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Sunday, September 8, 2013
After I made the schematic picture 'Inner processes' yesterday, September 7; I got a clear understanding about that the 'Mind control' part in one's mind is in a special way.
I thought about that 'Myself' has a kind of spiritual source, it has its own processes and such as its causes.
To look at 'Others' as a part, that part also has its own processes as its sources. First; other individuals have their inner mental processes, behind what they influence one with. Next; one has one's own processes, which understand and associate etc. regarding that influence.
But the 'Mind control' part is not natural. It has been placed inside one's mind, like an affecting component which has been hidden in one's mind. This is; that the 'Mind control' part has not come into one's mind in any normal ways. And what can that part do? Get one to write a note without understanding anything about it. Buy a special knife. It seems like it has been possible to get tings to happen at a special point in time, like in 1986. Manipulate one's mental associations, to get one to have manipulated feelings, wishes, will, etc. Something typical I have found out, is that they get one to do something which hide its real intention, so one do not know what it afterwards will cause. To make one to want to die for what they want one to do, is also something they do with this method.
This shows that it must be possible to do many different things with this method. And it is also possible to understand; that they most hide all about this, to get it to work; and that is this method's weakness.
But the reason for this note, is that I got this clear understanding about that this 'Mind control' part has been placed inside one's mind. No kind of processes has worked to integrate the content of this part into one's own personal manner. And I experience that different such understandings makes this problem more and more understandable.
In the text from yesterday I also write about that I think that their plane is, that I in the end should be totally insane. A little more about what that was; are that the whole black and empty universe takes me with all its power. I can not do anything correct, all I do become wrong. I have to give up against something inside of me, which totally is able to ruin me, without I can do anything abut it. But when these were on the worst; I behaved calm and concentrated me about every single useful thing I had to do every day, one by one. And after some weeks and months, all of it was gone. And I did everything I did correct the whole time. I controlled myself. Typically, mistakes in a way hides were I am sure about that everything is correct, so I have to strictly follow routines to control and correct myself.
I have also thought about that these criminals are not doing politics. These things are about facts and knowledge regarding the development of mankind. For me personal it is about to find out correct, similar to understanding a clockwork.
I also think that to isolate individuals, who understand about this, makes it more possible for them to attack these few people, with their methods for doing so. Therefore it is important to get the attention about these things to expand, and expand, and expand, more, and more, and more.
Now I have other things I have to do for some time.
David H. Hegg