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37. Upside down
The original aim the new political movement brought up after 1900; was to give rights to ordinary people, and develop possibilities for ordinary people. This new political movement, led to that ordinary people got political representation and power. This broke out of an earlier social system, where ordinary people hadn’t had neither rights or possibilities. I think these criminals who use mind control, hide how they have been able to turn this situation upside down.
It is in practice we can understand what something is, and what it is possible to do. Theories are only ideas; that is also what today’s theories are, only ideas.
All talking about, that today’s economic system is necessary; aren’t true. All of it is only idiotic hallucinations. It isn’t a necessary system, it is only a system some people want, because it is best for themselves, but not for others. This is what is true. There are many ideas of different social systems, and all of them are only different ideas, nothing else than that.
I could have gone more thoroughly into this topic. But my thought is, that this short text has hit the bull’s eye. These criminals have been able to trick us to believe; that to take the power, rights and possibilities, away from ordinary people, are what ordinary people need. These are sly trickeries; the criminals have been able to trick us to not to understand.
The first I think we have to do regarding this, is to find out and understand about it. After that, I think we must find out what is most necessary to change to be better. And in a forward‐looking perspective, we must start to do everything in a correct way. This last words are only some fast and easy words I write, only to point out that we must understand, change serious injustice, and look forward. We must be clever; it is by being clever, that we can form the good world this world can be. The good world this can be; will be built on our cleverness. This is ahead of us, this is the future we can build.
We shall not let these criminals make a hell out of this world. It is possible for us to make a good world out of this world. It is many different things to think about regarding this. I haven’t written anything about that in this text; I have only looked into this way of stating the problem.
May 7, 2016, David H. Hegg
38. Cleverness
What is cleverness? Is it possible to be clever, to be clever? Is it possible to be clever, to be stupid? When thinking about these questions, I begin to think about mathematics. I start to think; that it is possible to let clever be positive, and stupid be negative. Then it is possible to start to calculate. (3 x 3 = 9) (‐3 x 3 = ‐9) (‐3 x ‐3 = 9) Are these calculations relevant? I don’t think they are very much relevant, only a little. Such things get you to think, and that can be good. Multiplication didn’t result in so much philosophical wisdom, only a little, and something to think about. To think isn’t stupid.
Can addition be more relevant? Maybe that can be a little bit more relevant. (3 + 3 = 6) (‐3 + 3 = 0) (‐3 + ‐3 = ‐6) Three clever, plus three clever, are six clever. Three stupid, plus three clever, are zero. Three stupid, plus three stupid, are six stupid. Addition is more relevant, than multiplication. Maybe that can result in a little bit philosophical wisdom.
To think isn’t stupid. Is that true? What if you only think stupid thoughts? Is it possible to think stupid thoughts? I think it is best to think more about that. By thinking, it can be possible for a human to find a way out of stupid thoughts. Therefore; it is possible to conclude, that thinking is a clever and positive activity. Our ability to think and understand, is a clever and positive ability.
What if a person uses one’s clever ability, to think and understand, in a negative way? Gosh! That can be dangerous. Inside such an evil person’s silent head, malicious thoughts can develop. There can also be more than one such evil person’s silent head, which come together and talk behind closed doors.
Silent and hidden negative activities, in proportion to visible and positive activates; can bring the multiplication table to the fore. (‐10 x 100000 = ‐1000000) This is of course not in the literal sense of this calculation; but it shows something true. A little bit negative, can ruin much, for much positive, and trick people to do wrong. For instance; 10 negative people, can trick 100000 people to do 10 times more negative, instead of 100000 positive.
Positive activities typical want to be visible and known. Negative activities are the opposite, they want to hide, and they don’t want to be known. In silence, will negative activities find out about, and ruin for, visible positive activities. Such positive activities can’t do anything about that, if they don’t find out about what goes on in silence, behind their back.
What I thought about, when I started to write this text, was actually that our existence is a complete cleverness. And I thought about that it also is possible for us humans to be clever, in a clever way. Consequently; it is possible to be clever in a clever way, and it is possible to be clever in a stupid way. To be clever in a stupid way, is something I think can happen, when a clever person is tricked, to believe in tings which not are true. Such a clever person, want to be clever, but has got lies to believe in.
