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Tuesday, April 29, 2014
Today I want to turn the attention to, how it seems like, that some of this method with use of mind control, is influence like use of technical components in the mind. I started to think about this, after I in the last message, April 28, wrote about how this looks like, that it can be, like talking to a kind of control function in the humans' mind. Regarding that, I thought about how a sweater I got from my wife, was replace with a new one, and she continued to use the first sweater. I wrote abut this in the Messages 1 ‐ Wednesday, July 17, 2013. Here I have found a better image of my wife with that sweater. In 1976 we were on a camping trip. In 1977 we were on a cycle tour. On this cycle picture we are leaving my parents farm.
A detail like this, is something imperceptible, which can have a sly intention. It can be necessary to have it in mind for some time, before you start to understand more and more about what such a sly intention can be. I do not write more about that this time. I do not know whether these criminals have influenced me to say something which caused, that this happened or not, but I think it can be like that.
Another detail, is what I wrote about in the message Saturday, April 26, 2014. About when I opened a folder, where a image was stored, and I did not see it; (even it was there).
When I am here in my writings in this messages section; I also think that I will write about something I have had in mind for a long time, many years. I do not now remember when this first came up in my mind. It is such a memory image. This memory image, is that my daughters mother talks to me, before this situation in 1986, like she was second‐sighted. She says to me, that later she will become so bad, and do so much wrong which she do not understand, that what she really want, is that I kill her; because at that time she can not understand that any longer. This was something she only could understand before it happened. This is an example of how these criminals are. I can not find any other reason for why they do something like this, than this is something they like to do.
When I had this memory image in my mind, which was like, that I remembered it; I thought that I can not do what she has said. Maybe this is an early step, which they have wanted to come further with in a later connection; but I do not know anything about that. Today I think, that this could have been the beginning of a long and bloody road, which I have been influenced to walk, there the one after another, should have got what I had thought that was what they deserve, who had caused so much evil.
This is also something I hold together with, how I after that I lost my memory in 1986; started to remember wrong afterwards, about what had happened. The psychiatrist for example, had got the role as one of these criminals, who use mental control; which not was correct. Others also had got such roles, like these criminals; which not was correct. But I can not remember what it is these criminals really have done to me, and what they really have wanted to achieve.
Maybe the influences I have been influenced with; not have worked so conquering, as they were meant to do. Maybe all of this newer have been so dominating over me, as it was meant to be. Maybe I all the time have had too much other mental activity and thinking in my mind. I do not know. Today I think, that it is impossible for me to remember what I have been influenced with. I can not remember what have been said to me, I think. Now I am totally out of such influences. But how I suddenly not can see things I am looking for and such, is still something which can happen.
Regarding my daughter's mother; I think that this problems are caused by how these criminals have influenced me. She and me were very constant and steady in our relationship together with each other. We did not demand things from each other. We liked to be together. I can not remember that we have quarrelled a single time. What I have wrote about in this message, shows how these criminals can want to get people who love each other, to kill each other. And it is grounds to think, that they also can achieve such results. How this is something which it can be influence to, like by use of technical components in the mind, can be the cause for that. It is caused by manipulative techniques.
Regarding my daughter, all of these also are strange. Last time she and me were together, she wanted to be more together with me. And she has never had another contact with me, than that. It has been other people how she has had contact with, who have influenced her to experience it different. When I understand that she has been afraid of me, I let her in peace. But I have never done something to her, which should get her to be afraid of me. I want that she shall have a good life. Other people have looked her up to harm her, they did not let her in peace. Also people who started to be involved from outside, have behaved that way, looked up my daughter to harm her, because they not wanted this case to be cleared up. There have never been any problems between my daughter and me. It was not together with me, that my daughter become afraid of me, it was together with others. The same is also between her mother and me. They have got every single one of all of their problems, together with other people than me.
Today I have very kind feelings for both my daughter and her mother. I think that these criminals have wanted to harm us, by influencing me. That is the problem. I had never wanted that to happen. But I could not even understand that it had been done to me. It is first after that many things have happened, that it is possible for me to understand abut, that something has been done to me. Before the problems in 1986 started to develop; it was a series of different occurrences, which had led to that. But I do not write about that here now, that are very much. When these things are understood, together with this mind control crime, then that situation is easy to understand. To write about all of that, I need more time than a few hours, which are what I have used on this text.
David H. Hegg