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● 2014 · 8
▼ Messages 8
Today; I have a few things, which have come up in my mind, after the last messages.
In the 'Messages 1, Wednesday, July 17, 2013;' and 'Messages 6, Tuesday, April 29, 2014;' I have written about the sweater, which my wife first had given to me, and afterwards started to use herself. I think these criminals can have influenced me to say something, which got my wife to buy a new sweater to me, and start to use this sweater herself. Below I have photo of my wife at that time, taken in a photo machine, for use at identity cards and suchlike. These pictures came out of the machine as four small photos each time, and I got one to have to look at in my wallet. This is enlarged. This picture is from after the summer 1977. On this picture she also wear this sweater. She always had this sweater on, for many years after 1977 and into the 80s. When I looked at the new hair style, I started to think about that I can have been influenced to say to here, that she should change her hair style. And then I thought, that it can be because I earlier used to plait her hair, and these criminals have wanted to ruin that. I had bought the golden earrings and the scarf to her, that was bottle green, because I had asked here about what colors she liked. I can have been influenced to do that also. The rain jacket was bought to the cycle tour, the summer 1977. I still have some of these different small photo machine photos I got from here to have in my wallet.
In 1980 or 81, I bought a kerosene lamp, which it is a picture of below. Now I think I can have been influenced by these criminals, to bring my life as a child together with my mother's mother at the alpine pasture, into this little apartment in a residential area in Oslo town centre.
But a lamp shade as this red one, was not generally used at the alpine pasture. Below I have a picture of a kerosene lamp which often was used.
When I thought about this, I got a strong feeling of breathing fresh air. And I started to think about that I earlier in my life, wanted to live a place with fresh air, not in the town centre. Below there is a picture of me by the alpine pasture, when I am together with the farm animals on their way into the mountains, to find grazing land in 1967. I was 12 years old at this photo.
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In the last message I wrote about that I used to plait my wife's hair when we got married in 1975. I also used to cut her hair; so after she changed the hair style in 1977 or later, I both had stopped plaiting her hair and cutting her hair. In the summer 1976, she also had changed her hair to fringe and shorter hair. I think these criminals who use mind control; have influenced me, so I afterwards influenced other people to such changes; by saying things, and by changing my own behavior. Something like this, is something about what these criminals can do with their methods.
Below there is a picture of two wooden jars which we made as Christmas gifts in 1977. I had bought a drill and additional equipments for cabinetmaking; among others a lathe which I used to make these wooden jars. My wife painted them. We mass‐produced them. There were many things we had made together; we had a very fine and cheerful contact with each other. I think these criminals had influenced me to buy these equipments for cabinetmaking; later I never used them again. Things changed again and again, more and more, and I think that is because of the influence by these criminals.
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Below, there is a photograph of me on the motorcycle in the autumn 1983. It is a Kawasaki Z 550 F. I used so much money at safety equipment as helmet and clothing etc., so I had to buy a smaller motorcycle than I first had thought to do. I had first planned to buy one at ca. 46 in³ (750 cm³), but I bought one at ca. 34 in³ (550 cm³). In the beginning of the development of this interest, I had plans about buying on at ca. 15 in³ (250 cm³); a time after that, on at ca. 25 in³ (400 cm³). Before I bought this motorcycle, I had read books and monthly motorcycle magazines during a year.
The reason for why I show this picture; is that after, I got married in 1975, I think that a motorcycle could be the last thing I had some thoughts about buying. After I got married; I think I talked to my wife, about that we after some time, could buy a car. And that was how this started, with plans about buying a car. I think this criminals who use mind control, have changed this; so I ended up with this motorcycle instead of a car.
This picture is taken a short time after I bought the motorcycle. The house in the background, is where my grandparents had lived. My father had made the red bench. I had made the round table. At the farm; boards often where made from the farm's own timber, at the timber mill near by.
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After the last message, September 11, I have had some clear reactions afterwards:
First, I started to think about how I after some time, after I bought that motorcycle in 1983; started to be certain about that I should buy a motorcycle about twice as big, as that one. But because of how everything was ruined for me in 1986, I have not had any motorcycle at all, after that.