I think our existence is a complete cleverness. And I think it is possible for us humans; to be clever, to be clever; and to be clever in a clever way. I think it is possible for us humans to be clever in a positive way; towards other humans in general, and towards our whole world. This can be expanded to be about more; things we humans are doing, humankind, the whole world, and our total existence. We can make our whole existence to be good, by everything we are doing. I think it is possible to understand, that we humans can be clever in a good and positive way; and I think that is what we shall try to be.
When this test is finished; I start to think that these criminals who use mind control, can use logical philosophical methods when they influence other humans’ subconscious. I think about logical philosophical methods, as such things as; when you know some parts of something, logical possibilities can be thought about other unknown parts of it. Our conscious logical ability, can oversteer errors from our subconscious. It is important to develop one’s conscious thinking. It is important to build on facts, and to get hold of so many facts as possible.
Finally, I think about that these criminals; they reach their goals, by influencing us. We must change, to stop their influences. This is something important we must find out about, and understand about.
We are all humans. That is the supreme purpose over us humans.
May 8, 2016, David H. Hegg
39. Thinking
Thinking is the activity of using your brain. The brain and its ability to think, is the most important with us humans. That is without doubt correct. That we can think and understand, is the most important part of what we humans are. I think it is correct to state, that the brain is man’s most important body part.
The brain is of course an important body part in all higher animals. But humans stand out from all other living creatures. Other living animals have a subordinate position in the ecosystem. We humans are the only creatures who are a free‐standing species. It is possible to understand different animals’ parts in the ecosystem. But can we understand why we humans are free‐standing? One thing is for certain; we humans aren’t God, or something similar to that.
We humans haven’t created our own species. And it goes without saying that we are subordinated what we are. We don’t know what has organized it like that. But we can understand that our situation is organized like that.
It also goes without saying that if we humans ruin the other species, lower than ourselves; then we also have ruined our own right to exist. It is obvious that only a few people threaten our existence; the majority of the humans don’t like that. We must find and stop these people who threaten our existence. The criminals who use mind control, are some very dangerous on that occasion.
The criminals who use mind control, influence our ability to think and understand. They influence man’s most important ability. Is it possible to do something with that? Yes, by finding out and understanding about what these criminals are doing, it becomes possible to do more and more, the more we find out about these things. Our conscious thinking can make use of everything we find out, and understand about these things. The more we know and understand about what these things are; the more we can do something with it. It is clear that these influences are dependent on, that we don’t know about them.
So already when we know about this, we have been more able to do something with this, than before. If we goes back in history, our predecessors called untruths to account, and changed the ways of thinking in many ways. Today the situation regarding the influences by these criminals, is a similar situation. These criminals’ means are something especially, those are something especially to find out about and understand. The more we understand about how these criminals are doing their crimes, the more we can do with these crimes.
These criminals’ means, which must be a chemical or different chemicals, make it possible for them to achieve strong effects. It is clear that they must keep secret what they are doing, to get it to work. When we start to find out and understand about this, our ability to conscious thinking gets the possibilities it needs. Our possibility to conscious thinking is something it is possible to develop a conscious understanding about what is inside oneself. This possibility to think and understand based on what we find out and know, will more and more, be more than strong enough. If you compare this ability to think, with a muscle, it is relevant to say that this ability will be more than strong enough, analogous to a muscle which becomes more than strong enough.
May 14, 2016, David H. Hegg
40. Understanding
We humans can understand other humans, animals, different situations, and things around us. It is the same, when a human direct the attention towards oneself. In many ways, it is the same, to understand about oneself, as it is to understand about others.
When I thought about writing this text, with the heading “Understanding”, I started to think about; what could the next text be, after this text. After I had thought about that for a while, a bright idea lighted a light inside my head; the next heading should be “Feelings”. Not so easy in the beginning, to find something to write about that subject; but after I have started, I thought, it will be possible to find something to write about that subject also.
After these thoughts had moved around in my mind for some time, I started to think, that I should write about feelings and understanding in the same text.
