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119. Parts of one’s mind

After the two previous texts “117. The sleep”, February 22, and “118. A third book”, February 24; different things become more orderly in my head. I think about the difference between what I have started with by myself, and what I have started with because of the influences by the criminals. There have been different things I started with by myself, earlier in my life. After 1975, there have been different things I have started with because of such influences.

The books I have written about in the two previous texts, have to do with how the criminals have influenced me. The book I wrote about in the last text, “HAPPINESS, The TM Program, Psychiatry and Enlightenment”, I first thought I bought late in 1978. Afterwards I remembered a fourth book. After thinking about that book for some hours, I started to think that the book “HAPPINESS, The TM Program, Psychiatry and Enlightenment”, had covered up this fourth book. This fourth book was bought before “HAPPINESS, The TM Program, Psychiatry and Enlightenment”.

There happens different influences in my thoughts. Different memories can be put one upon another, so one memory covers another memory, again and again. This can continue many times. Again and again I remember one more thing after another thing. This is quite simply how it has been with these books. How I remembered these books, got me to think about how such influences seems as if they also can influence how one’s thoughts work.

Another thing I have found out many times, is how such influences can bring one’s thoughts to concentrate on something, to influence one to forget something else. What something else was; was then something important.

It is as if such influences can influence to different controlled ways of thinking. I have also typical experienced that thoughts fall out of my mind.

All these influenced ways of thinking can be counteracted, by that one uses more time around each of them. But these influences work as they are thought out, when one don’t know about it. Typical things move forward, and one forgets about what were back in time.

An example I understand very well: When I deliver newspapers, I walk from place to place. An influence work in a way, which is like this: When I have reached a place, I immediately experience that I am finished at that place; the same way, I have been many times before. When I reach the place, I experience it as if I came out from the place, the same way as the day before. This is an influence I understand very well, and it doesn’t cause big problems for me. Normally I find out about it immediately. I am so used to such influences, and they only work a little bit when I understand about them. It is important to totally relax regarding such things, and then such influences don’t get more and more of oneself, but less and less of oneself instead.

In these connections, I also think about how such memory images, typical are built up by more than one thing. Different people can have said things, there can be different point of times involve, this is because different things to go on shall get oneself to believe in such memory images. Such things become more and more, the more one think about them. Therefore it is important to come out of that vortex. It is important to look at such things from the outside of them; to think outside of such influences.

This fourth book, which in some way actually was the third in this period, is “Argumentasjonsteori, språk og vitenskapsfilosofi” (Theory of argumentation, language and philosophy of science) by Lars Walløe and Dagfinn Føllesdal. This book was first published in 1977, the seventh edition was published in 2000. The book is popular to use for a compulsory common study in Norwegian universities, called “Examen philosophicum”. I remember that I bought this book in the same period, as the two other books, I wrote about February 22, but I don’t remember exactly when.

I think the criminals have influenced me to either to buy such books, or exactly to buy these books. I think the criminals have been taken up with getting control over the books; and all other cultural activities also. I don’t know what they have done to get control over the books, which I am sure about, that they have wanted to get. But they have used these possibilities to influence people.

To realize that this goes on, is a new challenge for us. Something we must start to find out about, when we know about it. These influences work because we don’t know about them. When we know about what this is, then it is possible for us, more and more to find out about it. It is also important to think about how important it is, to find out about something that is so bad.

These influences are often in a way, which work in on part, or a number of parts, in the influenced person’s mind. Therefore, it is possible to activate other parts of one’s mind, to start to find out about this. For example, a person can have been influenced to get some strange ideas at one field, but the person is ordinary at other fields.

Why have the criminals influenced me to buy particular books, by categories, or by specific books? I think that must be because they want to stop my own development, of reading one book after another. I shall not find my own road in the world of books, and not create my own bookshelf. But I think there are other intentions also.

February 24, 2017, David H. Hegg