Messages 4
Tuesday, October 22, 2013
Today I got some thoughts about this again. But this time I wrote it down and put it in a folder with notes which I shall work more thoroughly and coherently with. Therefore these messages from now, will be more like I had planned it to be earlier this year. I write a little now and then, about what I am doing. This more thoroughly and coherently account will be available on this Web Site. This will take months and maybe more than a year.
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Wednesday, October 30, 2013
Now I thought that I should write a little again, on this message page. And I thought about that I the last days, have listen to the record Min Bul from 1970, with the Norwegian jazz musicians Terje Rypdal, Bjørnar Andresen, and Espen Rud. In the message Thursday, July 25, 2013; the second passage, I wrote that it had been difficult to find these two records; Terje Rypdal, Min Bul 1970, and Junipher Greene, Friendship 1971. Now I have these two records.
I have found these two records. Not because I thought it would be something important in this connection, but because I was accurately and did not want to jump over this two records, even I thought they were unimportant. But after some time, the record Min Bul started to become something especially. And after I started to prepare for this text; this record become something centrally and chiefly, in a way I shall write a few words about here.
After I taped this record from one of my friends on my tape recorder early in the seventies, it started to penetrate in me in a way which has become inspiring to me. Especially the two pieces Champagne Of Course and Strange Beauty. Two very important pieces of music in my mind. These repeating bass tones are also fitted to weave into one's mind like long threads, which are associated with many other things.
After I had recorded it, I wanted to understand this record, like you want to understand other individuals. It was something unusual. The piece Ved Sørevatn (By South Lake) for example, is an evocative sound image. It is like sitting by a lake, hearing the sounds by the wood. Many musicians have been inspired by the nature; and that is what this also is, in its special way.
Random image.
Nøtteliten (Nut–Little) is a Norwegian children's song about a squirrel, known by the Norwegian artist Alf Prøysen. This piece is so improvised, that it is nearly impossible to hear what it is. But in the end, it is possible to hear it.
This record had a great influence on me. I started to play these melodious bass tones on the piano, with the left hand, and played everything with the right hand. After some time, I developed this bass playing in my own way, and I could play new things every time I did it.
So what I did not care about at all, was the most important.
Here I have made a computer music, which is how I could do that. This was the first time I made such a thing. I found a software on the Internet, and started to make this little piece immediately. It is not much. With this software, I wrote down notes; and the software can then play the notes with different sounds. When I played this on the piano, I played it different then this, this is only the basic bass tones.
The special in this connection, is that all of this become something I did not know about any longer. And I thought that this basic bass tones was something I had from the record Afric Pepperbird with Jan Garbarek Quartet, which I got as a present from my parents in 1970, it was recorded that year. And that the piece Beast Of Kommodo was the music I had this inspiration from.
This alone is something. But it is also more. And that is, that I have had a memory image about that the bass player on Afric Pepperbird, came walking past where I lived at that time. (But this has not happened, it is a kind of hallucination which they can made in one's mind's memory. These can sometimes be strange things, which not fit in with the rest of the situation.) He smiles, and I have a kind of idea about that it is because he want to see the stupid person, who has stolen his music. He did not care about that such a fool steal his music, he only laugh of it. When this was the situation, I did not have these two records any longer, and the record Min Bul was something I did not know what was at all any longer.
At that time, early in the seventies, I was taken up with putting together a band, and some of my friends had started to play different instruments. But when I met other people, and my situation changed, it came to nothing.
I have easily could play all kinds of instruments the first time I have them in my hands. And I can start to play something which I think out in a moment.
Because of this, I now understand that this is something centrally and chiefly regarding what have been done to me. It seem for me like, that one thing is to ruin everything I am good at. And that I shall change my manner, and begin to do the opposite of what I am original was. I also think that there have been done things to use me for some kind of purposes.
When the correct memory about this was ruined, nothing of it was left in my mind, and it was impossible for me to remember something about it. When the memory about this is correct, it is possible for me to remember it all very clearly again, things we talked about, etc.
Earlier I made some small pieces of music which I put out on this Web Site. But I took it away because I thought it was something else I have to do. And that is also what I think today.
But here they are, no one of them have been made in more than 24 hours, and some of them in about one hour. No one of them are something which I really have worked much with.
First four pieces I have played on a keyboard with a software which plays the Wurlitzer Electric Piano sound. These are the only things I have played. I wanted to hear the sound again. I only have used a few minutes to make each of them.
