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I am thinking about my daughter

At Friday, January 31, 1986; my daughter and I should have been together for the weekend, as it naturally had been since her mother and I got separated in 1979. For 12 days before that day in 1986, our situation had been messy because of individuals that earlier had had nothing to do with the situation between my daughter and me. It had always been I that had taken care of the relationship between my daughter and me, and nobody else; here mother had been very helpful in that context all the time which I was grateful for and used to. At the day January 31, 1986; the police without any reason started to hinder the relationship between my daughter and me. The first basis the police used for their behavior was another mentally disturbed person’s statement. Later on; more and more individuals started to be involved and ruined everything for us, typical it was social vain people within different social occupational groups. During the year 1986 I got more and more mentally ruined because of these people, and finally I could not understand anything about my own life, and I could not tell anything about what had happened. And my daughter and I have not been together after January 31, 1986; even though we wanted to be more together with each other than before.

After the day Friday, January 31, 1986; I have been preoccupied with what it was that happened. At the time of the day when my daughter should have been with me at January 31, 1986; she had been taken to the theatre where real individuals performs on the stage. It was the play “Reisen til Julestjernen” (The Journey to The Christmas Star) written by the Norwegian writer Sverre Brandt, and with music by the Norwegian composer Johan Halvorsen. At the image on the left I am now watching the same play on DVD, but it is another performance; (the DVD is only for DVD players registered for the Norwegian region). And I am thinking about my daughter and the situation she has had after January 31, 1986.

On the computer nearest to me, on the image on the left, I have an aerial photo of the area where my daughter lived in 1986. And I am thinking about how here life was there, without her daddy after that day, Friday, January 31, 1986.

Today I remember detailed what it was that happened that year and afterwards. It was many bad people that ruined our lives with lies. Such lies will never be true, they will always be lies.

December 15, 2005, David H. Hegg