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Wednesday, May 14, 2014

Now I have got a better overview of how my situation developed until 1986. This is in relation to how I in the summer 1986, did not remember anything. And it is the last days, that I have had an experience of getting everything put back where it belongs. In this message, I only will mention some key words.

First of all, this started in 1976, or a short time before New Year 1975 ‐ 1976. Already in the summer 1976, the influence over me had caused that my wife and I moved away from each other, because of a misunderstanding. Later that summer, we moved together again.

In the summer vacation 1977, we went on a cycle tour. I think that, that also was something I was influenced to. Because that should hinder us in getting in contact with our families, which is one of the intentions with this influence.

In 1978 I become ill in a very destructive way, because I was influenced to behave so I got rheumatism whiteout understanding what it was. In contact with the doctor, I only was taken up with that I could not sleep, and become so terribly too much tired. This had developed for a long time, before I went to a doctor. When I went to the doctor, I thought that I had to start eating sleeping pills, which was something I not had wanted to begin to do. And the doctor got focused on that. There was some talking about tensions in my body. The doctor tried new things again and again, he did not want to give me strong sleeping pills. This led to an ongoing breakdown of my private situation and relation to my work.

A friend said that my wife and I should go to family therapy. But that was a completely mistake, like messing around in the fog. The therapists got interesting thoughts up in their heads, but it had nothing to do with us. After a week or two, my wife only thought it was idiotic, but I got stuck there, because we needed the sick pay. The problem got only worse, and I quit my job.

In 1979 we moved away from each other, got separated, and later divorced.

I set about taken good care of my daughter. And in the years from then, to 1986, my daughter developed a very good relationship with me and my family. We also still had much contact all three; her mother, my daughter, and I. In 1982 we celebrated Christmas Eve together, and that was typical for how our contact with each other was.

The summer 1985 I had been working in my old job again, for some years, but in another company than the first time. And the old health problems came back. In contact with a new doctor, the idiotic situation from 1978 also came back again, and this time it became even more idiotic.

In the summer 1985 some special things happened. Normally the family of my daughter's mother visited them, at my daughter's birthday. But this time, they did not came, and I was there instead, together with her youngest sister which was the only from her family who came this time.

This summer 1985; my daughter and I also visited her mother's parents at a place in Oslo, where they had a boat which they used much time at. This was a place where it was many boats, and they had contact with other boat owners there.

Later her mothers father came to us, when my daughter was together with me in my apartment. He had asked his daughter, about asking me, if I could come together with him to visit his mother, who was at an old people's home. I said to her, that I could visit her grandmother together with her, but that I thought it was strange to visit her together with her father. I said that she could ask her father, if he wanted to come and see how our daughter and I had it at my place. He could take our daughter with him to his mother, I said. She answered that her father and I could manage fine to talk about that together. She talked like her father and I were very good friends, but I had talked very little with him the last years. When he come to my apartment, he got disappointed because I not wanted to come together with him to his mother, and he only become cross and grumpy about getting knowing about how much funny and interesting my daughter an I had together. And when I showed him our photo albums, he did not like that at all. After this, he took our daughter with him to his mother. This was surrounded with different misapprehensions which I not shall use more time on this time. Now I think that this was something very artificial, not a natural situation at all. And later this year, things become more and more artificial, and several confusing happenings developed in an increasing way this half‐year.

I lent him two records. This is something strange. It has been impossible for me to remember which two records these were. But the last days, this is something I just these days have found better out about. Here I have a picture of two records, which I think, that maybe are the correct records. But I am not sure. It had been impossible for me to remember these two records, and that is something suspicious. I wonder if this can be because of this influence with mind control. I had started to read about music and records, and had got records as an interest. I bought monthly all kinds of different records.

Andrés Segovia ‐ Maestro Segovia
MCA Records ‐ MUCS 105
Vinyl LP, UK, 1965

Peter Abrahamsen ‐ Er Der En Mening Med Livet
Digte Af Rudolf Nielsen ‐ Sunget Af Peter Abrahamsen
Exlibris, Gyldendals Grammofonplader, EXL 20022
Vinyl LP, Denmark, 1978

These two records have been totally lost in my mind. The record by Segovia, was first a cover in my mind which I remembered as black. I have also thought that all the music on the record with Segovia, were by Isaac Albeniz, transcribed to guitar. But now I think it can be that it was this one, and the only piece by Albeniz on this record is Zambra Granadina.