Here are six pieces I have made with a computer software. These are the only things I have made of such. I have only written down the notes, and the software plays the notes. These are also made within a few hours each. In Harmony With Each Other is a piece I made within 24 hour, and that is the piece I have worked most with. The others are made in a few hours, it takes some time to make all the details. This is the most simple and easy it is possible for me to make.
► ♫ In Harmony With Each Other 2006
► ♫ Bumping, 'O sole mio, Johan på snippen 2012
'O sole mio is by Eduardo Di Capua and Giovanni Capurro.
Johan på snippen is by Gaston Rene Wahlberg and Theodor Larsson. The Norwegian artist Alf Prøysen has also made a Norwegian children's song from 'Johan på snippen' called 'Hompetitten'.
When I had thought about this, a music started to clearly play inside of me. That was Stranger To Himself, with the band Traffic; from their fourth album in 1970, John Barleycorn Must Die. I had also recorded this album on my tape recorder at that time in the seventies.
When I have written to here, I also remember that I had bought me a record with the Norwegian composer Edvard Grieg, with among others the piece Morgenstemning (Morning Mood). I also among others, played music by Edvard Grieg on the piano. I had learned it by myself. But I also started to go to a piano teacher for some time, but it stopped when things in my situation changed.
Here is a link where it is possible to listen to this piece.
I did not by so many records in the seventies, but it was all kinds of music; 78 rpm records remastered to 33 rpm LPs, different folk music, classical, jazz, rock, pop, etc. All kinds of music was something interesting for me. If I heard a kind of music I never had heard before, I got interested in it.
Here is a picture from December 1975, taken by my wife at that time. I have learned to play the violin all by myself. She said that I played so well.
Later I not played the violin. That is also something strange.
Because of what I have written about here, I have got a clearer understanding of what has been done to me. This has also cleared up my mind.
I think it is impossible to remember what has been done against me. But it is possible to begin to understand something. And by understanding correct, that is something which will bring us further on the right path, regarding finding out all about this crime which goes on.
Now I think I shall get these things at a distance for a couple of weeks. I also have some other things I have to take care of. I have written this many times. Maybe it this time will be like that.
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Saturday, November 2, 2013
If you understand yourself; then you understand about what you are influenced of. Oneself has an influenced position in the community; which can be seen like an interplay between oneself inside of oneself, and the community around oneself outside of oneself.
People who think that oneself only are a simple thing, which only are oneself and nothing more to understand about; they must take some time to think it more over. There is something which are oneself; but that is something which is much influenced by other things, than oneself inside of oneself.
Her I have made a schematic picture in all haste, within a few minutes. I have found out that such pictures can be helpful to begin to think further. After I have made such pictures, I afterwards have understand better than before. This is only something to begin with, not thoroughly thought through and worked out. So this can be made better.
To think about who yourself is, can be something important to do.
What does this mind control part in this picture do? I think it takes power over oneself, because oneself do not understand about it. And that is what these criminals want to do. And they use it in all kinds of ways, in all kinds of connections.
I now think that this crime which goes on, is impossible to discover. This can be done to people without their knowledge about it at all. Therefore it is important to start to understand what goes on inside of one's own mind. Because there you have great possibilities to begin to be important yourself. But first you must begin to understand what goes on.
Your own importance in yourself can be more and stronger. And different ways of manipulation and sly control from different causes can be less and weaker. If you think that nothing can control other people; then you have to think again. Because that is something very possible.
Therefore this especially crime I am occupied with on this Web Site; also is something which is very possible. If you do not understand that at first; then you must think it more over. Because such things are something very usual in our history and present time.
This is something it is necessary to gradually become more and more aware of. Our minds are very able to manage this. But it is necessary to find out correct about this, to be able to do that.
This mind control method is very dangerous when we do not know about it. But it becomes less dangerous if we start to find out about it. And in the end, it is possible for us to completely defeat this threat.
I think these criminals control what happens regarding such things, to protect themselves that way, which misinforming us about what this can be. It is necessary for us to do more, to find out about this; than only thinking about things which now and then happens. Maybe they started with this crime already in the 1930s.
Much bad can have been done against us, by this criminals. But for the most of us, others have had it much worse; that is something to think about.
