Messages 3
Tuesday, September 24, 2013
Now I have ended two messages pages in this section, with links here on the left, 2013 ‐ 1 and 2013 ‐ 2. On these pages I have made notes of that I this year, have brought to light how I have been tricked by this crime I am exposed to. And even I could have continued with that fore some more time, I now think I shall start to work in another way with these things on this Web Site.
This is something I one time was a victim to. It is not something I one time started to find out about.
Now I have found the person I was before this was done to me in 1976. That person was calm, cared most of all about the newborn child and the new family.
The first year of our marriage; I mad a carpenter's bench, sofa bed, combined drawing stand and deposit box, bookcase, deposit box with many different rooms, table for a small cooker, and I installed a hot water tank. We often went for a walk in the area near by, and other places. We baked our own bread and other things. We visited family and friends. We did not have TV and telephone, and were busy with different things to do every day. We listen to radio, and read newspapers and periodicals.
My plans for the future was to continue as an electrician. Beyond that I had had thoughts about taking more education regarding what I already was doing as an electrician apprentice.
My wife was clever with the sewing machine and other handwork, and she made many fine things. In old press clippings, I have found that my mother in her youth won a gold medal for a folk costume she had made, so she was clever with such things; and she was especially interested in traditional culture. And my mother praised my wife because she made so many fine clothing, and she got a fine sewing machine in wedding gift from my parents. This is what we were busy with.
Politics and such was something we were attentive to, but not participant in; we looked at all of it, but did not take part in any of it. My own years of growth were marked by that we were friends with people with all kinds of political perceptions. My parents were not political active. Here are some pictures from a walk in the area near by where we lived in 1975, on the way to the open area called Ekeberg, in the summer right before our daughter was born. At that time it was different animals there, I do not know if it is animals there today.
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Thursday, September 26, 2013
Yesterday and today I have had some thoughts and feelings, which I have experienced like luminous thoughts and liberated energy. These views have been something I have experienced; but it started with a few words I thought about. I thought about this: Earlier in our historical development, when the printed word become available, the quiet words become important. They were written quietly. Books were made quietly. And the words were read quietly.
So I started to think; that these soundless words came into individuals minds and thoughts. And there the individuals started to quietly think about the words. After this extensive process; the individuals went out of their doors to their houses, and talked to each other about their thoughts with these words. After that; new words were written and read, and this extensive process developed further.
After this; I started to think that this words were true words. These calm individuals were busy with true understanding, against untrue delusions and assertions. This become an important improvement for Mankind. When I was at this stage in my thinking, these thoughts started to shine in my mind. And I felt and experienced that I got liberated energy. I ran up the stairs, without thinking about it before afterwards; in the bottom of the stairs, I just ran up the stairs because I could not let it be, I had so much energy in me.
Then new thoughts came up in my mind. And that was; that this has something to do with energy too, not only quiet words in the thoughts and the mind. And that is because of the meaning of the words.
I thought that to use words to lie, is a big crime. Only when it is because you want to protect someone against something malicious, it can be right to lie.
Because of this; I thought that these criminals, who are doing these crimes with mind control, (which I write about on this Web Site,) they have found a way to turn off this light by these shining words. They bring forth darkness and malice instead; and they hide that they are malicious and contemptible.
I thought that maybe I have been influenced to, not be able to think like this.
I also began to think about my situation. My situation is that my daughter, and also her mother; are exposed to untrue words. All the pain they have in their minds, can be healed by true words. It is only one person who has these true words, and that is me. But when this destruction of our lives happened in 1986, all involved people lied to me, so I only understood less and less. I will write about this also, on this Web Site.
Some key words about that, is that from the beginning; it was my daughter's mother's father who started to behave mentally deranged. I had talked about that it had been right to help him, with this problem for him. But from the beginning people who not know or understand nothing at all, started to say that it was me who was mentally deranged. And what I had said about him, they started to say about me. I had only wanted to be kind to him, and I did not spread gossips about him at all, not a single word. All these people had fun, before they started to be afraid for their own careers. And it all become worse and worse.
On day I slapped my daughter's mother. But that was because both the police and two psychiatrists a week earlier had said with laughter, that they could take her. At that point in time, they already had taken me in a way which was totally illegal, so I could not trust them. And no one said a word to me about why they did this. I did it because I thought that she had to stop with here more and more confused behavior, because it could be dangerous for her. People who had started to have fun, wanted to do something malicious to her. I thought that they would have done malicious things to here with laughter and having fun; because that was what they had started to do. That day my daughter's mother and I talked friendly for five hours. I had only wanted to be kind to her. If I had understood better, I had not done it, but all lied to me about everything. After these five hours, the police came an took me again, to a laughing doctor. This is how the words that time, were used in an untrue way.
Here I have written about some shining words, and some key words.
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Saturday, September 28, 2013
After the message Thursday, September 26; I have had thoughts about that words are what these criminals have used in their influence against me. These thoughts got energy in me, this energy has now started to wane, and therefore I write a little about it when I still have that energy active in my mind. In this way these messages also become my own notes, which I can look back to, for working more thoroughly with this.
This energy feels like the thoughts about words, get energy; like it is something with that in me. Of course have they used words; but my thoughts now have been busy with that words have different meanings, and also have to do with energy in that way. That energy can also be different energy. Key words about such energies, can be; joy, sorrow, safety, fear, anger, defense, attack, tired, fit, co–operative, love, hate, friendliness, and hostile, etc.
I can not remember what I have been exposed to, but it has been possible for me to find out that I have been exposed to such things, which I can not remember what are. And here I feel the energy. The energy is about what I can not remember. For me, that is even one more step nearer what this is. And I feel that I because of this, even more have broken down what these criminals have done to me. That feeling gives me more experience of being myself.
So this gives a focus on that words are important parts in how these criminals are doing their crime with mind control.