I began to think about the period the criminals who use mind control, have been doing their influences. I think that can have been for a long time. I think they maybe have started side by side with the new political development, a few years after 1900, but I don’t know. Maybe they have developed what they are doing. I thought about that after these criminals started with their crimes, these criminals have influenced all different political groups, and other groups also. And I thought about that the criminals have given all different groups the same feeling, of that they are right. All the different groups have the same feeling, about having the right on their side. There are many influences of feelings in these trickeries.
In the long historical period these criminals have influenced our reality, everything has only been these criminals’ trickeries. Nothing has been right. It is this jungle of trickeries, which we must find a way out of. We must find out about what goes on, and we must understand about it. To fight against one another, is the last thing we can do; if we do that, we all will lose against these criminals.
I also thought about that if it not had been for these criminals, the world today could have been a good world for all humans. The world could have been something totally different than it is today. There could have been no wars, and all humans in the world could have had a very good life.
Today it seems like it is a systematic development in the world, which results in more and more concentration of money and power, on fewer and fewer people. This is an unwanted result. It is as, that if you not eat the others, you will be eaten yourself. This is the way today’s economic system works. This is an unwanted result. It is as if it becomes easier and easier, as bigger these concentrations become. It is as if it is the system, which does it all for them, so they constantly grow. This is an unwanted result. It is no doubt; it is trickeries in this system, and the system must change.
I also thought about, that there is only one road to walk, to be more worth than others, and that is to oppress others. The truth is, that no humans are more worth than what other humans are. But everything can of course been said to have more or less worth, than other things; these things can also be different for different people, and different in different situations.
Understanding and feelings have much to do with each other. Think about feelings like; love, hatred, kindness, anger, confidence, distrust, joy and sorrow, etc. Such feelings have a strong influence on one’s way of understanding things.
When thinking about how these criminals influence our ways of understanding different things; it is typical that they at the same time influence our feelings. It is my experience that they influence; thoughts, feelings, experiences and understanding, etc.; and all of it simultaneous.
I thought I should make a schematic picture of the consciousness and the subconsciousness. I think it can be clarifying to see how there are consciousness activity, subconsciousness activity, and activity in both parts.
The problem is that these criminals can influence our subconsciousness. This is a kind of break‐in into a human’s mind, which the human don’t know about. When we understand, that such things are going on, then our consciousness can begin to use everything it knows, to understand and find out about it. That is what has happened to me.
May 17, 2016, David H. Hegg
41. Violence leads to violence
Repeatedly I think about how the original changes in the power structures in the societies, arose due to development and dissemination of knowledge and understanding, about the humans and the societies’ ways of working. These changes came because of how peaceful development, had started to win, against violent use of force, as the societies’ ways of developing. It can be possible to see different points in time, for when these changes started. It can even be possible to see such tendencies thousands of years backwards in the history. I have started to think about the time around 1900, as a relevant point in time. However, it is more correct to bring in other points in time, according as how you see this change in proportion to the different circumstances, which develop in our past.
Violence leads to violence; that is a typical way of stating the problem. When I am here in the text, I start to think that it also can be possible to say, that knowledge and understanding leads to knowledge and understanding.
I think this is the terrible trickery, the criminals who use mind control, are doing. I think these criminals are people, who understood, that they lost their privileges, because how peaceful development started to win, against violent use of force. By tricking all of us, to develop wars against one another; they trick us in a way, which we don’t know about and understand. They trick us to believe in war, because then we lose development of democracy, which is an elaborate and time‐consuming change. It is necessary to see through these trickeries, and see how these criminals ruin for us all, by using us all to make war against one another. We only lose more and more, by all these wars.
Hatred leads to hatred; is also something important we must understand. Friendliness leads to friendliness; that is something we also must understand.
Democracy isn’t something we can develop in one day, it is something we can start to develop and build.
Modern democracy is a way of living. It has to do with how peaceful development can win, against violent use of force, as the societies’ ways of developing. This is because these violent traditions, are based on so many lies and untruths, so the great majority of the populations can understand it.
We must win against these criminals’ trickeries, that is the only way we humans can win. We have much to learn and understand about being humans. We can win peace and reconciliation. We can win to be better humans. We can win to develop better societies. We can win to develop us as humans. We can win to make a good world.
May 24, 2016, David H. Hegg
42. Our heads
I have different experiences of that influences by these criminals, who use mind control, can be self‐increasing. It seems clear, that this comes from, how the influences get influenced people to believe in the influences. I think influences also can be transferred between people.