It is not a job to be a human. We all are humans. A job in such connections, can be something which has to do with extraordinary things. But we ordinary people must also do what we can; otherwise this can not be kept going. All kinds of declines will become worse and worse. Typical ordinary people can find out about things; and they can do something before things have become too dangerous, for example. But then we most start to behave like humans; go out of our hoses, join each other, and talk and find out about what to do. We can not only sit still and look at how it all becomes worse and worse. Individuals with jobs regarding the society, do not create what kind of society we get, it is all of us who create what kind of society we get.
It seems like these criminals who use mind control, make ordinary people passive, and some few people active in a bad way. This can not continue. Modern communications technologies can have stared to work like a filter between us. It is necessary for us to join each other in a real way, and live like real humans.
What these criminals want to gain, will become worse and worse. And it will newer work. These people are not positive members of our societies, they are negative criminals.
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Saturday, November 9, 2013
In the final part of the message Wednesday, October 30, 2013; I wrote that I remembered that I had bought me a record with the Norwegian composer Edvard Grieg, with among others the piece Morgenstemning (Morning Mood). And that I also among others, played music by Edvard Grieg on the piano. After that I have remembered both the record and some of the music I played.
Sunday, November 3, just about 11:46 PM; I had heard Min Bul with Terje Rypdal, and Afric Pepperbird with Jan Garbarek. When Afric Pepperbird almost was finished; I remembered that it was a record with The Concerto In A Minor by Edvard Grieg from 1869 I had together with these records. And I found the record on Google Images, by looking after the vinyl cover.
► Here Is more about that record.
Wednesday, November 6; from 10:30 PM to 12:00 PM; when I heard at the music from that record, and it almost was finished, I remembered the name on a piece I played on the piano in 1972, by Edvard Grieg, Watchman's song; Lyric Pieces, Op.12, No. 3. I had learned to play that piece all by myself. Here is a link where it is possible to hear that piece.
► Sviatoslav Richter plays Watchman's Song by Edvard Grieg.
I have played this piece again and again for hours and days, and remembered more and more from minute to minute. It vas the music book Lyric Pieces Book 1 Opus 12 I had.
1. Arietta
2. Waltz
3. Watchman's Song
4. Fairy Dance
5. Folk Song
6. Norwegian
7. Album Leaf
8. National Song
I played some of these pieces. Here are two more links, where it is possible to hear some other pieces I played.
► Sviatoslav Richter plays Arietta by Edvard Grieg.
► Sviatoslav Richter plays Waltz by Edvard Grieg.
Before this, earlier that evening; I also had started to remember the smell of the oil for the wooden recorder, which was the flute I also had. And after remembering that smell, I remembered the flute.
Later I also went to a piano teacher, where I among other things, played For Elise by Ludwig van Beethoven. But this stopped when my life changed.
► Vladimir Ashkenazy plays For Elise by Ludwig van Beethoven.
I like classical music. Classical music is typically written by the composer. It is a quiet result of the composer's thoughts. In that way the music becomes quietly composed in the composer's mind. It has not been heard, before it has been played. Different tones and instrument, also sometimes words and voices; have been put together inside the composer's soundless head. This leads to a music which first is thought out; and afterwards what has been silently thought out, becomes played and heard. What we then hear, is what the composers silently mind has played. This type of music is something special, and I like it very much. But I also like all other kinds of music. I had much classical music in the seventies, both on records and on the tape recorder.
To remember this, is something which brings me in contact with myself, in a strong way. All of these have come from inside of me. And after remembering these things; I think that I have got a very good position towards my situation, and I have got the best starting point to start finding out about what it is possible for me to find out, regarding what has happened to me.
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Sunday, November 17, 2013
The last days I have got some thoughts in my mind, about when I worked at the electrical workshop in 1973, where I afterwards was an electrical apprentice and an electrician until 1976. This workshop was in the basement without windows. And when I had my meal breaks in the middle of the day, I went out and sat by the library near by, on a place where it was some grass and plants.
I read in a book or books, but I am not sure about what book it was. This mind control influence, has changed some of my memories; about my childhood, my youth, and my later life. Therefore I am not sure about how it really was, regarding what I read in my meal breaks at that time. I started as an electrical apprentice before the winter, so this was what I did the whole time I worked at this workshop.
There was a lunch room at the company, which had the whole building with many floors above the basement. But I never had my meal break in that lunch room, I always went out every day in my meal break, during the time I worked at the workshop.