The record by Peter Abrahamsen (Danish) ‐ Er Der En Mening Med Livet (Is There a Meaning of Life), is a record where he sings poems by Rudolf Nilsen (a Norwegian poet). This music is not the same as other recordings with poems by Rudolf Nilsen. This record had totally disappeared from my memory. One day I started to remember that I had something Danish, and after some days I remembered this record again. This happened now recently.

Here is a translation I have made of one of the poems on this record. I have only translated it word by word.

On stone grounds

The young birches in the black town
they stand and rustle with their bright leaves,
as if they breathed large forests' spring air
and not chimney's smoke and street dust.

They lift bravely their thin boughs
and let them sway beneath the spring's whistling
and warm oneself in the sun's good rays,
which are flowing in between the street's houses!

But they will never be like the big trees,
which stand and whistling out in the free.
So it is when you grow up on stone grounds
and only have a dream about forest and hillside.

Rudolf Nilsen 1925

I think this is an example of why Rudolf Nilsen became that well‐known working class poet he is here in Norway. He expresses the dream about a better life, which is a part of the suppressed working class' soul. He gave words to the silent longing in their inner being. In his time, it was not long ago that the working class sometimes different places in Europe and other places in the world, had been shot and killed because of their social involvement for freedom and justice. At that time, the working class only should work for others' happiness, not for their own. 'The happiness is not for you. For the future's generation you shall open a better and brighter way.' are some another of his words, from the poem Bekjennelse (Confession). The first words in this poem, are: 'There is no meaning of life? You say: We are born and die, but is there an aim with it all, an intention with all that we do?' By his home as a child in Oslo's east side, there is an open area in the city which has his name, Rudolf Nilsens plass (Rudolf Nilsen's Square). Rudolf Nilsen was born in Kristiania (the name for Oslo from 1624 to 1924) in 1901, and died in Paris in 1929.

I have never been especially interested in Rudolf Nilsen. I have heard about him many times, in different situations; as something you do not need to look up, to get to know about. He is a poet who I think, that has written very good and soulful poetries. He describes the working class as spiritual beings, instead of as manpower and labor. He was only 28 years old.

I have a little suspicion about, that these criminals who use mind control, have influenced me to be interested in such things like Rudolf Nilsen's writings and the like. If so, then they have a hidden agenda by doing that. I think they have taken control over such tings they have wanted to ruin, in a way no one has understood, and ruined them in that way. Because of that, such things have been ruined, by how they have developed. But I do not have any certain information about what these criminals are doing.

Earlier I had an interest for the music itself. How the music was made and such things, interested me a lot. I was not so interested in the lyrics regarding music. I was interested in how the different instruments plays together. When I write these words, the music piece Glad by Traffic from 1970 on the album John Barleycorn Must Die, starts to play for my inner ears.

These two other records where bought after 1979.

In the end of the summer 1985, I said to my daughter's mother that I could redecorate her bathroom. Earlier we already had touched up both the bathroom, kitchen, and other places in the apartment. This time I thought about doing something more in the bathroom, I felt well and had a lot of energy. That was my idea. Later in the winter, I had been so tired, and asked her if she could ask her father to do that. That was not his idea. The next time I saw him, he was in bad mood.

At Christmas Eve 1985, our daughter was by her mother's family. Normally I called them at Christmas Eve, and first talked cheerfully with her grandfather and her mother, before I talked to her. But this time, here grandfather only was surly. I did not talk to her mother. And when I talked to my daughter, she had a mood like she was in a funeral. I said to my family, that something was wrong, and that I had to find out about it, when I came home.

In the beginning of 1986; very much started to happen. Generally everything become more and more incomprehensible, and an increasing developing of nonsense grew around me, without my knowledge about it. Her I only shall mention some few key words about that.

Early in 1986; I suddenly and unexpected, started to talk to my daughter's mother, about a traumatic situation which developed in her family in 1974. This was a situating crammed with wrong ideas, psychological repressions, and twisted feelings; in different ways among all the involved people. And this situation had not become any better afterwards, only worse and worse.