Then, I started to think about; that now, it is like I come into myself again. After thinking about that for a few days; I started to think about, that it is like, that I remember, that when I was influenced by these criminals in 1976, they said this to me: 'Now the person you are, walks out of that door into this room, and disappears. And the person you shall be from today, will be you instead of that person how has disappeared.'
After this; I started to think about how the helmet and the clothing I wore on the motorcycle, covered me completely. And I thought about that the influence by these criminals, could be experienced like be completely covered by it.
And so, I started to think; that maybe they have influenced me to something regarding this. Something about that I should develope to be such a person. A person covered by their influences, who takes shape by controlling such a powerful machine, which becomes a part of one's own body. When I had the motorcycle; I started to feel more as myself and more safe, on the motorcycle, than I did as a pedestrian walking on the sidewalks. It was like the motorcycle was a part of myself.
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After the last message, September 18; I had the part about that the person I am, walked out of the door and disappeared away from me, in my thoughts all the time for some days.
On a bus ride for about one hour, I got some thoughts about this, which I decided to write down. Now, a few days after that again, I get the word 'split' in my mind, when I now start to write about this. But I can not place that word, it only appears as a single word in my mind.
When I wrote down this on that bus ride; I thought that this can be wrong, it can be partially correct, and it can be correct; it is impossible for me to be sure about that. After I wrote down this, these thoughts ceased; before that, I could not get them out of my mind. Here is the note as I wrote it down on the bus ride; Saturday, September 20:
'It shall now be created an experience in you, which is, that the one you are, who lies here, now gets halfway up and out of your physical body, so that your soul and your spirit have left your body; which now only lives, but not more is that one who came in here today. Now that spiritual creature which was you, walks towards the door where it came in, and walks out from here and disappears. You who are here, do not know that you came here today. And after this has been done ready, you are dead, but live as a living dead, and can not find back here again. And that one who went out, never finds you here more.'
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The day after the previous message, September 25, I got five clear memory images which I clearly visualized in my mind:
1. A spiritual black creature sits halfway up, and out of my body, which lies on the back.
2. This spiritual black creature sits on the edge, where I lies, with the bones on the floor.
3. The spiritual black creature stands on the floor.
4. The spiritual black creature walks towards the door.
5. The spiritual black creature walks out of the door and disappears.
I see this, as I look at it from outside, as I myself am a kind of nothingness, who see this.
I, who lie on the back, am like a black shadow.
The spiritual creature is like a black shadow.
A male person who stands by my side, is also only a black shadow. This person stands there as one, who is he, who has the power over what happens.
The day after this again, I experience that the shadow, who sat up and walked out, crisp and clean not is a shadow, but that one I today am, and who I that time in 1976 could have seen in the mirror. One who is alive with colors and clothes etc. Like it is that one I am today, who was that one I was that time, who walked out of the door. This is also a clear memory image. And it is like I just walk easy and fast away.
In the time after this again, all of this is gone from my mind and my thoughts. I have dwell on this, because I comprehend that it is something with this. But I have not found out anything more of it.
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The last messages have been about something, which I think, can have to do with an influence with the intention to split my own personality out and away from me. I am careful with concluding and defining something about what this method, (which I am exposed to,) does. I have had thoughts about; that, can they really do things like this? Is that possible? Or, is it not possible? I have answered that question in my thoughts, by thinking; that I shall not at this stage in my development against this, do any conclusions or definitions about that. This is because I think that this method really has a very dangerous strong effect. I do not think that they really have got myself to walk away from me. But I think, that in on way or another, they have achieved very dangerous and strong effects. So my motivation to be careful regarding writing about this now, is that I will not minimize what this method can do. This method is really very dangerous.
