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71. Everyone ruined for me

In 1986 everyone lied about me, and ruined for me. This was because of influences by the criminals who do crimes against humans’ minds. Different people around me must have been influenced. In addition to that, there were different problems, which hadn’t anything to do with me. Much of it also were other people’s own delusions.

The doctor became a central person; a central piece on the criminals’ chessboard. But that role the doctor took, is not a doctor’s role. That role was a role for Agatha Christie’s Miss Marple, or Sir Arthur Conan Doyle’s Sherlock Holmes. That isn’t a doctor’s role. That isn’t a doctor’s job. It was a job for someone who could have used all one’s time for many weeks, and traveled around and talked to many personas, and started to understand more that people say. That isn’t something a doctor shall start to do, by sitting on her office using five minutes to talk to others than her patient. When I went to the doctor, I thought that this was something the doctor couldn’t help me with, and I never initiated the doctor in this situation. I contacted the doctor because of muscle pains. In this case, people have hidden their crimes, and placed guilt on others. The case hides different criminals, different motives, and different human tragedies; like in a complicated criminal case. The whole case is very much; something to understand, and the real criminals hide behind it all. Like it is in many crime novels, the ordinary police work by routine from eight to four, and that isn’t enough.

Other people than the doctor, continued the doctor’s ignorant behavior. And these other people became more and more ignorant people. Such people sat on their bums, inside their offices, and let the world cave in, outside their walls. The problem wasn’t; that they did nothing. The problem was; that they did something, and that was something wrong. They made it worse, instead of doing nothing.

The whole situation is developed by influences by the criminals. That is what is correct. That is also the only possible explanation.

I more and more lost my memory. In the end, I had lost all my memory about what had happened, and I couldn’t tell anybody about what had happened.

This situation is much for me to deal with. It is many things to put together. For the first moment, it becomes ten years. That fast increases to twelve years. It is also relevant to see it in a perspective of twenty‐four years, from I was seven years old. Until today, it becomes fifty‐four years, and that is what this today has become. In the end, it also becomes important to see my whole life as a whole, and that is now sixty‐one years. All these years with all these things, are something overwhelming for me.

My own life has become something overwhelming, which has been influenced to work against me. This is much to make a stand against. This is something I now have started to comprehend, that I can be able to do. That is a gigantic effort for me, which these criminals have thought, that is impossible for me to manage. It is that my life has developed against me. That is what I have to stand up against. More and more I have got to know what my own mind is, what my past is, and how it all has developed.

These criminals can get situations to be threatened to fall; either to one side, or to the other side. Then the criminals typical have influenced to, that the situations fall to the wrong sides, that things become wrong instead of right. This becomes that all the weight, works for what is wrong, instead of for what is right, and this ruin what is right.

This is what happened with the situation for my daughter, her mother and me, in 1986. It all became wrong, instead of that it all became right.

October 14, 2016, David H. Hegg