I also have another important thing. Here in Norway, there some times are people who talk about, that they have seen ghosts and other things regarding such. It is only one explanation to this; and that is that such things, are because of that these criminals have done something. They have got people to remember things, which not have happened. Therefore such things are very important tracks, about that these things are going on. Not to take these signals seriously, will end up with that we soon are back in the darkest Middle Ages with superstitions and imaginations about what things are, instead of finding out about it.
What happened regarding my daughter, her mother, and me, in 1986; I also have some few things to tell about. Later my daughter have been told, that I had bothered her mother. The truth is that I had done up their flat with rebuilding the kitchen and the entrance hall, and helped them with decorate the other rooms. I also helped her mother with carrying home things she should use to decorate the flat. When they moved into this flat, I helped them with moving in. In 1985 I had talked to her mother about starting on a school, which she was well under way with in 1986. Before this situation started in 1986, her mother had asked me to come and be more together with our daughter in their flat. It is the other people who came into this situation in 1986, who ruined all of these, not her mother and me. And these people have always talked wrong about her and her mother and her father and all what has happened.
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Monday, September 30, 2013
The last days I have experienced changes regarding how I develop my thoughts about these things. It is regarding how I find out about my own personal situation in this connection.
My last ascertainment is; that I now can understand, about what has happened with me. It is possible for me to explain it to others in an understandable way, so they understand what I am talking about. I also have an overview of my own mental inner situation, where I have control over what are inside me in that way. And I can understand what different parts in my mental situation are.
The last days I also have comprehended that I have got an emotional contact with the content in my own life history. This feels like I have got contact with the real myself. And I think that is because my whole inner situation is more correct.
In the last messages I also have written about energy regarding words. Now I also think about that words have to do with functions inside of us; because that the words, the use of words, and the understanding of words; is a part of our social individual creatures like other parts of our creatures.
These criminals can hide some simple knowledge about us humans, which gives them a upper hand over us, together with their other means they have; when we not have found out about it yet.
Regarding my own situation in 1986, I now have thought about that this situation was a situation where different confrontational and confusing human constellations had developed, and also suddenly arose. The whole time when this is developing, I do not have any idea about why this happens. It is no understandable connection between what happens, and the reality.
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Tuesday, October 1, 2013
Now I have thought about two concepts which I think can be something these criminals have been fumbling with; to ruin the democracy. That is near democracy and distant democracy. By near democracy; people can go out of their houses to talk with politicians, and join the democratic activity. By distant democracy; people can watch politicians on TV who do not know who they are, protected by police and bodyguards who hold a distance between the politicians and the people. People can not come near to the politicians and the democratic activity.
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Wednesday, October 2, 2013
This time I think I could have used the heading 'The End'. That is because I for some weeks now, have had thoughts about; that now I am at the end, of what has been done to me. This has not been clear for me; but after some weeks, I think I have got a fairly understanding, about that this is how this has been done to me. When I write this; I am at the end of what has been done to me.
This ending has not happened, and therefore it is difficult to understand what it should have been. But to try to give a very short description of it all; it first starts with that I was totally mentally ruined. When I after that; started to try to find out about what had happened, these influence which I have been exposed to, started to work and influenced me to find out things which not were right. That influence had the upper hand on me all the time, in that way that everything I thought that I found out, always was something I had been influenced to find out. My motivation to do something with this, has driven me into this influence more and more.
It seems for me; like, that before today; I could have died of bad dieting, or road accidents; in different ways. But if I live until today, I in the end should have killed other people. That must be because I should have become more and more mentally ruined. This has been done in this way: First I got an influence with a memory image of that one of these people, who influenced me with drugs and talking, was afraid of that I had a knife. Because of that; I thought that I should have a knife, so they could be afraid of me.
After I bought such a knife, it started to develop in a way; where I today think, that not had stopped before I had got the most powerful and dangerous weapons which it was possible to get, with a lot of ammunition. But early in this development, I start to think that this was something which I had been tricked to do. And I throw it all away on a place for recycling of rubbish. I only had laid them in a drawer, because I thought that I maybe should have needed them in the future. It was not advanced weapons, but it developed in a way so the weapons become stronger and stronger, but not so much before I found out that it was something wrong with it. So in that way; I stopped before it had begun. All of it was to trick me. And I think that the plan was, that in one way or another, I should have started to use them in a terrible way. With the best intentions about to fight against the evil. Now I think that this is the ending of what these criminals have done to me.
One example of how they have tricked me; is that they have made memory images in me, about that my father talked to med when I was a child, about that it was important to have a weapon when you have an enemy. And that I after that, made a dagger of tree; which I painted blue with blueberries. They have also made a memory picture of that my father said to me, that if wrong people had got the power over me, I could start to kill them from the top and downwards. Because when such people lose their boss, they do not know what to do, and I could have taken them all. But I understand that this is memory pictures which these criminals have made in me, and because I understand that, it has no influence over me at all, it is only bla, bla, bla.
I should not remember anything of myself any more, etc. But today; I know better about myself that I ever have done before; and I think also, better than what had been normal for me. So when I write this, this ending is something which not has succeed. And when a sly crime not has succeed; then it is possible to start and find out about it.
So far as I can see, it seems for me that these criminals want to brake down the people's political power. And that they now have done so for a long time, but still they are not finished. Among many things they do, they also break down people, and influence them to be bad in different ways.
One trick I am quite sure about that they use, is to get people to overdo what they want to do, so they in that way fail and become unsuccessful. But I think they have many other tricks too.
If these criminals know about me today, I do not know. I have thought that they maybe have done something by routine to me; and that they afterwards have forgotten me. But I do not know anything about that. To describe how I think about that, I can tell about one possibility I think of regarding how this have been done to me. I think that it could have been possible for them to put on me headphones, and play a tape which they use one all, as they take like me. It could have been put in some kind of answers, that I should have said, so they could se that the tape worked as it should. But I have no memory about that something like that has been done. I only writ it, to make more clear how much of this, not all, can have been done by routine.