After being busy with this for some weeks now, I also will write about, that when I got this memory in my thoughts, I got a kind of flash for some seconds, which was like a little dizzy feeling, which was experienced as physical, in my head. I did not think so much about that when it happened. I think it was at the bus ride, which I wrote about in the message September 25. About how I got a memory about that they influenced me, to experience that my soul and spirit left my body. This dizzy feeling has arisen now and then, in connection with similar situations.
The last weeks, I have thought about that now I have reached a terminal point. Now I am finished with the period which started in March, 2013. Very much has changed in me, during this period. I now think that these changes, is because I have changed what I do, so I not have done what these criminals have influenced me to do. And that change in my behavior, is because I have started to understand something.
These criminals had influenced me to find out wrong. But that has now changed, and I have found out something correct instead.
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When I now in these last messages, have experienced that I have reached a terminal point, I also have started to make a new Images section. This section can have many parts, but for the time being I only have made one part. In this new part, I have the images of my daughter and me which I had before, but in addition to that, I also have images of my wife who I was married with. This is because I now understand that it is our family, which has been ruined by this influence with mind control. The Images section is not finished yet, but I put it out so it is possible to se what I am now are working with. With this new Images section, I now experience that I am finished with this preparation to start working more systematically with this.
This ► Images section is only at the large website, not at the small part adapted to smaller mobile devices. This smaller part, is a supplement to the large website.
In the last message, I wrote about that I got a kind of flash in my head, when I got the memory about how I have been influenced, in a way which shall split my personality. Afterwards I have thought about that maybe that has something to do with energy in my brain. I feel that I now have got the correct upper hand, towards what has been done to me. The last days I also have felt a little lightening in my general condition; like I earlier always had the brakes on, in a way which did it a little more heavy to live.
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Just now, I got some thoughts which I thought, that I should write about in a few minutes. The last days, I have fixed things on the website, like removing unnecessary hidden things from the files etc., in connection with finishing the new 'Images' section. I have also caught a terribly cold, it is rainy weather and a little cold in Oslo these days. But now, I sit in a warm room, and feel a little ill, but well also because of the extra high temperature in the room.
What I have thought about, is: Can it be, that what these criminals are doing, that happens in a special part of the brain? And I think, that it can be, something like that.
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When I now thought, that I should finish the new 'Images' section, I found different things to improve and tidy up on the whole web site. Therefore the 'Images' section still lacks texts for many of the images. The rest is finished, and I have also improved the files this weekend. For example; I had many ready‐made text formats in the files, now I only have them I use in each file. I have been doing such things this weekend.
If some links not work, because of how I have changed something, it is necessary to refresh the page. In an ordinary PC Internet browser, it is a renewing symbol to click on.
This is at the top of the browser. The browser saves browser data to use them again, therefore it can be necessary to renew a page. This function only renew the current page.
The cold I got before this weekend, is now much better. I have been warm the whole time, and that has worked.
Regarding the 'Image' section, and the image 35, my daughter in the sheepskin; I become sure about that this crime with mind control, has been done against me between that image, and image 37, my daughter on a walk in the wood. And probably early in 1976. This time, these photographs make me understand much about what has happened. I have become absorbed in the images when working with them on the 'Image' section.
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Just now, I sit and made texts to the photos at the 'Images' section. And in this moment, I got a finished train of thoughts, which I will write here.
This method, which these criminals are using; influences a person's brain. It is relevant to define precisely that, by saying; that this method, influences the person's brain, not the person. To say it this way; is to emphasize that this is something, which is done against a person's brain.
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In the beginning of these messages; I wrote, that I in a few weeks, should try to write something briefly about this. The first comparison I now get in my thoughts; is that these messages, have been written in a corresponding way, as how a donkey walks after a carrot on a stick in front of its head. The typical picture of a donkey with a stick fastened on its back, which goes over its head, with a carrot hanging in a line in front of its eyes. And how the donkey walks and walks after the carrot, without reaching the carrot.
This is a little especial, because after I have written this first comparison; there come some other thoughts immediately afterwards. That is, that such a carrot in my mind; is my daughter, who I shall know about; and my wife, which I not shall know about. And this is the basic motivation, which these criminals have done their manipulated influences on the basis of. Further; these manipulated influences have been put together with other motivational factors, which are hidden in my subconsciousness.
