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194. The intention

Now I have been thinking about that the person at the office in 1975, didn’t take something to drink himself. That is now clearly, how I now remember it. This was odd for me.

Today I think about that all the moves regarding this situation, from the very first move, were well thought out moves. In the beginning of this year, when I started to find out about this day, the whole situation seemed to be clumsy by the different people involved. Now I think that every move was well thought‐through.

Every single move was inconsequent, and I think that was done systematically inconsequent and illogical. Every purposeless step in the preparation of this situation, was done appropriately. This was something that gradually confused me, and got me to be more and more puzzled. They weren’t clumsy, they behaved systematically, and deluded me to end up in a clumsy state. When I in the end drank the contents in the glass, which also was a glass too small for soda pop, then I had been deluded through a series of purposeless steps. Now I think that this was well thought out.

When the person at the office sat and looked at me, when I drank from the glass, he had brought me to a clumsy state, which showed his contempt for me. I also remember that he asked me if it tasted good, and that I answered yes. Today I started to think; that this is how these people have done me helpless, and influence me, conquered me, used me and despised me.

Today I think that these criminals conquer, use and despise; the people in the society, and the peoples in the whole world.

Today I get an experience of conquering how these influences earlier have conquered me, which have been the intention with them. The influences have conquered me in a way I haven’t understood. Today I understand about that, and that gives me an experience of conquering the intention with the influences. The criminals are sly, but not more sly than it is possible to understand, when you start to understand about what they are doing.

This gives an understanding about these criminals, which is; that if they don’t despise the people, then they think that they are despicable themselves. They despise the people they want to oppress, to conquer and use them for their own advantage.

Equal human dignity, is as opposed to the criminals’ way of thinking. This is an old‐established way of thinking, which the criminals keep secret that they still have. This is only something I now think, it is necessary to find out more about what this really is. Our history is full of malice and contempt for people, that isn’t a secret, we know that. What we haven’t known, is what the criminals are doing.

The malice has been a necessary part of the historical display of power, it can be that the criminals want to continue with that. The criminals hide themselves behind the incomprehensible malice in the world today. But regarding the criminals, there can be things I don’t know about, and that I therefore haven’t thought about, what can be. I can only begin to find out about this, I don’t have enough information to finish a clearing up of this.

November 26, 2017, David H. Hegg