My situation today, is that I have a clear understanding about what has been done to me, which I think is quite correct. And I have good contact with my own life and life history; I even think that can be better than normal. And that is also something, I have done my counter-reaction very strongly.
When I am at this stage in this situation, I understand that these criminals gain their influences by tricking people with their methods. And because they do this, in a way it is difficult to understand, they get it to work. They influence step by step, the first step can be the opposite of the last step, you got motivations and delusions etc. If you understand correct about this, it does not work at all, not a little bit. And when I write this, it has become the opposite; I want to do totally other things than what they have said to me. And I think that the most important I can do, is to write about this. They are not dangerous themselves, they get other humans and situations to be dangerous. They can develop confusion and animosity, etc. And they do these things over time. Their only defense; is to get people to believe that this not happens, so people do not start to try to find out about it.
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Thursday, October 3, 2013
In the third section in the previous message Wednesday, October 2, I wrote that I should have killed other people; because that must be because I should have become more and more mentally ruined. After thinking about this just now, I have a few more thoughts to write about that. Later, I will write more thoroughly about this, but already today I will write a few words more about this.
The key words are these memory images and how such influences work. This can also typically be done step by step. It is about remembering things which not have happened. If you first have started to believe in a little of it, you immediately can start to remember more, like that is step two, and then even more than that, like it is step three. After this, it is possible to be very preoccupied of this, and start to remember very much. But nothing of it has happened. When I bought that knife I also write about in section three, I afterword got a kind of accelerating influence of that I wanted to buy stronger and stronger weapons. First I thought that a simple knife was all I should buy, and nothing more than that. It was like the first knife, was like biting the fishing hook; and after that, I was dragged into a stronger and stronger experience of a need of, and a wish of, buying more and more dangerous weapons. This happened quite fast, over a few months.
The importance of the memory images, is how such things brings you into another understanding of reality. Very much can happened fast also with this. But over time, years after years, this can become like living in another world, with different reality contents which not exist in the real world. Many years, can also work to change people with a strong reality contact, which it is difficult to change.
These memory images, and to be dragged into a stronger and stronger accelerating influence; can seems like it is a second function, which also starts to work. Maybe that also is something I have been influenced to, but that is more difficult to understand. But it is a typical accelerating and increasing intensive experience of something; something you wish, want to do, think you must do, etc. This can start with something harmless and develop to something terrible in different ways; something to do, formation of threats, experience of something, etc.
Here I have written a little more about this. The regularity and the connections in the whole situation; is one of other facts which shows, that this has been done against me by a kind of plan. That I also have been influenced not to talk bout such things, by different motivations for that, is also something.
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Saturday, October 5, 2013
I have some thoughts about ideology and school of thought in this regard, in proportion to this crime with mind control. It had been possible to use years to write an extensive book about this important subject, but here I use some minutes to write a few words about it. This is something important, which I her only make a little note about.
I think these criminals have influenced me to read a little of Karl Marx, and start to find out about communism. My own years of growth was characterize by an ideal about private initiative and common co-operation, where people shows drive and joint responsibility. And I had no clear political conviction, I more believed in development and learning about how to build a good society. But that needs people who care about their society, and who want to do something to make them be good societies. In general, a good society is something that must be created every day.
A few thoughts about ideology: I think communism is based on a kind of intention, which was developed and brought forth to understanding in many different ways. And that these criminals use communism to get people not to understand this common intention which is about humans' equality. Her I only have wrote some keywords about this.
Another thought I have about communism, is that to have a society to succeed with that idea, is dependent on that everyone back up that society. Because there shall not be suppression or power over the people. I think that the idea of communism has its most serious problem, with being an utopian wish which it is addicted of that every single individual in the society want to back up that society.
My intention to write this, is that I think these criminals ruin something for us, which we do not know about how they are doing. They make us more and more not to be able to understand something important the very most of us want to find ways to reach and succeed with. They get us to loose our knowledge of such intentions, and to not understand anything about it any more. This is also only some key words.
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Sunday, October 6, 2013
Wednesday, October 2; I wrote that I have reached the end, of what has been done against me. And today; I think that I also have reached the knowledge and understanding, of how my life started. Because of this, I now have a focus of my life from the beginning and afterwards. What these criminals who use mind control, have wanted to gain; I think is that I now should have been focused on, something they had wanted me to be, and from that and further. I can not find a clear understanding about what they had wanted me to be, but there are clear indications of that I should have started to kill other people. If there could have been different other ways of being, which should have been my behavior today; that, is something it is very difficult for me to find something out about. I think that I today, should have been a result of a very long development, by the influence I was exposed to in 1976. But that very long development, has ended up with something totally different. Here is a picture of me in the early spring 1958, when I am three years old that summer.
We lived in a little house in this garden. I had playfellows, and different relatives visited us, some of them was children and youths at that time.
The owner of the garden, who lived in a larger house; also rented out the story over the ground floor, where the owner lived. This owner was a woman who worked in a large publishing firm, called Gyldendal. First established as Gyldendalske Boghandel (The Bookstore Of Gyldendal) in Copenhagen in Denmark 1770, and established in Norway as Gyldendal Norsk Forlag (Gyldendal Norwegian Publishing Firm) in 1925. This women lived alone, and cared much about me, I remember her very well. From time to time my family were invited to her, and I remember that my parents and I were together with her in the living room where all the walls were covered with book shelves filled with books. She was something to me, and we often talked together, she and me. I have a memory of that all the books are something important for us humans, that we humans not can lose, because then we lose the most important we have. And this is also something with me today, the person I am, is something important regarding myself. Which had been the largest loss to lose, regarding myself. I also think that the same is the case, for other humans.
Later I also was much at the district library, a small library, where I knew the librarians. Early I had read all the books in the youth partition, and I continued with books in the adult partition. I read imaginative writing, philosophy, topical books, and books about how to do things and such. For years I was at the library twice every week. It was a place where I liked very much to be.