The step by step principle, by using such motivational factors, is also clear for me now. After they have motivated me to the first step, because of such factors, it is possible to motivate me to the second step, which not had been possible before the first step. By doing this again and again, it is possible for them to start with one motivation, which in the end has been turned around to the opposite. When such things are hidden in the subconsciousness; it is difficult to understand. It is also correct to say; that it is impossible to understand, if you not have any suspicion about something like this.
God is also a factor these criminals have used, as a motivational factor. And that is a terrible dangerous factor, if they get the control over it.
The possibility to make memory images, about happenings which not have happened; to use that as motivation, is also a dangerous possibility these criminals use.
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After the message yesterday, I also became aware of how it seems like, that these criminals can say different things. That can be something to do, something to say to a specified person, something to feel, something to think, something to want, something not to want, etc. This is something it could be possible to writer much about. But instead of doing that halfway, I only write a note about it.
Here I shall mention an example, which I clearly have in my mind. It seems for me, like they have said this to me: 'You shall drink too much coffee. Because you are too much fond of what you then do. Because, when you drink coffee, you are together with someone you love, who love you. This is hidden inside of you, and it is only me here, who know who that is, who is the one who you now live together with.'
When I get a memory like this in my mind, I think that maybe they have said something else, but this is what it becomes for me. It seems for me, that it is possible for them, to say some kind of simple commands. But I think, that I do not know how they exactly are doing that.
It seems also clear for me; that it is possible for them, to make influences which can be activated anywhere, at any time. This can be connect to specified situations, without specified places, times, or people.
I have also had an impression of; that they can start up processes which produce influences by its own. But this is not anything I have any exact memory about that have been done. Such things can be such as; about all what you have wanted to do, about all what you not have wanted to do, etc.
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By looking at these three last messages, this included, I think this can be a 1, 2, 3, short text; which in a brief way, shows something about what this can be. In this third message, in that series; it is about physical pains, which can be felt in the body.
Can that be true? That is a relevant question, which I also have asked myself about many times. And it is clear, that I have something to go on regarding this. Her I shall mention a clear example.
In the nineties, about twenty years ago, I got some very noticeably reactions, which I am sure about that are caused by this method, by this criminals. It was when I tried to find out about something, which I now understand that they had made up for me, which only was wrong. Then I got strong physical reactions. And that was when I tried to find out about what that was.
Is this some physical reactions, which these criminals can cause? Or is it something which happens because of what they have done to me? I do not know. It was; that I felt, that I very strongly was dragged down, and lost all my energy. And I thought; that it was, that they tried to kill me. This happened many times.
Some days ago, I got a terrible pain in my lower jaw, around my lower teeth. This lasted for about 15 minutes. I did not care about how long. It was a terrible pain. When this happened, I had experiences to think, that this can be because of what these criminals have done to me. But I do not know exactly, if this was caused by something like that. But I have experiences to think, that it can be that way. This has happened several times before.
When I have thought about how it can be possible to do something like that, I have thought; that maybe they make pains in my body, and say something so I shall feel that pain again. But this is only something I think, because I do not know what it is. And it can be something else.
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After the three previous messages, I now also think that I shall write a concentrated and short note about what happened regarding my daughter, her mother, and me, in 1986.
From Friday, January 17; to Sunday, January 19, 1986; my daughter and I were together at my place, as it had been usual for us to be, since I got separated in 1979, and later divorced. Her mother called at Sunday, and said that her family was there, and asked if she could come and get our daughter earlier than agreed on. Our daughter did not want that. But I said that maybe she could come home earlier that day, if she could be more together with me another time; and that she agreed on. But she did not want it.
When I called her mother on the telephone, on the Monday afterwards, she only hang up the phone. And it continued that way.
12 days after this, Friday, January 31; I went to where my daughter lived together with her mother. Her mother and I talked about what had happened. She said that her family had been so many, that she not had been able to manage how they took control over it all. My daughter's mother wanted to call one of my friends, who she did not know, even I did not want that. He only called the police, and they came and took me away, and said that I should not be there. After that, this also only become worse and worse.
