www.davidhegg.org

196. An empty chair

The last days I have been thinking about that it may had an impact, that I remained standing, after I had come into the office in 1975. I also mentioned this in the text “191. My last thoughts” November 21, the second section. Now I have thought about that this maybe changed the preliminary part of that situation. The person at the office had set out a good chair at the opposite side of his desk. He also made a comment about that I was standing. I answered something about that it came naturally to me to stand. I waited for that he should talk with me about one particular thing, and I thought that I only should be at his office for a short time.

What I think about, is that because I remained standing, when I started to drink from the glass; I maybe didn’t drink as much as I had done, if I had been sitting. I have thought about that this maybe delayed the effect of what I drank. If I had been sitting in the chair, I maybe could have drunk more in the beginning, because I then hadn’t needed to stand on my feet. Because I needed to stand on my feet, I maybe became unsteady earlier, than if I had been sitting in the chair.

When the person who influenced me came in afterwards, I maybe hadn’t drunk as much as I had done, if I had been sitting in the chair in the beginning. I remember that the person, who influenced me, poured the rest of the contents in the glass into me. Maybe the effect of the contents in the class, became a little bit delayed in the preliminary part of that situation. This is something I think. I don’t know if it had any significance. I remember that I suddenly became dizzy, when I was standing and drank from the glass. I also remember that I in that moment didn’t understand anything, about what happened.

▪

Something else I have been thinking about, is that the criminals typical influence different people systematically, to achieve a particular result. I have thought about that the criminals typical start up development of social processes, by influencing different people, to achieve different goals.

December 8, 2017, David H. Hegg