In my years of growth, there were many other different relatives with strong personalities, who also were something to me. To count them all, this is about 50 individuals from different parts of the country, who I was together with several times every year. Some of them lived near by, and I could see them several times every months.
How are these criminals, who use mind control? It could be obvious to think, that they are typical soulless criminals, who care about using this malicious method to be rich. But this is only to emphasize the criminal aspect with this. It is important to understand, that these criminals have never told me about who they are. But I know that they are malicious, it is absolutely no doubt about that. This is something they know that they most hide, because they know that is something dangerous for them to be, if others find out about it.
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Monday, October 7, 2013
Yesterday I was out and delivered Sunday newspapers in the morning. It was a one-time temporary job near by, which took about four hours, five hours all in all. I went on foot with a trolley. It was two newspaper deliveries, two separate jobs. The whole delivery was modern buildings. The first part of the delivery was high rise buildings with elevators. The rest had three and four storeys. All of it was easy to do, it was easy to run up the stairs, also nine storys in one of the high rise buildings where the elevator did not work. I felt well and thought that it is easy to this job, I am not getting tired of it at all.
When the delivery was finished, and I went on my way home again; there was a clearly and crisply voice inside of me, with a short one-time message: 'Take the police first'. This voice could not be heard in my ears; it came as a silent experience, like it was inside of me. I write clearly and crisply, because this was something very clear to understand. It was meant to be; that I should have killed the police first, and the others afterwards. If this could have been something I should have 'heard', or something I should have been influenced to want to do, I do not know.
First I thought that it happens so many such things with me, so I shall not care about this happening. And I shall not write about it either, I thought. But after I had slept, about six hours later, when I woke up; I start to think that this could have something to do, with my strong contact with my childhood now these days. And I thought that these criminals can have talked about, to take over the most important voice I have heard from my earliest childhood. I have been looking at pictures from that time for months now, so that can well be my mother's voice they have used. For a period now, I have cared about my family and my mother and father from before I was born. Maybe this silent one-time message inside of me, is the last I should get from their influence over me. I think this works that way, that I had not lost this message; its way of working, had let me clearly and crisply understand this message.
I also include; that I out on this job yesterday, thought that it only is an enjoyment to do the this job.
Here is a picture of me, when I was 14 months old.
When I write this; I write about something I think, and try to understand. It is nothing I remember. I also think that I for many years now, maybe should have developed myself and my secret plans, so that I today had done much in this regard. But I have been working strongly with what I write a little about on this Web Site instead.
That these criminals do like I write about here, is something I think can be typical that they are doing. But I have no memory about that this has been done against me, only this experience yesterday.
When the text was written to here, and after a while; I got some thoughts about that I have experienced much about, that to build on loyalty in the society fails. So I think that, is something these criminals brake down, and want to replace with to build on use of force in the society instead. They brake down the human qualities, so people lose their democratic power.
Among many thoughts about why they are doing this, I think it maybe is because they think it is funny.
For me personal, this is about breaking free from these criminals' influence over me. That Influence is sly moves they do in the psychology of the subconsciousness. When I have found out about these sly influences, they do not work any longer.
The subconsciousness also works regarding the humans' social behavior. When you have thought it over for some time, you understand that that can be quite much. So influences against humans' subconsciousness, can work in social ways also.
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Wednesday, October 9, 2013
After I had written the last message, Monday, October 7; I slowly started to connect that message with something else, which also has been very clearly and crisply. Actually this is one of the clearest of the memory images, which I have written about others of earlier. It can also be, that this is the clearest of them all.
The first part of this memory movie; is that I see two people out on the other side in a busy street, where I delivery newspapers. I am not working with newspapers that time. These two young women are around 18 to 20 years old with brown skin; their noses are not pointed, but flat. They stand there and talk to each other. I think that they come from a place in Africa I accidentally have seen in a Norwegian TV program, 'Den store reisen' (The big journey) from the autumn around September in 2010. (When I now look at pictures from that program, no one have such noses.) I get angry about how poor people in the world brings to human trafficking businesses and drives into a life where others take advantage of their difficult situation. I think; that you should not have been here, no one here are kind and helps you. They talk so well about how kind they are, when they are on TV; but out on the street, they turn their heads away and do not want to see you. I can not do anything, for this society is ruining me.
This memory image above, have one detail in my memory, which makes it special. The special detail in this regard; is that I later have a very weak, but also certain memory, of that I lie on my back with different people standing around me in 1976, an one of them asks me, if I see this two young women, and I answer yes. The person answers; 'then this will work as it shall'.
The second part of this memory movie; is one place I was out and delivered newspapers in the morning, early in 2011. There I saw a man who came out of a building; with a woman beside, who he covered with a jacket, and hold around, in a way where he led her with himself. When they had passed me, the woman turned her face to me, and showed a frightened face. I thought that this is something these people from other countries keep on. I can not do anything to such things, because this society is ruining me.
The third part, is that the police stop the car beside of me, when I have parked my car. Two policemen talk to me about that my care has the reversing light on. I answer that the car has been on servicing, and that it maybe is something which has been sluggish because of that they have used grease one some parts. I also say a few words about what I have seen there, about the man and the woman. And I say that it is something which goes on there, and that that can be something awful. Then the police turn their faces away and immediately fast step back the car and drive away without a word. I was alone again, out in the dark city at night.
These memory images has not happened. And I have not behaved these ways. So this is also an example of how such memory images, can give oneself an experience of being that person, this criminals have dictated; in such memory images. This is something which nearest is impossible for me to find out about, therefore I can not be sure about that this has happened in 1976. But what I have written here, is correct from what is inside of my mind.
Now I will write very shortened about the rest. The fourth part.
