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Wednesday, October 28, 2015

After the last message, October 27, some more thoughts have occurred in my mind. Exactly the situation, when this happened, has appeared more clearly for me. I think that is because this is something, I not should have comprehended. Therefore, this has come more out in my thoughts afterwards. Exactly this situation, is something I remember, as if it was, that it all absorbed me, in a way I only could understand some time afterwards. This is something, which ordinarily has happened without my knowledge of it. I have been angry because this has happen, for many years now. For example, it has happened many times, that when I count out newspapers to a small round (like five buildings), I have taken wrong newspapers regarding one of the papers. I have understood that I have seen another newspaper, than that on the list. I think this experience, of that the situation absorbs me, is something which should have made it impossible for me to understand this.

This has also typical happened in a way, that is, that I deliver another newspaper than the correct one, to a subscriber. But typical I one or a few minutes afterwards, remember that it is wrong, because I remember it form earlier.

I now also wonder if I discovered this, because I have approached to understand about it. I wonder if I just this time, understood that it was wrong, at the same time as it happened, and that I because of that, reacted this way. It can be that it was, that I did not believed in, what happened in just this moment. A few days ago, I also talked to the person who lives in this apartment.

This situation is, that I only had these two newspapers left to deliver in this building. Therefor the next newspaper after this one, could have been delivered because that was the only one left to deliver.

David H. Hegg