Friday, February 7; I had lied and cried the whole night, because I was thinking about that my daughter's mother only become more and more bewildered. And both the police and others had said, when they were laughing, that maybe they should take my daughter's mother instead of me. I do not trust people who behave that way. And I tried to do something by myself, because I could not trust others. I went to my daughters mother and slapped her like you do to someone who is unconscious.
After that, we talked for many hours. I also went out for about 30 minutes, and bought something to eat, and came back. Then my doctor called, and talked to her. Then the police came and took me to the doctor. She sat behind her desk and smiled.
After this, I more and more lost my memory, until nothing was left of it, in the summer that year.
I have never beaten someone my whole life, not a single human a single time. And these people who did this against me; have started to say that I both have beaten my daughter and her mother. And that talking has developed more and more, when I not could remember anything longer.
It is these people' lies, which have done so much harm, not me. I did not harm anyone. But these people' lies, have harmed more that it is possible to understand.
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By these four last previous messages; I now think I have reached the turning point. From where I now, will start to work with more long‐lasting writings. But, as I for a long time have written about, I must finishing the redecoration of my little apartment, so I have a good place to work with these things. I also have other things to take care of; my job, and different other things. This Web site is something I do on my leisure time.
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These two pictures below, have for some time; been on the wallpaper I have one my computer screen. I have copied each of them to a texture wallpaper background, so that has become the wallpaper I see each time I use my computer.
These two pictures are from my parents photo album, and are of my wife, me and our daughter, from 1975. Today I thought, that I can not take these pictures away, and replace them with another wallpaper. I am not able to do that. I think that I have to use the rest of my life to find out about, that some people have wanted to ruin what these pictures show.
These criminals have wanted to ruin this. And they have wanted me to forget about this, but I am not able to do that.
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When I was a child, I got a book as a present, called Jordens Erobring (The Conquest of Earth). An atlas‐history of man's journeys into the unknown. Gyldendal publishing firm in Norway, published in 1962. Written by Frank Debenham. Original title: Discovery and Exploration: An atlas‐history of man's journeys into the unknown. Published 1962. This book was something very exciting for me, and I remember it very well. The book had a large size, and there were many images in it. The book was about how humans had travelled into the unknown.
Now I also have finished a kind of journey into the unknown. And the unknown was myself. Myself had become something unknown for me. What I in the end found on this journey, was myself again, something I not know about any longer when this journey started. And when I have reached this kind of a place, then I can start to do something there. Because then I am at a place where there are possibilities.
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Approximately, it can be possible to say that I just about every decades since 1976, have had five different periods regarding this.
In the 1970s; this influence was done against me, and it started to work, but I did not understand or know anything about that.
In the 1980s; my whole life was ruined by this influence, but I did not understand or know anything about how this really had been done against me.
In the 1990s; I started to find out about this in a way I had been influenced to do wrong, and I only found out wrong about it.
In the 2000s; I found out correct about what had happened to me in 1986. And that was because I used all the possibilities it was possible to use, to do that. But I still had a wrong picture about what this crime with use of mind control is.
In the 2010s; I both have found out correct about what has happened to me, and I have got a correct picture of how this crime with use of mind control is.
In the beginning, it was impossible. But in the end, after circa 40 years, it has been possible. All these years I have used all my time, and all my energy, on this. And I have been looking at it, in a way similar to how you use a microscope.
Today I am in a kind of beginning, regarding to understand something about this.
This has not been easy.
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When I think about all the parts of this situation, an explanation is something which forces itself through. And what that in the end becomes; is how I in 1976 was influenced to write down a name in a notebook, which I looked after ten years later. And thought that I had written it down, because I had talked to that person. It has been possible to get me to do something like that, in just a moment; to write down the name, something I only had in mind for a few seconds. I had never talked to that person, and I did never think about that note before ten years later. This shows what it is possible for these criminals to do. And this is the first step to a correct explanation. It is also something which is planned, that I never shall be able to find out and understand. This should have been the insurmountable barrier for me, which I never should have understood, (a simple and easy obstruction).