First of all, this memory movie (this is so much, that I call it a movie instead of a image,) was something I first very little started to remember Wednesday, May 11, 2011; two days after it should have happened, Monday, May 9, 2011. This is the same as in corresponding memory movies about other things, about two days later, it is as if it comes bask in my memory, and I think that this was forgotten in my memory right after it happened. Other tings have been that I have started to have such memory images a very long time after it has happened, many years afterwards. When I first have started to think that I have remembered a little, and I believe in that; it becomes more, and that can be more unbelievable, but because I already believe in the first, I also believe in what comes after that again, and that can continue and be more and more.
Well, Wednesday, May 11, 2011; two days after this should have happened, Monday, May 9, 2011; this memory movie started to be something I started to think that I remembered. All I write about here, are in that memory movie. When I write about this today, I am not sure about if all of it came after May 11, but that can likely be how it is.
One of the women I had seen on the street, was inside the door in one of the stairways where I delivery newspapers. She cried. I asked if she had problems. She said yes, but did not want to make problems for me. She talked English. Bla, bla, bla. I did not want to be so bad, that I not tried to help her, even this could be highly dangerous. Bla, bla bla. Another person with a dangerous knife, was outside. Bla. bla. bla. I understood that this could be dangerous drug smugglers, who killed their couriers. The other person out on the street, had been contacted of this person earlier, and had disappeared. Bla, bla, bla.
The human trafficking business had taken here passport, the school reports, and the driver's license. Her poor parents had could be able to let her go to a primary school, where she had been the most clever in her class, and pay for her driver's license. And she had traveled away, because she wanted to help her village. Bla, bla, bla.
She want to call the police. There is no point in calling the police, I said, they will come too late. But she got the emergency number from me. I said that she should put on a recorder on the phone, if there was one. She put on a recorder, and called on her phone, but did not start to talk. I took the phone and talked. I found out how we should come out of this situation, the other dangerous person understood that the police already know where we were, and he had been afraid. Bla, bla, bla. Already when we were out of the door, and on the way away from there; the person in the phone started to blame me, but he stopped with that again. I started to talk about that this was something it was important to find out more about, this person in the stairways was not an important one, I said. Bla, bla, bla.
So God started to talk out of my mouth. The person in the phone was one of these criminals, which use mind control; and it was important to stop them, because thy will damage the whole world so it dies, if they not are stopped. Therefore God had to do something, and now it was possible to do something. Bla, bla, bla. The woman had heard about this before, and understood what it was. She wanted to do all that God wanted her to do. We could not trust the police here in Norway. Bla, bla, bla. The person in the phone, started to talk mind control talking, and had only waited for that I should call. Bla, bla, bla. She should run to the American Embassy, with her phone with this important recording, where these criminals had disclosed who they are. Bla, Bla, Bla. And there they had to smuggle her out of the country. Bla, bla, bla.
When we after half an hour or so, met a policeman at another place, far away from this dangerous situation; she run away, when I stood and joked with the policeman. There had been talked about, that nothing should be done to this person in the stairway, so it could be possible to find out more. Bla, bla, bla.
How could they have done this to me en 1976? I do not know what they have done to me. But I have many times thought about that they get control over fundamental functions in the mind. I have thought much about, that they maybe have started up parts in my mind, to nearly do all of this; so they only have said something fundamental about what it shall be.
This has been like this, and what I here have written, is correct about what is in my mind.
After the message Monday, October 7, and what I write about here; I think that the plan maybe has been, that I shall attack the police in a horrifying way. And afterwards when I am dead, I have talked a little about this to some others. And they will find out that thoughts, abut that someone uses mind control, is very dangerous thoughts, which no one can have. No one can think about such things, because it is so dangerous. Then this is a part in their defense. And maybe they want to use me to build up their psychological manipulation, which protect them from being unmasked.
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Wednesday, October 9, 2013
After I had written the last message, Monday, October 7; I slowly started to connect that message with something else, which also has been very clearly and crisply. Actually this is one of the clearest of the memory images, which I have written about others of earlier. It can also be, that this is the clearest of them all.
The first part of this memory movie; is that I see two people out on the other side in a busy street, where I delivery newspapers. I am not working with newspapers that time. These two young women are around 18 to 20 years old with brown skin; their noses are not pointed, but flat. They stand there and talk to each other. I think that they come from a place in Africa I accidentally have seen in a Norwegian TV program, 'Den store reisen' (The big journey) from the autumn around September in 2010. (When I now look at pictures from that program, no one have such noses.) I get angry about how poor people in the world brings to human trafficking businesses and drives into a life where others take advantage of their difficult situation. I think; that you should not have been here, no one here are kind and helps you. They talk so well about how kind they are, when they are on TV; but out on the street, they turn their heads away and do not want to see you. I can not do anything, for this society is ruining me.
This memory image above, have one detail in my memory, which makes it special. The special detail in this regard; is that I later have a very weak, but also certain memory, of that I lie on my back with different people standing around me in 1976, and one of them asks me, if I see this two young women, and I answer yes. The person answers; 'then this will work, as it shall'.
The second part of this memory movie; is one place I was out and delivered newspapers in the morning, early in 2011. There I saw a man who came out of a building; with a woman beside, who he covered with a jacket, and hold around, in a way where he led her with himself. When they had passed me, the woman turned her face to me, and showed a frightened face. I thought that this is something these people from other countries keep on. I can not do anything to such things, because this society is ruining me.
The third part, is that the police stop the car beside of me, when I have parked my car. Two policemen talk to me about that my care has the reversing light on. I answer that the car has been on servicing, and that it maybe is something which has been sluggish because of that they have used grease one some parts. I also say a few words about what I have seen there, about the man and the woman. And I say that it is something which goes on there, and that that can be something awful. Then the police turn their faces away and immediately fast step back the car and drive away without a word. I was alone again, out in the dark city at night.
