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59. Worsening

The last days I have striven with my thoughts, to stress how an important detail is important for the development of the situation, which ruined for me in 1986. But all the time I end up with, that it is complex connections, which can’t be seen insulated and taken out of the whole picture of the situation. That starts to force me to begin working with this in a way, where I write much longer texts.

After been busy with this in my thoughts for some days, I got a clear understanding of a systematic structure, which I can write about. That is, that in the beginning, there were no problems. There were different people not concerned, who meddled in our situation and ruined. After that, the same people made that more and more worse.

Initially there were no problems. A few hours before other people started to make problems, my daughter, her mother and I, sat in my kitchen and talked friendly with one another in a way that had been normal for us for many years. And our daughter was taken up with, that we had talked about, that she should be more together with me than before.

In the beginning, other people made some problems. And gradually other people worsened the situation more and more.

The clearest example, is when the police came and took me away from my mother, who had visited me in my apartment. My mother started immediately to cry intensely in front of the eyes of the police. It was in my apartment. This was because some public employees wanted to ruin us, to hide their wrongdoings. And they ruined more people than they know who are. They continued to everything was totally ruined for us, then they didn’t do anything more.

So, to bring problems about, and worsening the situation gradually more and more, is a systematic structure.

We didn’t have any problems of that kind. Others made them all, and worsened it more and more. These problems weren’t ours, they were made by others. This was impossible to understand for me.

September 9, 2016, David H. Hegg