My experience is, that if an influence starts to work, it can develops in two directions. These two directions are due to if the influenced person starts to believe in the influence, or not. If the influenced person believe in the influence, it increases. If the influenced person don’t believe in the influence, then it doesn’t increases. If the influenced person also understands something about what the influence is, then it can decreases. I have experienced that influences disappear entirely, because I understand about what they are.
I have many experiences of that these influences try to come back repeatedly, but that is only insignificant hallucinations. It is important to hold on to, not to believe in these influences, all the time. Gradually they will decline more and more. Only remember, never believe in them.
In this text, I think about how this self‐increasing effect, is a part of how our societies and the whole world are influenced. I think these criminals think out self‐increasing influences, which they use. I think this among other things, results in how different amounts increase. These different amounts can be the sizes of commercial companies, the size of the consumption, the sizes of profits, and also the population growth in the world, etc. I think this easy becomes worse and worse. It requires hard work to turn this around. But hard work isn’t dangerous. Unemployment is one of the most stupid and unnecessary things, which methodical exists. It is plenty of work to do. The more we work, the better it becomes. Other economic theories than that, must be thrown in the garbage can. Such other theories, only want unemployment, to reduce the wages and increase the profits. It is only trickeries.
I think this self‐increasing effect, is something important to focus on, find out about, and understand. In this text, I only bring this way of stating the problem to the fore.
If we select the year 1900 as a relevant point in time. At that time, our history was in crisp and clean change, from old ignorance, to modern knowledge‐development. No sensible people, regardless of political starting points, could deny that. I write this, because I think these criminals have influenced us all, to be something different than we natural had been. The whole situation in the world today, has become something else than it natural had been. In the time around 1900; it had become correct that the past had been wrong. And it had become correct that what, had been wrong, had to be changed. It was correct to change the societies. People had different backgrounds in the societies, and that was a part of the political challenge. The criminals have messed up this, so we today don’t understand about it any longer.
These criminals aren’t so very clever. If they had been very clever, they hadn’t done what they are doing. These criminals have some dangerous chemicals. It is because of these chemicals, or chemical, that they can do what they are doing. In many ways, they are like stupid poisonous snakes, stupid but dangerous. When we have started to understand about them, then it isn’t so impossible any longer.
I also think about how all the different interest groups in the world, are influenced by these criminals, to increase conflicts and wars. I think we all, who live today, are influenced in different ways, by these criminals, directly or indirectly. These influences are among other things, self‐increasing influences to cause self‐destructive wars. We all will be losers by these wars.
These criminals have influenced us to provoke one another, in ways we not have understood. When we understand this, we must be clever, and understand that these criminals use us all, in different ways, against one another. Today these influences have caused great sufferings, and started up much hatred. We must understand that this is exactly what these criminals want. They use us all to ruin for one another.
When we understand, then we must care about what we understand. We must turn our attention against these criminals, who use mind control; and stop killing one another. Our situation in the world becomes worse and worse for us all, because of these influences. These criminals are our enemy. We must be clever to find out about them, and stop them.
We must start to use our heads; to think, understand, and find out about this. We have our heads to do such things, and now we must use our heads. We all have humankind’s heads. Now we must use humankind’s heads, to save humankind from these very weak, but dangerous criminals. Typical these criminals hide behind others; that is something important to understand.
May 29, 2016, David H. Hegg
43. We are much the same
Humans are the only species that develops cultures through the history. A person is a bearer of culture, norms of behavior, attitudes of mind, and what other people understand, etc. An individual’s own thoughts, are typical taken up with what the individual gets of influence, from other individuals, etc.
This shows how influences by these criminals, who use mind control, are something which is possible to do against humans.
It is also possible to understand, that the independent individual’s attitude and rules in life, are something an individual can change. Typical this takes time. If an individual has to deal with a new situation, where the way of thinking the individual is used to, not any longer gives the correct conclusion, or conclusions; then the independent individual has to change oneself. This is something, which typical takes time. An individual, or individuals, need time to adapt oneself, or themselves; in such a situation.