These memory images has not happened. And I have not behaved these ways. So this is also an example of how such memory images, can give oneself an experience of being that person, this criminals have dictated; in such memory images. This is something which nearest is impossible for me to find out about, therefore I can not be sure about that this has happened in 1976. But what I have written here, is correct from what is inside of my mind.
Now I will write very shortened about the rest. The fourth part.
First of all, this memory movie (this is so much, that I call it a movie instead of a image,) was something I first very little started to remember Wednesday, May 11, 2011; two days after it should have happened, Monday, May 9, 2011. This is the same as in corresponding memory movies about other things, about two days later, it is as if it comes back in my memory, and I think that this was forgotten in my memory right after it happened. Other tings have been that I have started to have such memory images a very long time after it has happened, many years afterwards. When I first have started to think that I have remembered a little, and I believe in that; it becomes more, and that can be more unbelievable, but because I already believe in the first, I also believe in what comes after that again, and that can continue and be more and more.
Well, Wednesday, May 11, 2011; two days after this should have happened, Monday, May 9, 2011; this memory movie started to be something I started to think that I remembered. All I write about here, are in that memory movie. When I write about this today, I am not sure about if all of it came after May 11, but that can likely be how it is.
One of the women I had seen on the street, was inside the door in one of the stairways where I delivery newspapers. She cried. I asked if she had problems. She said yes, but did not want to make problems for me. She talked English. Bla, bla, bla. I did not want to be so bad, that I not tried to help her, even this could be highly dangerous. Bla, bla bla. Another person with a dangerous knife, was outside. Bla. bla. bla. I understood that this could be dangerous drug smugglers, who killed their couriers. The other person out on the street, had been contacted of this person earlier, and had disappeared. Bla, bla, bla.
The human trafficking business had taken here passport, the school reports, and the driver's license. Her poor parents had could be able to let her go to a primary school, where she had been the most clever in her class, and pay for her driver's license. And she had traveled away, because she wanted to help her village. Bla, bla, bla.
She want to call the police. There is no point in calling the police, I said, they will come too late. But she got the emergency number from me. I said that she should put on a recorder on the phone, if there was one. She put on a recorder, and called on her phone, but did not start to talk. I took the phone and talked. I found out how we should come out of this situation, the other dangerous person understood that the police already know where we were, and he had been afraid. Bla, bla, bla. Already when we were out of the door, and on the way away from there; the person in the phone started to blame me, but he stopped with that again. I started to talk about that this was something it was important to find out more about, this person in the stairways was not an important one, I said. Bla, bla, bla.
So God started to talk out of my mouth. The person in the phone was one of these criminals, which use mind control; and it was important to stop them, because they will damage the whole world so it dies, if they not are stopped. Therefore God had to do something, and now it was possible to do something. Bla, bla, bla. The woman had heard about this before, and understood what it was. She wanted to do all that God wanted her to do. We could not trust the police here in Norway. Bla, bla, bla. The person in the phone, started to talk mind control talking, and had only waited for that I should call. Bla, bla, bla. She should run to the American Embassy, with her phone with this important recording, where these criminals had disclosed who they are. Bla, Bla, Bla. And there they had to smuggle her out of the country. Bla, bla, bla.
When we after half an hour or so, met a policeman at another place, far away from this dangerous situation; she run away, when I stood and joked with the policeman. There had been talked about, that nothing should be done to this person in the stairway, so it could be possible to find out more. Bla, bla, bla.
How could they have done this to me in 1976? I do not know what they have done to me. But I have many times thought about that they get control over fundamental functions in the mind. I have thought much about, that they maybe have started up parts in my mind, to nearly do all of this; so they only have said something fundamental about what it shall be.
This has been like this, and what I here have written, is correct about what is in my mind.
After the message Monday, October 7, and what I write about here; I think that the plan maybe has been, that I shall attack the police in a horrifying way. And afterwards when I am dead, I have talked a little about this to some others. And they will find out that thoughts, abut that someone uses mind control, is very dangerous thoughts, which no one can have. No one can think about such things, because it is so dangerous. Then this is a part in their defense. And maybe they want to use me to build up their psychological manipulation, which protect them from being unmasked.
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Thursday, October 10, 2013
After I wrote the last message, Wednesday, October 9; some different thoughts have appeared in my mind. These thoughts are airy for me today, in that way, that they not have any kind of power over me. But I think they could have been dangerous, and had dangerous power over the biochemical processes in my brain and my whole body; so I because of that, could have behaved very strongly, in a very dangerous way.
Here comes some notes about how this could have ended; if not these people who have used mind control over me, had been seen through. These thoughts have some kind of origins, from what these criminals have done to me.
The whole being could have been described as made of iron, with a stone where others have their heart; without feelings, only thoughts.
A message from inside of that being, about taking the police first (message Monday, October 7, 2013); had been understood. What means that message from God? (That God, is created inside of that being by these people who use mind control.) No police shall be left in Norway, after that first step. Can that being manage that alone? No. That being have to get in contact with others in the big world. And there; such contacts who have the necessary skills, will be found.
How can the police been taken? Attack the military, and use what have been taken in that step, to destroy the rest of it. And then, it is possible to annihilate the police. And of course, that being do not do these alone. So then, Norway do not have neither police nor military any longer. And that is only the beginning.
What is the final target? The Western civilization. How to do that? Attack them in all possible ways. Break them down. Never stop before the whole Western civilization is history of the past.
All of these should have been done the same way as the water runs; it finds its ways.
Here I have written a few words about thoughts, which have popped up in my mind the last hours, after I wrote the last message.
Why do these criminals want to ruin the Western civilization? I think they want to break down the situation, where the majority can have the power.
I have thought much about, that to clear up this problem, will make it much easier to do it better with everything in the world. These criminals make problems.
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Friday, October 11, 2013
After the message Thursday, October 10; I have got thoughts about, that this can be the way these criminals talk, when they do these tings. Like: 'And there; such contacts who have the necessary skills, will be found.' I have thought about, that maybe such talking leads to; that what it is, that has been said that way, that will be the result. Because of how it has a completely control over the whole human being.
