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189. A catastrophic change

After the last text, November 7, I have been thinking about what was different, at once after the influences against me in 1975. I couldn’t understand correctly the moment when I became awake and conscious, in the first seconds afterwards, and that continued during the time after that. I didn’t remember correctly about what had happened, when the influence started, neither did I think about that at all. The situation when I woke up, was highly unusual and strange, but I didn’t think about that at all. I only thought about that I had to hurry back to my work and continue working. What worried me, was that I had lost time on my job, that was the only thing I thought about regarding what had happened.

The whole situation was very strange, but I didn’t think about that. I only thought that it was a terrible happening, that I had fallen asleep on my job, and I concentrated on taking back the time by reducing my meal breaks. I calculated how I could take that time back again. That was what I did afterwards, and I quickly forgot what had happened. I quickly forgot that I had been sleeping and that whole situation.

This became the beginning of an influenced state, which continued year after year after that, until today. This became worse as the time went by, and not better. The influences developed, and ever more new influences started again and again over the years. After I understood something correct about this, in 2013, things started to become better.

The influences affect all human qualities. The very first were how I neither remembered correctly nor considered and understood correctly. That is a catastrophic change, which blocks one’s possibilities to function natural and correctly as a human. This started from the first seconds after the influences. The first I didn’t understand correctly, was what just had happened, and the situation around me when I woke up after the influences. The same way of function wrong, continued all the time after these first seconds. After I understood something correct about this, in 2013, things started to become better. When I started to understand correctly, that development started to get energy, and that has strengthened afterwards.

November 12, 2017, David H. Hegg