things for many years. The working week had ended, and it was no place for me to go, I sat in my own apartment the whole weekend, and did not understand anything at all. The police said that I had to go to the psychiatrist's clinic first on Monday morning. There I got no explanation at all for what had happened. After that, all become only worse and worse. And behind these people, a terrible serious crime is under its way, which is what all of these become to be day after day from that Friday. I got more and more ruined, and in the end, the summer 1986, I barely know where I lived, and nothing else was left in my memory and in my mind. So there is many things which have worked against us.

Many different things hit us at the same time. These different things have nothing to do with each other. And that is also something, which among other things, shows that this is something suspicious. It is also too many suspicious circumstances. So when this whole picture becomes conspicuous, it is not any doubt about that this is something to find out about. The problems only became worse and worse by what was done, until the whole situation was totally ruined for us; that is also suspicious.

David H. Hegg