I have thought about, that this way of talking, is how they have talked that talking. But as all of this, it is impossible for me to be sure about something. I can only be sure of that it is something. This is regarding what I write about Thursday, October 10; I think they can do different things, and talk indifferent ways with this method.
After that last message, something also have fitted together. Regarding what I wrote about Wednesday, October 9; that sequence included that my heart had been a stone, and the other one had a little stone as her heart. And God was very occupied about weapons. After that day, I should have started to be more and more busy with weapons.
Another thing which can be something, is that environmental protection was my only social involvement from my youth years. And I was strongly occupied about that. So therefore the threat about that the whole Earth will die, if these criminals not are taken, (message Wednesday, October 9); can also be something these criminals have mixed together, because of my social involvement from my youth years.
I also have had an hour when that sequence, Monday, May 9, 2011; should have begun. It should have been a short time after 3:45 AM, when I had looked at my watch. I had done some changes in how I did the job, not the same way as usual. After this; I also bought me three yellow jackets, which I always used on the job. I thought that it was safer to attract attention. But now I also think about if it maybe could have been something I have been told to do, to give these criminals a signal about that this has succeed. But I have no memory about something like that. In the end, these memory images is something which has happened. That is what you comprehend after some time.
This contact with this weapon expert God, is also so funny. That weapon expert God is a very humorous one. All what have to do with weapons and use of them, is just funny all the time. Together with that God, everything is funny all the time. But that funny weapon expert God, can also be terrible angry of course; and so also God's obedient subordinate, angry the same way.
I have not been busy that way, this year from March 2013. Therefore I am not involved in this the way it has been planned. But I now start to think that the plan can be, that now this other person (May 9, 2011) has been exposed to something bad. And God has been angry. But that God and this other person, do not exist. And when I understand that, it does not work as it should have done. Therefore I now think, that maybe some of this plan has been disclosed in these messages. It can be a combination of how this should have worked; and that I am finding out about it. Because of that, I have written these messages when tings have been up in my mind, maybe I afterwards not so easily can find these things back again. This message can be the last I need to write in that regard.
Of course it is a cause behind our existence, not only for us humans, but for the whole universe. But I do not know what that is. It has to be a cause, otherwise we had not been here.
When these things not work, and I look at it all that way; all of it only is bla, bla. bla. But when it works, then it works very strongly, the most dangerous way it is possible to do. Because of how it has a completely control over the whole human being.
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Saturday, October 12, 2013
From March this year; I have had a breakthrough regarding this situation, where I have been influenced with mind control. These messages are not finished accounts; and can not be looked at, in that way. They are only my own notes during this time, which I afterwards must work more systematically with. But for those who want to look at such notes, to find out what they are about, these notes are available here. From the beginning; I had planed to use this messages section only for short messages, about what I am doing, but it ended up with this instead.
From yesterday until today; I have had some experiences about finding out about some very easy and simple things, which it has been nearly impossible for me to achieve. And these things are highly important.
Her I shall write a couple of descriptions, where the characters and events are symbols for something else. It is something which I just now have thought about.
First it is this one: I am struggling with a calculation. 1 + 1 = ? What is the answer? The answer has disappeared. All the other people know the answer, 1 + 1 = 4. Only I can not find it. And so, I fond the answer. 1 + 1 = 2. It had been impossible to calculate correct. I am so tired. It has been so difficult. It seemed like it was impossible. But when I have rested; I think, this was easy. Do others understand what I have found out? I hope so. It is not so difficult, but you need to come on the right path. We have started to think in a wrong way about these facts.
The next one is this: I feel I have been, like a horse in its harness, with a driver which drives me every day. It has been impossible to come out of the harness, but now I am out of it.
These two allegories have just now been very illustrative for how I feel, regarding how I have got a clear understanding about the following. It is about two things, which it is very clarifying to understand.
It is two examples of easy step by step developments, about how these criminals create such memory images; which I have written about before in these messages.
First one of the last, which I have written about Wednesday, October 9.
1.) Monday May 9, 2011. Nothing especially has happened.
2.) Wednesday, May 11, 2011. I start to remember something from Monday, (which not has happened).
3.) Maybe already later the same day; what I started to think I remembered, had been changed to be something which had happened.
4.) Let us say we are at Friday, May 13, 2011. On that day; something has happened on Monday, (which not happened). That is how this has worked. It is not easy to find out about it.
Then one of the first; which I also have written about, under the links 'Important' and 'Facts' in the menu area.
1.) One day in 1976 or 1977; I suddenly got a memory image in my mind, about a person with the name Syver Volde. In this memory image, I had talked to him when I was at a course by my employer that time; about leadership, planning, and co–operation, etc. This course was divided on two visits at a hotel. Thursday, September 2, to Sunday, September 5, 1976. And Friday, January 7, to Sunday, January 9, 1977. Plus group works in addition. When I had this memory image in my mind, it was about that it could be something important to remember that person. I wrote the name down in a notebook, and forgotten it immediately. (I have not talked to this person.)
2.) About ten years later, this note came up in my mind again. And I found the notebook which I have had together with important papers. And at that time; this note had changed to be an important reminder, about that Syver Volden was an important person for me. But so I forgotten it again. But first I had been busy with this person for some time.
3.) Some years after this again, I got memory images about that this person had done suspicious things against me. Mind control and such.
4.) And I started to think that I must find out about what this person has done to me. And the more I try to remember, the more it becomes.
I think that these criminals can have influenced me regarding this memory image, before I was at that course. They have influenced me to want to join that course, so they could use that in the way this has been done. This course went on by groups over a long period of time, both earlier and afterwards when I took part.
This two examples are only very brief descriptions, to make these things easy to understand. It is obvious that this method can be used in many other ways. It must be a drug or drugs which works this way, and these criminals have learned more and more about how they can use this method.