When an individual, or individuals, are in a situation where their earlier understandings, have to be reconsidered; then they need time. If people not get enough time in such a situation, and they are pressurized too much, then that can result in an opposite reaction.
I think these criminals use the understanding about this, to cause situations, where people are pressurized too much. And when they not get the time they need, then their possibility to understand something in a new way, is destroyed. In situations like these, that results in opposite developments of the future developments. This can go on in a way, where we all the time lose the possibilities to find out new and more correct understandings, again and again. This is something dangerous for us all in the world. We must understand about this, and give one another enough time to understand.
It isn’t so difficult to start to understand something, about what these criminals are doing, when we have started to find out about them. But we need enough time, to understand about things in new ways.
As independent individuals, we all are much more the same. That means that as independent individuals, we have great possibilities to understand one another much better, if we only get enough time. Something, which takes that time away from us, are conflicts and wars. Other things can also take that time away from us. We must stop rushing into more and more incomprehensible chaos, which these criminals have influenced us to do.
We humans need enough time to adapt to new conditions, and change what we are used to.
We all are the same independent individuals. And these criminals have influenced us all with the same method. We can’t let them continue playing us off against one another. These criminals are only ruining for us all.
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Something else I thought about now, is the novel “The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde” from 1886, by the author Robert Louis Stevenson 1850 – 1894. This is the story about Dr. Henry Jekyll and Mr. Edward Hyde, who are one person. Henry Jekyll experimented with a chemical substance he created, which split him into two opposite personalities, a good and an evil. These two also became two different bodies, but only one at a time. The story is about how the kind Henry Jekyll, uses this chemical repeatedly, and change to the evil Edward Hyde.
Now I got a thought in my head, about that maybe this story has inspired these criminals, to start to think that they can create a chemical, which they can use, the way they are doing.
This is only a freestanding thought in my head, without any facts about it at all.
May 31, 2016, David H. Hegg
44. A little speck of grit
It is difficult to understand something that isn’t correct. Actually, it is impossible to understand something that isn’t correct. But when you don’t understand exactly that, then you of course try to understand, what isn’t correct, and that is difficult. In such a situation, you have something to struggle with. That is what these criminals, who use mind control, have done against me. They have influenced me to try to find out about something that isn’t correct. That typical leads to that you find out more and more wrong.
In March 2013, I understood a little simple trick, which these criminals use. Like it was a little speck of grit in the machinery, which caused it to work wrong. This trick is that these criminals can influence people to remember something, which hasn’t happened. First I in about one minute, was influenced to remember that I had talked to a person, whom I never had seen, and to write down a name which should be this person’s name. This was in 1976. I didn’t think about that more than in this short moment. Ten years later, I remembered this person again, and I looked in the notebook, and saw the name. Because I saw the name in the notebook, I thought that it was correct, that I had talked to this person. I had kept the notebook because of other information than this name. These memories are only systematic hallucinations, influenced by these criminals. After I found out about this, my mind has started to work better and better, and more and more correct. I understand that these criminals have done different such tings against me, and they can also use such a method to other things.
It is something simple and easy to do, which these criminals are doing. Idiots can do such things. But it is something which the influenced people, don’t remember that has been done to themselves, and therefor don’t have any thoughts about that it has happened. It is likely that every influenced person, is influenced to denial and explain away, that something like this goes on. Therefore this works in a way, which is, that after these criminals have started to do this, it has become more difficult to find out about it, then if they hadn’t done this. But it isn’t impossible to find out about it, therefore these criminals try to make up diversionary misinformation, so people find out wrong, if they try to find out about something like this.
After forcing some such diversionary barriers, which have tried to explain away and remove the suspicions about this, then it starts to be possible to understand something.
It isn’t so difficult to understand something that is correct. When you do that, then you find out more and more correct. To find out correct and understand correct, is how we humans can win. We humans can understand much.
This crime by these criminals has to do with betrayal, they betrayal humankind. Humankind doesn’t win against one another, humankind wins together with one another. Humankind wins knowledge, understanding and development.
I think this is exactly what these criminals are attacking with using their methods. They are attacking how humankind can develop more and more knowledge and understanding about the humans, politics, and how the societies work. They want to oppress the peoples in the world, and stop how all the peoples in the world can cut loose from the historical oppress from suppressible social systems.