One of the other employees called me the philosopher of life, and that was probably because I read philosophy. All the employees were friendly to me, and I liked to work there. I never thought about that I was different from other people. And when I later worked as an electrical apprentice and an electrician, it was the same, but then I always joined the others in the meal breaks.
Now I wonder if there maybe had been talked about me, and such talk could move to all places where I worked. And maybe that also had reached these criminals ears, who use mind control, but this is not something I know anything about.
Literary; I was interested in science fiction, environmental protection, and philosophy. My interest for philosophy was in proportion to science fiction and environmental protection. My interest for science fiction was connected with thoughts about that the humans on Earth; are in danger of developing in a dangerous way, regarding humaneness. We are in danger of being more like machines than like humans; and the worse it becomes, the less we understand it. But at one point between where it still is possible to understand it, and where it soon not will be possible to understand it; it is very important to start understanding about this, before it is too late. Because machines do not understand anything at all any longer, and they do not understand that either.
These nine months from March this year; I have reached a kind of upper hand towards this mind control, which I am exposed to. And that is not so much time, taken into consideration that a kind of opposite development has gone on for 37 years.
This influence is dangerous. I think it is impossible to find out that this has been done to oneself. It is something which influences one's thoughts, feelings, and will; in a way it is impossible to find out about. But these criminals are afraid of that people shall begin to understand about it, so that is something which it is possible to do. When we have started to find out more about this, then it maybe will be possible to begin to understand something, about what can have been done to oneself.
During this year, I have found out about the records I had before, and especially those before 1976. This influence over me, has ruined me more and more when I have tried to find out about it, that is the influence which I am exposed to. So I sold all my records, to get money to use my time to find out about this. All such things have ruined me more and more. But now it has changed. By remembering my records again, I find something to go on regarding remembering more also.
Regarding what I wrote about in the message Wednesday, October 9, 2013, (a compounded memory image which was difficult to see through;) I now have had some thoughts about that. It is that I think, that I maybe have been influenced to get these memory images, when all I have been told have been understood by me. Maybe also the 9th in the month May, before the summer that year. And then it all had become even more wrong after that. But I can not find out if that is correct or not.
Now I have found a record which I had early in the seventies; Los Koyas, Au Son De La Flute Indienne Vol. 3. This is musicians who play South American folklore and Latin American music, and it seems like they live in France. They have got good reviews for their music. I think that such folk music often have a power to light the spark of life in people, and that it is something typically with all different kind of folk music.
► Here is more about this record. Separate window.
Other unusual records I had at that time, were among others:
Louis Armstrong - Young Louis "The Side Man" (1924-1927) Vinyl LP.
Ravi Shankar - Two Raga Moods - Published 1968 Vinyl LP.
By remembering these more unusual records, I also remember more about my own unusual way of being. It was not so much; but I was interested in things, which all together was a little unusual.
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Monday, November 18, 2013
In the message yesterday, Sunday, November 17; in the tenth section, I refer to the message Wednesday, October 9, 2013. This is about that it looks like, that this development of a wrong account, and a wrong understanding, about what goes on with these crimes with mind control; that is what these criminals have wanted me to gain. I have been influenced to begin finding out wrong about all, about this. What is the fact, I think is that it is impossible for someone to remember, what has been done against oneself in this way; and that is how it is for me also.
When I wrote about how I think, this memory image in the message October 9, has been thought out from these criminals; is that something it is impossible for me to find out about. But I have got thoughts about, that it may have been something, which have been planned to happened after a determined development of wrong understanding by me. But I have also thought about, that it maybe was planned to happened at exact that time. It is impossible for me to remember what have been done to me regarding this. It has happened, that is a fact.
I think that underlying mental functions in humans, sometimes can be 100% accurate.
Regarding that I in the last message, wrote about that this memory image could have been planned to start May 9th, in an undetermined year; I think it is more likely, that it should have been on a Monday. It could also have been planned to be in the spring. April and May is in the spring in Norway. But as I have written, I have also thought about that it was planned to happened in 2011. But it is impossible for me to remember something about how this have been done against me. But it is possible for me to be sure about that it has been done something like this against me.
When people got different thoughts about such things, they typically have been influenced to misinform about it. What really is, is that this is impossible to discover regarding oneself, and that is what is so dangerous with this method. So all different talking about such things, is typically misinformation which people have been influenced to talk about; by reason of an influence they not can discover. Maybe other things also can cause such things.
