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116. More about 1975
After the last text yesterday, “115. Something strange” February 19, I now think that maybe it is both. That I have this strange experience of that I don’t sleep anymore; because I both came through the barrier which hides the situation, where these influences where done; and that I also are influenced to get this strange experience of that I don’t sleep anymore.
I think that maybe I became influenced to experience, that this situation in 1975 hadn’t happened. That this influence was done in such a way, that I experienced that I hadn’t been sleeping. That I woke up afterwards, and experienced that it hadn’t happened. Maybe this influence did that I started to experience, that I haven’t been sleeping, when I now wake up after been sleeping.
I also think, that maybe I also have been influenced to get this strange experience, of that I don’t sleep anymore, as something, which shall happen in the end of these different influences.
This is only something I think. As I wrote yesterday; it helps me to work up my thoughts about these things, even I don’t know what it is which really is correct. That I approach to what this is, in a way that is an approximation to what it really is. That is something I always have experienced that has helped, regarding all these different influences.
This experience of that I don’t sleep anymore, happened the first time when I wrote the text “105. Love and selfishness” January 31. Actually, I first wrote that text January 30, and it was just before that, I for the first time I experienced, that I hadn’t been sleeping. First, I wrote in that text, that I hadn’t been sleeping for 24 hours. But because I changed the date, I removed it again. At that time, this was something new for me. Now I have been thinking about this for three weeks.
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In that text which I actually first wrote January 30, I also wrote more, which I also removed. That was something I wrote, because I became taken up with what the person who sat beside me, had said. What now is written about that, in the text “105. Love and selfishness”, is something I didn’t remove. I think that these few words is important, and I think these few words is correct.
The rest of what I removed, was something I removed because I thought that I don’t remember how these influences were done against me. I thought that I shall not try to write what this person has said, because I don’t remember correct how this person did these influences. But I think he has said something like that.
Here I can write that again. Now I write it one more time, I haven’t kept what I wrote January 30. I think the person in 1975, has done something I don’t remember what was. I think the person did this in a way I don’t remember how was.
First, you and your wife shall move away from each other, and move together again. After that, you shall move away from each other, and be divorced, but continue being friends.
Your daughter shall have her family by you, and her home by her mother. You shall take good care of your daughter, and want to give her a good family foundation. You shall help her mother with making a good home for your daughter.
Ten years from now, public authorities shall divide your daughter and her mother from you. Then these public authorities have done a so malicious crime, that in this society, they should have been put in jail for many years. But no one in this society will put these people in jail. Therefore, that crime these people prevent from being cleared up, will prevent that you three will find back to one another again.
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It is important to understand that these influences get the better of people. The influences use the influenced people, in ways the influenced people don’t understand. It is the criminals who have done this. The criminals are the guilty.
February 20, 2017, David H. Hegg