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Friday, December 12, 2014

The situation I see inside myself, which I have written about December 8, 9, 10 and 11; have now lost its intensity. That means; that this now is something I only know that have been in my thoughts, but at any time I can forget about it.

Today I think; that this happening, where I have had this intense contact with this situation inside of me for some days, is that I have got over it all. I think that now I have passed through this influence, which was done against me for nearly 39 years ago. Since 1986 I have been consciously taken up with this. These nearly 29 years; I have been intensely busy with this. It can be associate with moving a mountain, by moving a little part of it every day. All this 29 years, I have been alone with doing this. But I have had contact with other people every day.

I have had some thoughts now also, after this happening has waned. I have thought about how this influence can change; between being weaker and weaker and disappear, or being stronger and stronger and establish itself. This has to do with if a person starts to believe in it, or not. If a person not starts to believe in it, then it not starts to become more and more. But if a person starts to believe in it, then it takes root in the person in some way, and it becomes the person's own strength. It takes over the person's own conviction and strength. Such things can then become a person's lifework, something a person will devote oneself to, etc. In that way, these influences can become very much; but that is if the influences have be able to be the person.

But these influences can be different things. And it is possible to combine these different ways of doing this. The most dangerous is, that these criminals can trick the person they influence. The person do not know what has been done against oneself. And it is possible for this criminals to trick a person to change one's conviction about what is correct. By combining, and by using a step by step tactic, it is possible for them to move a person's personality. But there are more that this also, of course more than I know about also. But these examples are what I immediately get in my thoughts, something which I have fully understood.

I have also all the time thought about, that this has to do with a relationship between the consciousness and the subconscious. The more the consciousness know and understand about this, the better, I think. Much of this, has to do with that these influences trick a person's consciousness; the more a person understand about this, the more a person can hinder this influence.

I think, that the more a person becomes able to hinder this influence, the more the person breaks down this influence inside of oneself. This method is dependent on being kept secret; it works when we do not understand about it. But if we understand about it, then it does not work so much any longer; and that of it which work, can be discovered and understood.

I also think that these criminals have done something else against me, than against others. They have made up something to me, which should become something I should find out about, something which only is wrong. Regarding others, it can be different, others have not got any such influence which they shall find out about. But I think it is possible to be good in understanding how such things are done.

A understanding about that it is possible to take these roots from these influences away, has been very successful for me for some hours now, after I found that way of thinking about it. It is like it helps to understand about it that way; that it is possible to take the whole nuisance away with the root.

David H. Hegg