I mention to my daughter's mother, something about that her father had wrong ideas, psychological repressions, and twisted feelings; regarding this situation. I said that he had done wrong. I said that he had done so wrong, that he had could been put in prison for it. But I said also, that this only was a way of showing, how wrong that was. I said that I thought that he really had wanted to be kind, and therefore he should not be put in prison, but got help to understand what had happened. I also said to here, that if she asked her father about when our daughter had birthday, then he would not know it, because he did not care about here, I said. But that could be quit normal; I also said. When she later asked him about that, he did not know it. And that started a volcano of insanity in her family. I also said other such things. And here we have something, which have started up a horrible development of even more wrong ideas, psychological repressions, and twisted feelings; in a dramatic way. It becomes a situation so mad, that it exceeds all what you normally could expect.

It was a decisive move I did in this situation, which afterwards easily can be seen like it was directed from outside, by outstanding people. That was, that I one day early in 1986, said to my daughter's mother, that she could invite her family to her. And that she should do that one day our daughter was by me, and so could our daughter come earlier back to her. This was something, I at that moment had thoughts about, that was because our daughter should develop a good situation together with her mother's family. But this is so strange, that I do not think I had come to such thoughts by myself, this must be because of this influence by mind control.

After the day her mother did that, our daughter have not been together with me and my family, which was something she was used to since she was born. That was something natural for her; like the ground below her, and the sky above her, something which always had been like that in her life. She had a very good contact with me and my family, which her mother's family and others never had known anything about. But I had heard some words about, that our daughter had liked to talk about that. So in that way, others knew something more than nothing.

It was after this, that the situation become out of control. And that only become worse and worse.

A person I had had contact with for some few years, also got involved. That was only absurd. He only had some confusing thoughts, which he had started to developed because of something I had said. This was something he started to be very much taken up with, while I did not think of it at all. I had only said something which was something I only did because I wanted to see how he reacted. I said that he was a CIA agent, but that was not something I thought that was true. This is something I must have been influenced to do. While this situation developed, I forgot this. This person did not know anything about my daughter and my family, and he had no knowledge about my situation. He had some totally wrong thoughts about me, nothing else.

Both a psychiatrist early in 1986, and a doctor later in 1986; gave me pills which made me be totally mentally ruined. The first time, I had planned to travel and talk to my parents; for the first time, about this. But the psychiatrist tricked me, and got me to come to here polyclinic instead, the same day I had planned to travel. (I had never looked up this polyclinic, I had contacted a doctor because of pains in my muscles.) The psychiatrist had talked about this with her family, was one of the things I got told when I came to the clinic. Another psychiatrist who got involved, was in the same family. I got not talked to my parents. After what they did against me that time, I could not tell anything about what had happened any longer.

This whole situating is marked by how many people around me, start to do things I did not know about. And all of it was only their own nonsense, not mine. When the year was over, some of them had qualified themselves for many years in prison. But at that time, I did not remember anything about what had happened, and could not understand anything of it. And that became worse and worse in the years to come after that. My mind continued to collapse more and more afterwards.

All these different things in this situation, are too much at the same time! Such things do not happen by itself.

Today, this is a overview I now can understand as a coherent whole. That is something new for me, this complete overview. But it is very much, that is also suspicious. How could something like this, become so very much?

How can something become so wrong like this? That is an important question. Because this is not a natural situating. It is a artificial situation, which looks like, that it is directed by people from outside of all of it.

This is not all. But here it could be possible to understand, that it is not unthinkable, that it is an influence by others, behind this development.

It is much more. But her is a little insight into how the situation in 1986, had a background, which it is possible to find out about how has developed. And that is what I can do. I can not find out about what these criminals who use mind control, are doing other places in the world.

This is only a rough sketch of a description about this situation. A finished description are about many other things, and must become very much longer.

Maybe these criminals have been able to gain so extremely much regarding this situation, by doing very little, nearly nothing, but not totally nothing?

Much can be said about how, this method with use of mind control, works. Here in the end of this message; I think about that this influence wins over the influenced person, and the influenced person wins over other people. This method can be used to break people down; and to get them to do especially things, and gain especially aims.

David H. Hegg