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190. Difficult to discover

In the text “115. Something strange” February 19, 2017; I wrote about how I have had a strange experience of that I don’t sleep anymore, even I have been sleeping. In that text I thought about, that this can be because, I found out about how I have been influenced. I also thought about, that this can be because I shall go to a doctor and get sleeping pills, even I don’t need sleeping pills. Both these two possibilities are something I thought, that could have to do with influences, which have influenced me to experience these two possibilities.

Now I have been thinking about how this experience of not been sleeping, after I have been sleeping; also can be a way of hiding what has happened, just after the influences have been done in 1975. I have thought about that maybe this can be done in a way, that gives an influenced person the experience of has being awake all the time. This will if so be, that after an influenced person has been influenced, the person experiences having been awake all the time. If so, this will hide what has happened, after the influence is finished.

This is only something I thought just now, because I just now experienced this experience of not being sleeping, after I have been sleeping. After I wrote about this February 19, earlier this year, this has now and then happened many times.

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How I woke up because of a bang, as I wrote about in the text “132. A bang” March 24, 2017; can maybe be something they did to wake me up, because I started to sleep, instead of being finished with the influences.

As I wrote about in the text “122. A Devil” March 8, 2017; I can remember that I stopped answering questions from the person, who influenced me in 1975. This is that something went wrong with the influences against me. Maybe it is because that something went wrong, that they had to slam a door, to wake me up. Maybe they usually do something else.

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I now also think about how I was standing upright, when the person in the office gave me something to drink, as I wrote about in the text “95. When it happened” January 17, 2017. When I became dizzy, I was standing on my feet. Because of that, I remember that I became dizzy. And I remember how the person got fast up from the chair, and helped me to lay down on a sofa or something similar.

I also remember from the beginning of the influences, that I couldn’t move my whole body, not my arms, not my head, and nothing else. But I could talk. I remember that I could say yes with a faint and not clear voice, when the person who influenced me, asked if I could drink what he poured into me, when he lifted up my head. He said it would make me well again. I thought that this is dangerous for me. Now I am in danger, this is dangerous for me, I thought.

Maybe another person in my situation usually is sitting in a chair, and because of that, doesn’t experience how one’s legs don’t bear one’s weight. If a person in that situation already is lying, that person also doesn’t experience how one’s legs don’t bear one’s weight.

I think that they can do many different things in the beginning, before they start with the influences.

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I think about that I was called for, by a person who tricked me to come with him, to a place and to people, which I shouldn’t had anything to do with.

My contact in the electrical company I was employed by, had said to me that I should care about my work, and not care about that the administration of the bank was nearby where I worked. Both he, and the other electrician I worked together with, had some days off. Another person in the electrical company, who I could phone, hadn’t been given a security clearance to come into the bank building where I worked. Neither someone else in the electrical company had been cleared. Only the two other people who had some days off, and I, had been cleared. That had to be done beforehand, and couldn’t be done immediately.

When the person came and asked me to come with him, to look at something with the electrical installation, he surprised me. I said that I had to take with me some small tools. He said that it wasn’t necessary, they only wanted that I should look at something. When we reach the place, other people there said that they had put it in order by themselves. I remember them as three people in a corridor, outside a door into an office. This was a strange situation; and I thought about why, and about what, this could be.

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These notes are about that I have been thinking about how the criminals are able to hide, how they have influenced a person. Maybe an influenced person doesn’t have any memory about being influenced, because the criminals can hide the whole situation for the influenced person. This is something difficult to discover.

How I started to find out about this, was because I started to find out about when unexpected things had happened, that was my first tracks. That started in March 2013.

Still today, I don’t know what the person who influenced me, has done. Therefore, the only I can do regarding that, is to understand about what has happened to me. Because I now understand more about how this has been done, it is more possible for me to understand how the person has influenced me. But I don’t remember anything about what he exactly has done to influence me.

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Now this is easy for me to remember. But after this had happened in 1975, I didn’t remember that I had got something to drink, and I didn’t remember that a person had influenced me. Afterwards I fast forgot that I had worked there.

The whole time when I have tried to find out about this, exactly this job at that place in the bank, and exactly these days in 1975, have been totally absent in my mind and memory.

In the text “ 94. December 29, 30, and 31; 1975” January 16, 2017, I started to approach thinking about this situation for the first time.

November 17, 2017, David H. Hegg