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103. Brandy glasses

Today I understood that the criminals have influenced me to have a “memory image” about that my wife and I bought small brandy glasses in 1975, for all kinds of liquor drinks. It should be that we did that, because it is something fun with liquor drinks to festivities. Now I understand that this is something the criminals have influenced me to remember, as a “memory hallucination”. It has never happened.

January 15, 2017, I wrote the text “93. An excellent example”. In this text, I wrote about that I think the criminals can have influenced me to start to drink alcohol. After that, I have written something every day, which cleared up some things about when and how the influences were done against me. Today, after this series of texts, I think that maybe I now understand about these brandy glasses, because alcohol is something important with these influences against me, that I shall start to drink alcohol.

Today I also have perceived a feeling about that I must drink alcohol. Now I think, that such a feeling shall influence me to be an alcoholic.

The last half year I have drunk beer with alcohol less than five times, and only a little each time. Today, there are weeks since last time I drank beer. When I understand about this, the strange feeling, about that I must drink alcohol, isn’t any problem for me at all. I only think about this feeling as something strange. I haven’t drunk alcohol for weeks, and will not drink alcohol in the next weeks to come either. When I write this text, I don’t have this feeling any longer.

About what happened, when these influences were done against me, I now don’t remember more about the rest of that. It is only as something 100% empty, nothing, a blank paper, etc.

January 25, 2017, David H. Hegg