It is unbelievable that no one has started to do something about this before. And it will be even more unbelievable, if no one start to do something about this after I have written about it here. Why this is so difficult to begin to find out about, has to do with what it is. A presentation about this, does not appears for us by itself; we must actively detect and unmask what it is.
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Tuesday, October 15, 2013
Today I got some thoughts about, that these criminals who use mind control; can have developed a way of influencing people before, they come into different important positions, etc. This can be a link in a row of different ways of doing this, which no one looks after. But I have no information from these criminals about what they are doing.
It seems clear for me, that even you are influenced or not, you are able to find out and understand about this. But it is necessary to build on true facts, and to focus on that way of thinking and doing things; then influences against oneself also will be conquered. I am sure about that I have conquered influences against me that way, even I do not understand exactly what it has been.
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Wednesday, October 16, 2013
Today I formulated a sentence and a question in my thoughts, which I immediately went over to my computer to write. Here it is:
One human can easily produce more than it needs itself. Why is it even so, need and poverty among the humans on Earth?
It is the correct answer to this sentence and question; which is missing, to solve these problems with need and poverty in the world. And I am sure about, that this criminals who are using mind control, have used their methods to make much of these miseries and tragedies in the world.
We must start to understand. There is something wrong; and we must find out about what it is.
Here I have some key questions which we have to clearly understand about these criminals. I think these criminals want to remove these questions.
Who are they?
What are they doing?
What are they?
I think they both are doing intelligence activity in places where they can not do anything. And I think they influence individuals with mind control in places where it is possible for them to do so.
We must ask the right questions. We must find the right answers. And we must find out about this.
At last I have some few things about myself today. I now feel that I have been myself, and that myself is the opposite, of what these criminals had wanted me to be. It can be that they have done something to make hate out of love in me. It is terrible dangerous things these criminals are doing.
I have been influence to not remember music. Earlier I was interested in music in many ways, and I had some music records. Yesterday I found out about one important record in my life, it is Otis Redding, Remembering, from 1966.
When I was a child, I heard the song (Sittin' On) The Dock of the Bay with Otis Redding. Recorded in 1967 just before he died, and released in 1968, when I was thirteen years old that year. This song has fastened inside of me, like something, which always is there. Many years later, I bought this record with Otis Redding. I only knew that it was something I had liked, and I tried to find it back, but it was not on that record. But I liked the record even so. Until yesterday, I thought that I bought this record in the eighties. But I bought it early in the seventies. When I listen to it again, it was like I had listen to it yesterday, even I had not heard it for about 27 years. It is like, that something has come into my life, and displaced what it is.
Another record which has a similar meaning for me, is Booker T. & The MG's, Doin' Our Thing. Also when I was a child; I heard Green Onions, with Booker T. & The MG's, released in 1962, when I was seven years old. This music has also fastened inside of me. Early in the seventies I bought the record Doin' Our Thing, because I tried to find something I had liked to hear, but exactly that music was not on that record. But I liked it even so.
► Booker T. & The MG's, Doin' Our Thing.
These two records; Remembering and Doin' Our Thing, is in some ways fastened to myself. And these two records are these musician's music.
I think that the real myself; should have driven an opposite personality than myself. And that that have been these criminals goal.
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Now I must start to work with this in another way, than writing more of these messages. But to have written them until today, I think has lead to a beneficial result. This year I have unmasked something about this; and I can not think that has been the plan, behind what has been done against me.
In this message, I will do something which I not have done in other messages. And that is to write a few words about the severe things this influence has 'said' to me. I use 'said' as a word, for what this influence has got me to comprehend, like something I am informed of from a kind of 'God' or other kinds of convincing requests.
The whole time since the 1990s; it has been a smiling transparent face of the hallucinated character 'Syver Volden' in my mind; (who I have written about on the page 'Facts' under 'Important' in the action bar,) who says 'we shall get you to start world war'. If this should have succeed, I think that had been because they had got me to believe, that 'God' have said to me, that it is necessary to save the world. And that I had got other people in the world to believe in me and my connection with 'God'. (But this is only something similar to a LSD hallucination.)
The dangerous with this, is that it not experiences like something unreal. It works the strongest opposite way! It is more real, than what normally is real. And it can be about everything, not only about a connection with 'God'. And it calls on you to do things, very much stronger than what is normal. For me; all of that kind, has been something which I start to remember, after it should have happened (talking with 'God' and such). Requests from inside of me, has also happened.
When I write this; I got some thoughts about what has happened to me, because of this influence. Contact with other people have been blocked. Because of this; things could start to develop, which otherwise not had been possible. Situations could start to be formed, which otherwise not had been possible. And in the end, things could have happened, which never had happened if these preparations with these methods not had been done. So this can really be dangerous; also for the whole world, if these criminals have done something in that way, and that can be possible.
This warning; is therefore about how it can be possible for these criminals, to form a situation in the whole world, which in the end can start world war, even no one of the involved parts had wanted it that way. The whole world can have been lead to the border on war, without knowing about it.
To give an explanation about how this is for me. It can be similar to; not start these things, go and do something else. And then everything is totally normal and calm. Play the violin instead, for example, (I have an electric violin). And nothing has happened. What it could have been, I do not know.
It is possible to find some key words regarding this. And one of them is isolation, it can be regarding individuals, but also regarding countries. Something these criminals can influence to gain, to reach goals afterwards which no one had wanted.
Someone maybe wonder what more I can tell. The most correct answer, is that this is nearly impossible for me to reach. And everything of it is very indistinct for me. I think that what has happened, is something typically; on day criminals disclose themselves and their crimes. Criminals are doing something which can be disclosed, that is their situation; and typically that also happens.
If your crimes not shall be disclosed; you have to not do any crimes. I think that is how it works in this world, and that it is not in any humans' power to change that.
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