This discovery got me to more and more understand about this. And it has now become possible for me to begin to put all the pieces together.
Since March 2013, when I understood about this, it has been like moving out of a labyrinth. Before I understood about this, I only got more and more trapped in such a labyrinth. But after March 2013, I have found the way out of this labyrinth, back again to who I was before.
It was because I found out that the note in the notebook, was written in 1976; that I started to think, that I must find back to what, which was my life before 1976. And when I started to think about that, I found out that I did not remember anything about that period in my life any longer. To concentrate on this, has worked; and it has worked extremely well. It is possible for myself to understand; that this resetting of myself to before 1976, is a very big change. It is correct to say, that this change has been absolutely necessary and decisive. So after that, it is possible for me to start to work sensible with what has happened with me.
This also looks like, that psychological influences are important regarding this. And that means, that it much has to do with advanced subconscious psychological influences; which the consciousness do not know about or understand. It helps to understand about it. (Advanced methods are only something more, something it is necessary to use more time to find out about, to explain it in a more compounded way. In a way, it is possible to say; that advanced methods are many simple things, put together to advanced systems.)
What happened in 1986, when everything was ruined for me; is in a nutshell, that I not was able to do anything, about that wrong things and crimes were done against me. To ruin the relationship between a child and a father; is a very big crime in Norway. And this became also much more than only that. Among other things; it became something very, very, very cruel. The last time my child and I were together like it should be; we had a normal situation, and my child wanted to be more together with me than before, this was in 1986. Why should someone ruin the relationship between my child an me? I was not prepared for something like that.
This situation has also ruined for a series of different humans; both my family, my friends and others. It is also relevant to understand that such influences by these criminals, are active around me before 1976.
Today I am in a kind of readjustment phase; like I have reached the destination, and walks about to reconnoitre what I shall do.
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These messages were not meant to be like they have been. They were meant to be about what I am doing, so others can know what I am working with, and what is in store, and when it maybe is something new on the website, etc.
But after I had made the new design for the website, and also this messages part; these texts started to reflect what was happening with me. I was not prepared for that. And I can know myself, that this period, when I have written these messages, has been a big change inside of me. Outwardly, I think there not has been so very visible, what has happened to me in all these years. I have all the time had a ordinary working day, and such things. What has happened inside of me, has been something which I not have been able to explain. I also lost my memory, and could not remember what had happened to me.
Now I clearly can comprehend, that I am finished with this period; which I not knew about, that should happen, before it started. And I have to do different things, which I the whole time in this period, have failed to do. This is first of all the touching up of my little apartment, which all the time has been half‐finished.
Regarding this mind control method, and what it does; I now have much thinking about, that neither I, nor others, can remember exactly what these criminals have said or done to oneself. Maybe the nearest it is possible to come, is before and afterwards, and a little of what it maybe can be, without being sure about if that is correct. For me, this now is something which I have a dim memory about. For me, this still is difficult to find out more about. A short time afterwards, it could has been more easy. But a so long time afterwards, it is difficult to find other information; which can be helpful, regarding putting all the different things which have happened, back again. It is also easy for them; to put together another situation, another place, with another people; where this influence is experienced to happen.
The more we find out about all of these; the more we will come nearer, to being able to act in this matter. It is clear, that it is necessary for these criminals to hide all of these, to get it to work. I think that they maybe are so sure about, that it is impossible to find out about this; that they only care about doing what they are doing, the way they all the time have been able to do it, without that others have understood anything. They have hidden themselves in our common world of ideas.
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The last days, I have had my attention focused on a situation, which has got a heavy weight in my mind. It is that I see myself lying on my back upon something, in a room which is dimmed in my mind; around me there are some few people, who are busy with me. In this situation, it is possible for these people to influence me, although I am not conscious present; I am not there, although my body with its mind, is lying there. The first comparison I get, is that to get contact with this in my mind, is like I have got a heavy anchor fastening deep down in my mind. And I experience that, these days.