But this misinformation which these criminals have caused, shows that it is necessary for them to misinform. That shows us, that this is something it is possible for us to find out about, if we start to do that the right way.
In addition to this misinformation; it is clear that these criminals have wanted to ruin my life. And that is not because I actively took part in some social involvement, because I was not at all active in that way. I was active with family and friend, outdoor life, music, books, moulding, and such things. I had a kind of quiet behaviour in 1976.
I think it maybe can be easy to use this method with mind control. Maybe these criminals only need to use a drug or drugs against a person, and then talk some superficial babble for some minutes; and afterwards they can forget it. People can not find out about it, that is what they hide that they are doing. But maybe it also are easy for them, to make dangerous simple plans for the whole future of mankind, which can ruin the whole Earth in a malicious way, if we not stop them.
This mind control is something which it is possible to do; then it is obvious that malicious people do that. Because when this method is possible; then it is necessary to find them who use it, because it is obvious that it is people, who want to do so, and therefore they also do so.
A comparison: Do you think that there not will be someone, who do something; because that is forbidden? No. Someone will do what is possible, even when it is forbidden. And this method, with a drug or drugs and mind control, is possible; and easy to hide!
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Tuesday, November 19, 2013
In the message Sunday, November 17, 2013; I wrote that I among others had a record of Ravi Shankar early in the seventies.
Today it was many things to be attentive to in the news, from different places in the world and in Norway; but I decided to again bring my thoughts back to early in the seventies. And then I noticed that the three records; Edvard Grieg – Concerto In A Minor and Music From Peer Gynt, Los Koyas – Au Son De La Flute Indienne Vol. 3, and Louis Armstrong – Young Louis "The Side Man" (1924-1927); was clear in my memory. But Ravi Shankar– Two Raga Moods – Published 1968, had become indistinct.
I then started to think about that this could be something like these memory images, which I have written about, that these criminals can made in one's mind. Maybe I have been influenced to have a memory image abut a record I not have had. I already have had other such changes about remembering my records. These records were one of my interests.
After this; I started to think about how it can be possible to gain so much, by doing so little; regarding this mind control. And I made a schematic picture to illustrate what I thought. This is only something I did in a hurry, and it is only an attempt to show something which makes it possible to understand what I have thought about. This is not a correct picture about such things in our minds.
After this, I started to think about how George Harrison (1943 – 2001) from the Beatles; started to play sitar. Among others he played sitar on the song Norwegian Wood (This Bird Has Flown) on the LP Rubber Soul in 1965.
► Here is a movie clip where George Harrison learns to play sitar from Ravi Shankar.
And Brian Jones (Lewis Brian Hopkins Jones 1942– 1969) from the Rolling Stones, learned to play sitar from George Harrison.
► Here is a movie clip where Brian Jones plays sitar on the song Paint It Black in 1966.
One of my records, which I had bought myself, and not recorded on the tape recorder, was the triple album All Things Must Pass from 1970 with George Harrison. And I have started to think, that this can be something I have been influenced regarding. And when I thought about that, I made this schematic picture above. I thought about that these criminals have got so much out of so little.
Today I do not understand more than this, about this. But I think this among others, can be a beginning to finding out more about how these things with mind control works.
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Saturday, November 23, 2013
The last days I have remembered all the records I had in 1975. This is a considerable change in my mind. Earlier this year, I thought that I never should have managed that. Therefore this is something important. Above is a picture of the record player I had, a Lenco L 75. Especially the classical records were difficult to remember. It has been a kind of blocking and hindrance, which did it impossible for me to remember these records. After I had played Jan Garbarek, Afric Pepperbird, many times; I remembered Grieg, Piano Concerto and music from Peer Gynt. After I had played Grieg many times; I remembered Tchaikovsky, Piano Concerto No. 1. After that, I remembered Debussy and Ravel; after that Vladimir Horowitz. When I listen to Grieg, the record cover of the LP with Tchaikovsky came up in my mind, and when I searched on Google Images, I saw it at once. That was a strong experience, where I felt that I got in contact again with these things in my mind, like I until that, had been hindered in that. Some days after this, I even more can understand that I have got a much better and well‐arranged memory. Now it is easy for me to remember all of this, but earlier this year, I thought it was impossible for me to remember this again. These classical records were bought after I had heard the music on the radio, it was the musical dynamic structure and power in the music which absorbed me.
