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168. An incomprehensible mess

Now I have been thinking about my whole situation, as it has developed, after the criminals influenced me December 29, 1975. My thoughts have been about different things, also about what have happened in the world. I am in a state where I adapt myself to how I now have a correct general view over all of this. That is a new situation for me. My thoughts move from one thing to another all the time, therefor I am not focused on one particular thing today.

But my own situation have an important development step, in what happened in 1986. At that time, these influences had developed for ten years, without my understanding about it. I have thought about that it seems as if, that the criminals must have influenced more than hundred people around me, to achieve what they achieved in 1986. I also wonder if it can be hundreds of people the criminals have influenced around me in the end, but I don’t know. No matter what, the criminals haven’t achieved what the they wanted that this should be in the end.

The situation in 1986, was that I was a victim for what others did wrong against me. But people blamed me, for how they did wrong against me. At that time, this was incomprehensible for me. That, in a nutshell, is what this was in 1986. And it wasn’t trifles, it ruined my mental state totally.

This was that others did wrong against my daughter and me, because they groundless started to ruin our contact with one another. This was also something wrong against my daughter’s mother also, because she crisp and clean had said to me that she didn’t want that. She had said to me, that she wanted, that our daughter and I should be more together.

Other people meddled in our situation without knowing anything about us, and they only ruined for us. This didn’t start in 1986, it started ten years earlier. Because many people have done wrong things, they all protected themselves from that the situation should be cleared up, that was their common interest. This has continued afterwards.

I hadn’t did a single wrong thing, that is what is correct. And it wasn’t any problems. All the other people made all the problems, and did all the wrong things. They didn’t know us, and they didn’t know what they did. This was also something total unlawful to do. How this started to develop ten years earlier, did it all incomprehensible at that time. How it was the influences by the criminals that caused the whole situation, did it incomprehensible.

I was influenced to worry about my daughter’s mother, not about myself. Therefore, I didn’t protect myself, I all the time protected my daughter’s mother. In these ways, that situation in 1986 developed to be a total incomprehensible mess.

July 24, 2017, David H. Hegg