www.davidhegg.org

219. Still a little more

After the previous text “218. A few words more”, I afterwards have remembered more. Here it is:

And so it is something you shall say. When they ask you about me, you shall only talk about me like a foolish woman, who only care about who she looks. Earlier I was pretty, but now I am not that anymore. And I don’t know if he I love likes me anymore, when I am not just as pretty as before. And you, I have missed all the time since you and your parents moved, and I only wanted to see you again before I died. And we talked about this for a long time, and about how it was when you lived here. And then you only have to remember something about that.

Before this, she talked about that she had wanted to use her life to work against war. And then she asked me, if I also wanted to work against war. I answered yes. Then she said, that is good, that was the answer I had expected from you. She said, that now she shall do something, so that I can do that. And that will be if what she thinks will happen, comes to happen. Because now I have found out everything I can manage about how such things goes on, which is what I now think that goes on, she said.

December 5, 2018, David H. Hegg