► Here is a link to a list with the records I had in 1975. Separate window.
I also had a tape recorder, Tandberg 3000 X; picture above. It had a low transparent cover, with nearly the same color as the cover on the record player. The tape recorder could also stand on edge. I had much music on this tape recorder. My friends and I brought music to each other, and talked about music to each other. Typical I bought records after I had heard the music on the radio, or I went to a record shop and looked for records there. In this way, these records and the music was something which was connected with many things, and it was an important interest for me. From 1970 to 1974 I bought 20 records. In 1975 I bought one record with Janis Joplin, a birthday present to my wife at that time. All these records, and what they meant to me, had been something which I not remembered any longer. From 1980 to 1985, I read music periodicals, and bought music I had sat alone and read about, that was something totally different than how it had been whit these things earlier.
We also had a piano at home early in the seventies, picture above; a Scholze piano. This is that piano and the piano bench which I sat on and played on early in the seventies. This combination with my friends, the record player, the tape recorder, the piano, and other musical instruments; was something meaningful for me. All of these had disappeared from my memory.
This change in me, is really very important. It is about common things; but it has to do with a very important mental change which has brought about much more, than what has to do with these records. I think these first records and what they meant to me; was something these criminals who use mind control, had wanted to remove from my mind.
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Monday, November 25, 2013
In the last message, November 23, 2013, I wrote about how I had remembered the LP records I had in 1975. This had been something impossible for me to achieve earlier this year. I also remembered the record player and the tape recorder, these things came clearly up in my mind without any difficulties at all. This is an important improvement of my mental state and memory, to be much more well organized and clearly set out. So this change which has gone on with me this year, is important to make me be able to work better with finding out what has happened with me. This is something which has been ruined for me, so it became impossible for me to understand what had happened.
After this, I also remembered the stereo amplifier with radio, which I had together with these things; Radionette Soundmaster 35, picture above. Stereo broadcastings were in preparation, the radio was prepared for it, but needed a decoder to work that way. There was also two loudspeakers with the same type of wooden cabinets, and dark grey fabrics in front. These loudspeakers were relatively small, but with good sound quality when not played with too load sound. The radio in this amplifier was something important. At that time, it was one radio station in Norway, which had some shorter separate broadcasts in the provinces. There was also a special broadcasting abroad, intended for the sailors. Before I got married, I listened regularly to special radio programs, and to selected single programs. These programs were made thoroughly, and were of different kind. After I was married, we also listen much to the radio. We also recorded much music on the tape recorder, from the radio.
Before I had this stereo system, I also had a radio; a Radionette Kurér. This was an old travel radio, which I got when my parents bought a new one; picture above. This radio was also something interesting for me, and I was attentive to the radio programs which I wanted to hear. It was also possible to tune in on foreign radio stations.
In our living room at home, we had a Blaupunkt Virginia radio; picture above. This radio was a large and fascinating fine thing, central in our home; and it could now and then unify the whole family, also my grand parents if they were present. The radio also stood in the center of the whole Norwegian nation. We also bought a magazine which wrote about the radio programs to come. I think these criminals which use mind control, have wanted to ruin the importance which the radio had at that time. And they have wanted me to stop listening to the radio like I did before.
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Tuesday, November 26, 2013
The last days I have remembered different things, which makes my memory become much more crisp and clean. I think that this has been important, so I better can start to find out about what has happened with me. Because it is now more easy for me to understand more about what has happened. I can understand something about what has happened, but it is more difficult for me to find out what has been done to me.
After remember these things the last days, I also remembered that I had a simple travel easel; similar to the picture above. I bought this simple easel because it was not so expensive. When I grew up, I made many pictures. I used oil colors, acrylic colors, water colors, felt pens, and crayons etc. I made different types of pictures, based on different ideas.
I think these criminals who use mind control, have got me to start again with this, in the end of the seventies and in the beginning of the eighties. And that in a way, they have told me to do. I can not remember anything about that. But it seems like it can be that way. This is something typical, I think, also with other things.
I took a correspondence course in drawing, and made pictures of things I had at home. After that, I also made a self portrait. This was something which I not had done before, and after some time, I did not make more pictures. Earlier, this had been something which came from inside of me, and that was typical with all what I was doing. I think that is something these criminals have wanted to ruin in me, regarding different things, in different ways. Instead of something constructive coming from inside of me; I have got something destructive from these criminals.