To cut loose from suppressible social systems, requires wide‐ranging development of knowledge, understanding, co‐operation, and to finding relevant possibilities. This takes time; typical many generations must work peacefully and carefully with many different aspects, to gradually reach this goal. Learning by doing, understanding one’s own local history and situation, are the only way. International understanding, co‐operation, and development are also necessary. A development of understanding about what humans are, is one of different parts in the whole, which this is about. This is what these criminals are ruining.
Democracy is a peaceful and active social system, not a passive social system.
June 6, 2016, David H. Hegg
45. Hidden intentions
Today I have a note in front of me, written on a paper some days ago. It is a short note, written to give the thoughts a starting point for further thinking. I have repeatedly been on to this subject. So this time it is that I mention it again. That is because I think this is something essential. I put forward the year 1900. That is only a random year I have chosen. I have started to think that this can have started before the First World War. Therefore, I chose 1900 only because it is a round number. A more correct year, will be another year. I don’t have enough knowledge, which can be used to find out about what year that can be, which is the most correct year to put forward.
What happened back in time around the year 1900, was that the development of humankind had come a great step forward. That caused a new situation where the general understanding about the humans, the societies, politics and other things; underwent an extensive change. Universal suffrage was a result of this general change, and had totally changed the power structure. This new understanding was also against war, and believed in peace as the best basis for a democratic development of representative government for all.
This new situation with a general understanding about many things in proportion to one another, had been much more correct and true than before, and was something different people normally looked at as something very good, which had started to develop. But these criminals who use mind control, didn’t like it, and they started to do things against it secretly.
I think these criminals have started to work against this new development. These criminals haven’t started to work against one or more other people, or an isolated idea. I think these criminals have started to work against this new general development of understanding, which normally had started to change all different social groups. The criminals do this in a way no one understands. They can use all kinds of different people in ways these people don’t understand themselves.
These criminals influence us all to do things we don’t understand what really have as their hidden intentions.
This is something I think. I don’t have facts about these things.
June 13, 2016, David H. Hegg
46. My situation
In this text, I will give a short view, of what has happened to myself, in the form of a few key words. Today this emerges as something I now can start to put in order. This is immediately totally incomprehensible, but after I have found out more around this, it can be possible to understand about it. In some way, this is what all this is about; it is about being able to understand what has happened to me. What I have found out about, is important in a wider connection. For me, it is my own situation, which I can find out about and understand.
It is clear that this method with use of “mind control”, which I call it, (I haven’t tried to find a better name;) is what it all is about. This method is used to get all of it to happen. Otherwise, nothing of it had happened at all. Different people who became involved in this situation in 1986, don’t still know what the situation was about. Therefor they can’t understand how insane that situation more and more became. They don’t still know what they have done. This is because use of the method with “mind control” was the only cause, for that this situation started to develop in 1986. Now it has been possible for me to put this in order, when I am finished with that, it also will be possible for others to understand that.
For me, the room where these influences were done against me in 1976, and the people inside that room, are them whom have done this against me. This has now been easy for me to understand, when I am finished, that will also be easy for others to understand. But first I must finish the redecoration of my little apartment, which is something I started with many years ago now, everything is a mess here. I think what I have done on this website now, is enough. It is a few things I can find out about this crime with use of “mind control”, and I have written about that on this website now.
Today I will mention a few dates when important things happened. That are a few things to go on regarding understanding how insane that situation really is. I was the only person who could have understood, what happened, but after some time I was so mentally ruined, that I didn’t remember, what had happened. I didn’t remember much about my own life at all any longer. It took about a half year in 1986, to reach that goal. I think that was the plan these criminals had made. In the beginning of 1986, I understood a little of these criminals, but after some time, all of that was gone, and I didn’t remember anything about it at all any longer. I also think that was the plan by these criminals. Already for ten years I had read different books related to things like this, so I knew much around these things.
The criminals have wanted me to find out wrong about these things, it looks like it is like that. This is of course something important I have understood every day, for a long time now.
These influences can among other things, be some kinds of strong flashes. To get people to do what these criminals want, these criminals can made a series of influences, where the first influence is the opposite of what it becomes in the end. Such flashes are conquering. If you believe in these flashes, it is you who have started to give power to the influences afterwards.
