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Sunday, April 27, 2014

Now I am scanning some photographs into my computer. There are many photographs I now have found different places, which I have digitized in that way. While I am doing this, I find this photograph among my parents' photographs. Here I have taken out me, on the left; and my wife, below; from a photograph from my birthday in 1974. I was 19 years old that day. This was before we got married, together with our friends, at home where I lived at that time. The reason for why I show these pictures, is the embroidered shirt I wear. It is my girlfriend at that time, who has made this shirt to me. She has made all of it, the embroidery and the sew work. These two photographs are edited in an image software I have. All such things should have been gone at last; I think. But here is a picture of that good‐looking shirt. It is probably my mother who is the photographer.

I also have something else to tell, after yesterday. It is about what I yesterday remembered about the toy horse, which I bought to my daughter for Christmas in 1984. Today, the day after I remembered this; this memory about this horse has got a kind of disappearing in my mind. I think that must be a kind of influence, which is like, that all I remember about such things, shall disappear from my memory. But I do not remember anything about what it is which can have been don against me regarding this. It can also be; that I never should be able to understand, what happened to me in 1986.

But I do not forget this toy horse; and I understand more and more about what happened in 1986. All these photographs, it must be more than thousand of them now; are important for how I begin to remember much better about my past again. The time I use on them in between, hours after hours, for days and weeks and months; are also something which begin to work. I think that one of the intentions with this influence by mental control; is to get me to not use time on these things any more. When I use time on these things again, changes slowly start to develop, and I slowly begin to remember again.

An addition
About one hour after I published this message; I got some words said to me from inside of me. Here are these words: 'This has never happened.' These four words are so marked in my mind. These four words have also appeared over and over again, in a way which does, that I now put in this in addition.

An addition more
I also remember after some hours, that the shirt should have had buttons. She gave it to me before it was quite finished. She wondered what kind of buttons she should use, she wanted to find some special buttons. I said that the shirt was fine, as it was, I got very glad; and it continued to be like this, that was suitable in warm weather.

David H. Hegg