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Friday, November 29, 2013
In the message Saturday, November 9, 2013; I wrote about that I played music from Lyric Pieces by Edvard Grieg (1843 – 1907) on the piano. I also played music from Peer Gynt‐suite (nr. 1 – 1888 and nr. 2 – 1891). This music was something I had bought because I was interested in playing it in my own way, so I did not play it exactly as it was written for the piano. This was also something I not was finished with. I liked to try to play pieces of it in some different ways, jazz and rock versions etc., especially 'In the Hall of the Mountain King'.
Today I think that this can have been something these criminals which use mind control, especially have wanted to ruin for me. Grieg was a Norwegian composer who was interested in Norwegian culture, and I was interested in him.
I also had a friend who was fond of Niccolò Paganini (1782 – 1840). This composer appealed also to our ears. I recorded music of this composer on my tape recorder.
I now wonder what these criminals can have done to me. I think what they do, is something very easy, it is the drug or drugs which makes it to be what it is with this. I think they gain much by doing little.
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Saturday, November 30, 2013
The last months I have developed my memory, to be able to remember things, which I earlier this year, thought I never could manage to remember. This is something I have done, because I think that by remembering better from before this influence with mind control was done against me; then I better can understand what has been done against me. Now I also have started to think that this also is a way out of this control, which this influence has taken over me. It is like it is possible to back out of it.
Today I received a copy of the record Young Louis "The Side Man" (1924–1927) with Louis Armstrong. I had this record in the seventies, and I ordered one from one of the sellers on the Internet, to hear it again. The record I got, is the same; but has a different cover. That have got me to think about, that to hear something form the past, is not the same as seeing something from the past. And now I play it for third time, when I am writing this. (Both covers are possible to see on the internet, so that is not a problem.)
After this again; I started to think about different music styles and genres. This old record with Louis Armstrong, is not only especially old recordings; it is also a special music style. And to hear that style again, is also something; not only to hear these special recordings.
Then, I began to think about that these criminals have done something against me, regarding my relationship to music styles. My relationship to music styles, was that I liked all kinds of music styles. Now I think that these criminals have influenced me regarding that. I also like all kind of people, if they not are doing anything badly. I think that these criminals, thought that was a very stupid behaviour.
Then I found a picture of me on my work in 1976, (below). The only thing I know about the date of this picture, is that it is from 1976. The pipe I am working with, goes between coupling boxes, which afterwards are hidden in the concrete ceiling or floor. Later in the construction process, the cables are dragged and different components are installed. The same method is used in walls and between walls and ceilings or floors. Today plastic pipes with different sizes are the most common. The work as an electrician is varied, so this is one of many things an electrician does.
My education as an electrician was also a little special. It was a combination between mechanics and electrical work. It was only one school class each year of that kind; and that was maybe in the whole country, I do not know. I do not think it is something like that any longer. The working life in Norway has changed much since the seventies, and there is not so much practical work any longer.
I also now think about that these criminals influence one's subconsciousness; so that influence, afterwards influences one's consciousness. And that is something, which the influenced person, do not know about that have been done to oneself. This implanted influence are luring the influenced person in different ways, and the influenced person can not understand anything about it at all. The only thing to do with this, is to start finding out about it. I think that is fully possible; and also something very dangerous for these criminals, (but that is not dangerous for the other of us).
There are two things which it is important for us humans to distinguish between today. That is what is important for oneself. And what is important for Mankind.
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Monday, December 9, 2013
Through this year, I have developed me backwards in time and out of the control this influence have had against me. Much of my attention has been at the records I had before. This is because this had become something which had disappeared. Especially the classical music I had before, had been totally lost in my memory. And when I tried to find it back, I could not manage it. But during this year, I have found out about the four classical records I had in 1975. This has been useful for my mind, now I have a much better view and order in my memory than earlier this year. Here are four links to more information about these records which I had.
► Here is a link to more information about the record with Edvard Grieg.
► Here is a to link more information about the record with Pyotr Tchaikovsky.
► Here is a link to more information about the record with Debussy and Ravel.
► Here is a link to more information about the record with Vladimir Horowitz.