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From Friday, February 25, to Sunday, March 13, 1983; a doctor reported me sick because of inflammation of a tendon. This was because of a sudden overexertion, which can have been caused by these criminals, by using “mind control”. I told this doctor about health problems I had had some years earlier, in 1977 and 1978. I said that I had been reported sick in long periods many times. These long periods with graded sick pays were destructive to my work situation. The doctor said that this could have something to do with this inflammation of the tendon. He asked if I got well again by these periods of graded sick pays. I answered yes. He smiled, and said he should made a short note about that, but he didn’t have more time for it. I went out, and a new patient went in.
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From Monday, March 4, to Saturday, July 13, 1985; a doctor reported me sick because of muscle pains.
I called the same doctor I had been with in 1983. I talked to a lady clerk. I said that I only wanted the doctor to tell me what the doctor knew about my health problem. I said that I didn’t want any treatment. I stressed this so it not should be any doubt about that. I said to the lady clerk that she should say that to the doctor. When I know what it is, I can go to someone who is clever with such things, I said. I had the same symptoms as in 1977 and 1978, a kind of electric flow in my body, especially in my legs. Different treatments earlier hadn’t helped anything at all, all of it had only ruined for me. I thought the doctor would do what I asked for. I thought it could be possible for me to find out why I sometimes was well, and other times was ill. The lady clerk said it was a stand in for the usual doctor. I said that I then didn’t want to go to a stand in. But the lady clerk said that the stand in was very clever. I said that then I could come and hear what the stand in could tell me.
When I come to the stand in, whom I think came fresh from school, she said that she knew what it was, and what to do with it. I needed long graded sick pay, she said, and smiled. She had read something she understood in my medical record, she said. She reported me sick immediately, and said that I should come back to her. She should make me well again, she said with a big smile.
After more than four months when I was reported sick, and had physical therapy, nothing had become better. The first day on my job again, it was exactly as before. The symptoms came gradually back again, exactly as it had been in 1977 and 1978. And I didn’t understand what it was.
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From Wednesday, January 15, to Monday, March 31, 1986; I was reported sick again.
It was the same doctor as last time, in 1985. This time the doctor was at another health center. I wanted to tell the doctor that she had done it wrong, so the doctor could learn from that. This is without doubt an influence by these criminals; I think all of this is that. The doctor becomes bad‐tempered. She said that I was depressed, and reported me sick because of depression. I didn’t understand why. But today I understand that she had looked back in my medical treatment from 1977 and 1978. At that time, I said that my problem was, that I didn’t sleep, because of these symptoms in my body. The doctor at that time in 1977, said that I didn’t sleep because I was depressed. The end of it all at that time, was that I lost my job and everything was ruined for me.
From here I must shorten the text, and cut out most of it, if I shall finish this text fast. To do this completely will take months. It is so very much. But it is possible to understand that I had a somatic health problem, caused by these criminals, which was distorted to a mental health problem.
The influences by these criminals start to develop in different ways in 1986. It seems clear that these influences must have been done to more people than me. To say it very short, it was that more and more nonsense took the upper hand. Different people talked more and more about things they only thought of.
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Friday, February 28, 1986; I had thought to travel to my parents who lived some hours travel away, to talk about how things had become wrong for me. Thursday, February 27, at the end of the day, a psychologist telephoned me, and he said that it would be much better for me to come to him on Friday, than to travel to my parents. I asked if that would put things straight again for my daughter and me, and he answered yes.
The police had taken me away from my daughter, without any reason for it, at Friday, January 31, 1986. Other people had at that time done different wrong things against me, and the police started to help them doing it more and more wrong. No one said anything to me about what was going on. All behaved as if they should help me, but all of them only ruined more and more for me.
At Friday, February 28, when I came to the psychologist, he said that the chief physician there, wanted to talk to me. When I came in to the chief physician’s office, she smiled and said that it was she who had got the police to take me away from my daughter, it was she who had sat there and done it all, she said and smiled. And now she wanted to send me to a test out to find out if I was insane.
First she asked me if there were any well‐known people in my family. When she found out that there didn’t were any well‐known people in my family, she said that it wasn’t any problems. It was possible to do the test out.
