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208. The violin

Now the last weeks, when I have been doing up my apartment, which is a one‐room flat; I have started to understand something I just now have understood. Christmas Eve 1975, which is the eve December 24, here in Norway; my wife, our child and I; were together with my family, where I had lived before we got married. Below there are two pictures of our child, my wife and me. I had used the self‐timer, and these two pictures are cut out from one picture, where we are sitting around the dining table.

When we should travel home again afterwards, I got an impulse about taking with me the violin, which I had learned a little about how to play by myself, when I lived there. I had a textbook about how to play. My father drove us home, and when we should go out to the care, I walked to the room I had had, and took with me the violin. It was a violin I had bought used in one of the music stores I knew about, which I didn’t pay much for. But the violin was fine; it was only marked by being used.

When we were at home, I talked with my wife about that we could play together. She had a guitar, and we could play guitar and violin together, I said. My wife agreed. I said that guitar and violin were a little unusual, but that we could manage to find out about something we could play together. My wife liked the idea, and became in good humor. One of the days afterwards, before I had been on my work again after the Christmas festival, I played a little on the violin, which I hadn’t used for some time. It is fun to play musical instruments. Below there is a picture which my wife took of that, she said I played so fine. On the right side there is a little part of her guitar.

Now I understand that this is something the criminals have “influenced” me to newer do again. It seems like that this is something, which has been done very thoroughly by the criminals.

Christmas Eve was December 24, and five days later, December 29, the criminals “influenced ” me. After that I put away the violin, and I have never played on it a little bit a single time afterwards. I didn’t remember anything about what my wife and I had talked about. I think I said that the sound of the violin would disturb others.

What is the point regarding this; is that when I bought an electric piano, when we became separated and later divorced some years later, that was because I was “influenced” to that the electric piano should take my attention away from the violin.

The electric piano also only had five octaves. The piano I had played on earlier had seven octaves, which was necessary for some of the music I had played. Among others; In the Hall of the Mountain King by the Norwegian composer Edvard Grieg. I had played music by Edvard Grieg because I thought that he should teach me to play piano. I learned it by myself with musical notes by Edvard Grieg.

So this with the violin and the electric piano, is something I not have understood before now the last weeks, when I have been doing up the flat. The most important “influence” regarding this, was that I never shouldn’t play the violin again.

It also seems like that doing up the flat should has been too much, and been done too difficult for me. But now I sit by the desk again, and it isn’t so much left to do. I have rebuilt the same desk as I had in 1986. Everything after 1975 has been “influenced” by the criminals. So after 1975 I only have been a scatterbrain. But they haven’t wanted that I should start to find out correct about these things, so that is something I do by myself.

July 21, 2018, David H. Hegg