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Sunday, June 21, 2015

In the message May 25, the third part, I wrote about how I contacted a medical office in 1985. The last days I have got one particular factor in my thoughts, about that. That is 'long graded sick pays'.

When I called this medical office, it was because I had noticed, that I had got noticeable reactions in my body, which I earlier had become more and more worn out because of. These things had earlier ruined my whole life. No medical treatments had worked.

Because I had become well again; and at that time, had started to get these reactions again. I this time had made up my mind, to find out what it was which made me well, and what it was which made me ill. I thought about that I not wanted to become graded sick pay, that only ruined my relationship to my job, and it did not help anything at all.

When I called this medical office, I said to the lady clerk, that I not wanted any medical treatment. I said that I only wanted to talk to a doctor about this, to find out what it is. When I had found out what it is, then I had thought to do different things by myself, to find out what I could do against it, I said. To be graded sick pay, was the last thing I wanted to be; it had only ruined for me, and never helped anything at all. If I not could be well again, I had to find another job, I thought.

When I came to the medical office, the lady clerk had a satisfied and smart look in her smiling face. And now I have got some thoughts about what that can be.

Two years earlier, I was at the doctor who had a temp at this time. That was because of a local muscle inflammation in one muscle in one of my legs. That time, I told the doctor about, that I earlier had got my work ruined for me because of health problems, which not had been healed. The doctor said that he would make a short note about that, because it could be something which had to do with the muscle inflammation. But this muscle inflammation was an independent thing.

Now I think about, that I said, that it had been long graded sick pays. The doctor asked if I become well again because of these long graded sick pays. I said yes. Now I think that the doctor can have written that in this short note. There was not time to talk more about it. The situation had been, that I always had become ill again when I started to work again, therefore all these graded sick pays had been totally for nothing.

I think this lady clerk looked at this note, and said to the temp that she must report me sick immediately, so they can start earning money on me, and not let me start to find out about these tings by myself.

The fact is that the doctor said to me, that it stood something in my case record, which she understood. I needed a long graded sick pay, she said. I had to come back to here, and she should make me well, she said. I become surprised, and experienced that the doctor knew self‐assured exactly what to do.

But when I started to work again, I become a little ill the first day on my job, exactly as many years earlier.

Today it is possible for me to understand how these things are. And I can take care of it very well, so I not become ill. No doctor has anything to do with that at all.

They earned much money to ruin my life that time. And later many people have earned much more money on ruin it much more. That is the only thing they have done.

David H. Hegg