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Saturday, August 24, 2013

For some weeks I have had a memory about, that after I collapsed on the floor in 1976; a person come into the room and said, 'then we get him there taken'. I can not at all be sure about such memories, but I think that I now am close to what really happened. The last days I also have got a memory about that a person beside of me says; 'I think you need a doctor, then you are lucky, because we have a doctor here now'. But again the same, it is impossible for me to be sure about remembering such things. Maybe this can be close to what happened.

I now have a more clearly set out situation in my mind, than before. I feel that I have come to an offensive mental position towards these difficulties in my mind. That means that I have a fairly mental position, and that I am near to what this is. But I can not remember what have been done to me. And no one have newer told me about what these criminals are doing, so I do not know that. Something has happened to me, that is something I know.

For a long time I also have had a memory about that when I was out in the corridor, outside of this office room; everything become light and white; the walls, roof, and floor disappeared; all become white; the people there hovered, fell apart, and disappeared. I have thought that someone maybe have said to me that it shall be like that, but I can not remember anything about that someone have said that. Maybe it is something else. This indistinctness is typical and clear; so I have a clear experience of this indistinctness.

The last days I also have thought about that what happened in 1986, was that the connecting line between my daughter's mother's place and her father's place was blocked.

I think it was Thursday, January 23, 1986; maybe it could be Wednesday, January 22, 1986; it was in the middle of that week; I went to talk to my daughter's mother about our daughter. It was also agreed that I should visit my daughter one time every week. The situation was that it was a continuous contact between us. That day my daughter's mother's father was there, and I did not come in to the apartment because of him. This was something incomprehensible for me. He drove me home, and we took a cup of coffee or something similar in my apartment. He said that my daughter's mother was not well. But I had talked to her a few days before, and understood that that not was true.

Here I have made a schematic picture of how it was, and where it was, that something first happened between us in 1986.

This is not the cause for the situation which developed. This situation have a little complicated explanation, which is under its way on this Web Site. This picture is only a clarifying of how it started in 1986.

As other people got involved, they did so much illegal and wrong; that they more and more not wanted an investigating and clear-up. They started to protect themselves against that the situation become cleared-up. But this is also only contributing factors.

The really cause for this situation, is what has been done to me in 1976. And to clear-up that, is difficult. What is difficult, is maybe not to understand it, but to find out about it, because it is so strongly hidden. This is also under its way on this Web Site. It is not totally impossible for me to understand something any longer, it is possible for me to understand a little of it.

David H. Hegg