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131. Within a darkness

The last part of the influence, where I remember something of what happened, is something I understand that wasn’t, that I was awake. When I now think about it, it is as if I was within a darkness. I wasn’t awake. When I afterwards went back to my work, I didn’t remember anything at all, about what had happened. When I think about what I have remembered, and what I don’t remember, the transition can be understood as a short period, where I gradually can remember something. In the intermediate stage, I can remember that it was something, but I can’t remember what it was. This intermediate stage was just a moment. I think this last part as a whole, was a short period, with even shorter sequences. I think that I all the time was in an influenced condition, but in this last part of it, I can remember that I had started to think. But this wasn’t that I was awake. When I woke up afterward, I didn’t remember anything.

March 23, 2017, David H. Hegg