The year 1975, and the years before that again; is the time before this influence was done against me. It is impossible for me to be totally sure about things regarding this, but I am quite sure about that. I think that by developing me back to that time, I will be able to try to find out about these things from the beginning. I think that the plan has been, that I should develop me more and more into this influence; it works in a psychological way, and with memory hallucinations and subconscious influences of different kinds.
Friday, July 5, 1974; I become engaged with her I was married with later. We bought rings and such things. We were married Friday, February 14, 1975. At that time we had moved in to this little apartment in a basement. Below is a picture of my wife at that time, in the little kitchen. This is late in 1974, and at this picture, we had just moved in some weeks or months earlier.
Later we moved to a much better apartment, and I remember that I had become busy with things we should do. I think that can have been this mind control's influence. It was me, who had become so busy with different things to do; all of it ended up in nothing.
Now in the end of this year, I think that I have a good starting point, to begin to understand as much as I can, about these things.
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Sunday, December 22, 2013
We are in the end of the year, and it comes naturally to think things over. There are a few things, I got in mind. I have now unmasked, how this mind control crime has tricked me; that is something decisive. I have also understood, that this influence must have been done in a special way; there must have been used a drug or drugs, and the influence has been done beyond the awake consciousness. That means; that this is not a normal influence, as we know it to be, when we are awake and conscious.
I also think; that the first I was influenced to, was something which should ruin my marriage. I now remember; that we were very kind to each other, and we liked to be together. Our child become something very interesting and positive in our life, and we were very fond of our child. I remember that I not wanted to be divorced, that was something terribly which I did not like at all; I disliked it very, very, very much. We were very constructive, and kept accounts and budget and saved money every month. We made things better and better every day, and had fun and were happy every day. We had no boring days together. I think that I have been influenced to say something to my wife, which I did not understand and remember afterwards. And I have been influenced to think that I am kind to my wife, when I move away from her. This has worked against the loyalty of my wife, so that become difficult for her, and she did not understand any thing about it. I wanted to be kind to her all the time, but did not neither remember or understand about how this was.
This is how the marriage, as a social institution; have been attacked and ruined. I think that the family is the absolutely most important institution in all societies; it can never be a job to be humans, that will never work, such budgets will never be large enough, there will never be enough money. Such work can only be a contributing factor, it can never be it all. Ordinary people are the most important people in all societies. And people must live in a way were they work together, that is the only way it can work. It does not matter how good things are talked about; when it is about aims, which only can go wrong.
I also think that my state of mind changed, after this influence was done to me. I think that I become disconnected in my mind.
I think this is something important about how this started. Afterward it has become more and more. And I have some thoughts about, that this influence can have been done in a way, were some different kinds of influences can develop into indefinitely different results. Things I have said, and not remembered or understood. Wrong memory images about things, which not have happened. And influence to like things, and not like things. Also influence to understand wrong about things, which can be something very destructive. And more. These criminals have thought of many things, which they can use this method to, in the course of all these years.
I think that I must start to work more systematically with this the next year, and use months and maybe more, with my work with these tings. But I think that the first I shall do, is something shorter and easier and faster for me to do; but that also must take some time, to be done thoroughly. I have wrote this many times, but one day it most become the reality.
This last passage gets me to think, that this crimes with use of mind control, is something we do not know about; therefore it has become more in my memory all the time, which I earlier did not know. When it is something you do not know about, it does not help how clever you are. Because you must first know something, before you can start to understand something. So these criminals can be the most stupid people in the whole world, who only need to hide what they are doing. And they can trick the most clever people in the world, when these do not know about this crime.
I will write a little about how things goes, here in this message section.
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Now, this year soon is over; and a new year starts. This year has been the most important year; regarding how I have found out something correct, about this crime with mind control.
Today I think about that the method these criminals use, can be used in many ways. And there can be, that one of the possibilities; is to only start processes in the subconscious mind, which afterwards influence the person in many different ways.
This possibility is dangerous; and it is necessary to do something against it, because there are people who want to use such a possibility.
I think that the human beings have the possibilities, to succeed with intellectual and social development, in a fairly way. To free the human possibilities, is the meaning with our existence, I think; not to control other humans. I think that there are possibilities build in; into our human existence. I also think that it can be a huge crime, not to believe in these possibilities; because it is these possibilities we humans shall try to manage to develop, to do right. We shall not start to believe in malicious social solutions.
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