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105. Love and selfishness

For some of days ago, I thought about the situation in the room where these influences were done against me. Then I got an unpleasant experience in my mind in my head. It was like a feeling that a kind of energy tries to destroy my mental state. I have had that feeling many times. Every time I start to do something easy I think about, and then it disappears again. That happened this time also.

Some hour after this happened, I thought about the same situation again. This time I got a feeling that I am stronger than these people in that room and what they have done against me. I didn’t get any unpleasant experience, and haven’t had that since. This feeling was an energy, which I felt like a strong mental energy in my mind in my head.

The day after this I felt as normal. But after I started to think about the little monkey sitting on the branch of a tree, and the pocket watches, which I wrote about January 29; this strong mental energy in my mind in my head became stronger and stronger about the monkey and the pocket watches.

First, I got thoughts about that the monkey shall con me, and that the monkey shall con me to come with it. Thoughts about that the monkey jumps from branch to branch. These thoughts were not connected to anything else. I thought that this maybe was a preliminary sequence.

The strong mental energy became stronger, and it all came back to the room where I lay on my back with the person sitting beside me.

Then I remember something about that the person has talked about what I quote her. This has been around what I write here, but it changes a little all the time.

Your marriage shall be destroyed. That is the most important with this.

The selfishness shall win in the society, the love shall lose.

First, I wrote more around this. Afterwards I thought about that it was because I started to think about what I first remembered, which was this.

The person continues talking.

When I am finished with this text, the strong mental energy has disappeared.

For a long time now, I have done different things to bring myself back to 1975, listened to music from that time and different other such things. I am also physical active six days every week.

January 31, 2017, David H. Hegg