After we had talked a short time, she called and started the test out. The police should come and take me again, like a criminal. I said I could travel by myself, she answered contemptuous, no. The police should drive me, she said.
Why did this chief physician do this? She did it because I shouldn’t come home to my parents and talk to them about what had happened.
A short time after this, the chief physician understood that she had done everything wrong, and that I wasn’t insane. But she couldn’t stop the test out, because no one could start to find out about what she had done. So she said that then they should telephone my daughter’s mother, and say that they had commit me to a mental hospital. Then they should see what happened to them, that should be a test out about them instead, she said, and smiled.
She started to talk about such test outs. She laughed and said that sometimes people became insane by such test outs, even they didn’t were insane when the test outs started.
So this is what my daughter has got from this chief physician, a lie about that her father is insane.
My daughter’s mother called my parents and said that I was commit to a mental hospital.
At the test out, they gave me a pill which made me confused. They who were there, looked like they had much fun. When my mother came the next day, I couldn’t talk sensible any longer. The second chief physician at the test out, is a relative to the first chief physician. They have the same family name.
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Saturday, February 29, 1986; I was together with my mother in my apparent. Suddenly two police officers came and took me away from my mother, without a word to explanation. My mother brake totally down right in front of their eyes, and cried intense when these two policemen cold and professional took her son away from her, so I not should be able to tell her about what went on.
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Later that year, my daughter went to a place where some people said they should help her to get in contact with her father again. That was some people, which this first chief physician had contacted, to talk to my daughter. These people never talked to me a single word. After some time, these people did so my daughter not should see her father any more. And I should never get to know who they were. Before that, they had found out that I hadn’t done anything wrong at all. And therefore it had been wrong, that the police took me, when I not had done anything wrong. The chief physician hide what she has done. At that time I was so mentally ruined of what these chief physicians had done, so I nearly didn’t know who I was any longer. I remember that I thought that I can find the way home to my apartment, but that is the only thing I know.
When this started, I didn’t have any mental problems at all.
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From Tuesday, June 3, to Tuesday, July 1, 1986; I was reported sick because of depression. The same doctor.
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From Monday, August 25, to Tuesday, September 30; I was reported sick because of depression. The same doctor.
The last time I was with the doctor, she gave me some pills. After I had taken these pills, I got hallucinations. I throw these pills in the rubbish bin. I didn’t went back to the doctor, I thought the doctor would kill me the next time, if I went to the doctor again. And I didn’t remember or understand anything any longer. I quit my job as an electrician, and started to distribute newspapers to the subscribers’ doors. I got more pains in my legs than I ever had had before, but I thought that I don’t die of pains.
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I wasn’t a patient at the chief physician’s polyclinic. I hadn’t contacted the doctor for mental problems.
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All my memory about what had happened had disappeared. In 1990 I started to remember the chief physician again. But I didn’t remember what had happened. I talked to her at her office again Wednesday, March 21, Wednesday, April 4, Wednesday, April 25, Tuesday, May 8, and Tuesday, May 29, 1990. The last time together with my parents. My parents knew much about my daughter and me. One time the chief physician said that she felt threatened by me. That is serious. I have never beaten someone a single time in my whole life. She tried to hinder me in finding out what had happened. I said to my parents that we couldn’t trust her. Afterwards I slowly have remembered more and more again.
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Monday, October 4, 1993; I was so ill, that I thought I would die, if I went out on my newspaper round one more time. I vent to some doctors, one after another. I didn’t tell them how ill I was. I got a doctor’s certificate, and became unemployed because of health problems. In that situation, I got money to live from. After about one year, I started to distribute newspapers again. After that, I have learned to tackle my rheumatic health problem, and I am always in good health.
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My problem is that there are more than the chief physician and the doctor, who have something to hide. These are also people, who are afraid of that I understand what they have done. The chief physician and the doctor know about that, and they understand that I have more people against me, who also have done something wrong I understand about.
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All the years afterwards, the first chief physician has been able to intervene in our situation all places in the society.
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This is only a few key words. It is these criminals who use mind control, whom have influenced to all of this. When I am finished with this, it will not be any doubt about that any longer. This situation could never have happened by itself.
June 17, 2016, David H. Hegg
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