After this, I think about; that for me, it have been important not to do wrong things. This becomes; that for me, it is something positive not to do something. I think; that after that day, when this influence was done against me, it could have been the best not to do anything more at all. But the problem is; that exactly that, was something which I not was aware of. In my case; I more and more have concentrated on writing about this, to try to find out about it, and that has led to that I have done very little other things.
Today, I think I have been able to turn this situation around. So it now is possible for me to do positive things. This turnaround in my mind, is experienced as something with heavy weight in my mind.
What is it, which is heavy for my mind? That is a question, which comes immediately after I have written this. And that is something I have to think about for a while. What is it, which is heavy? The first which comes in my thoughts; is that it is subconscious influences, which had become a part of myself, without my knowing about it. It is heavy to change oneself back again; that is something which is heavy.
Many times; the questions come first in my mind. And after that again; I start to try to find answers to the questions I get in my mind. I have a way of being, which is controlled of thoughts, about what are correct about different things. Because for this, the most dangerous these criminals have done against me, is to try to change my thoughts about what are correct, about different things. And this is something typical, I think; they change peoples thoughts about what are correct.
There have been two ways of saying what is correct, and what is wrong, in our history. It has been how those in power, who typical have taken the power with use of armed force; decide what shall be correct, which typical shall build up their own prosperity. And it has been how people start to find out about what are true about things. For example; it is true that something is evil and unfair, and it is possible to say that such things, shall decide what is correct. That it shall be wrong to do evil and unfair things. These two views have typical caused conflicts.
Do these criminals want to change peoples understanding about what is correct, and what is wrong? That can maybe be; but I do not know what they are doing.
This also has to do with what democracy is, in modern sense. I will not go more thoroughly into my thoughts about that now. But it can not be any doubt about, that democracy in modern sense; is about that all social groups shall have democratic power, to take care of their situations, because others first of all take care about themselves. Modern democracy understands that all social groups must be able to represent themselves, if all social groups shall have their democratic rights ensured. And it is an important challenge for all societies in the world, to be able to reach that goal.
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After the previous message, December 8, and the last chapter, where I wrote a few words about democracy; I got different thoughts. One of these thoughts, was about the difference between these two circumstances:
1. That power in the societies, are taken by rulers with use of armed force.
2. That power in the societies, are under the power of human common sense and understanding.
I started to think about, that this has to do with the cause for war. People who take the power; typical make wars. But if we humans can be able to let the real and true human common sense and understanding, have the power in the societies; then it is thinkable that war not will be relevant any longer.
It also is possible to define two other circumstances:
1. Development of selfish power, by rulers who live on power over other humans.
2. Development of the possibilities by mankind. Which will be development, of what mankind is; a realization of mankind. That also has to do with a realization of what the whole world is; and what the planet Earth is.
It is also possible to think; that the more we humans develop, the more wars become impossible.
The first chapter in the previous message, December 8, also has led to more thoughts. First, it started to become unpleasant. After that, I started to think; that could have something to do with, that these criminals have said something to me, about that it should be a place inside of me. They can even have said something about, that this place should anchor fastening my personality. I have no memory about something like that. But after these thoughts, I felt better again.
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In the two previous messages, from December 8 and 9; I have written about how I see myself, when I am influenced by these criminals; about power and societies, and about democracy. Such texts, are only some key words, something which bring the thoughts in contact with these subjects. Today, the third day; I have got a kind of development, of how I see myself when I am influenced by these criminals.
This happening I see, when I see myself in that situation, has engaged my thoughts these days. I have thought about, that this has to do with something, which these criminals have done against me. And I have thought much around, how these criminals have done something, which has influenced a particular function inside of me.
I think about that this particular function, is something special. I have got thoughts about that this function could be something, which has a fundamental and managing role. Something which controls the heartbeat, breathing and other body parts. But I think that thoughts like this, not are correct understanding, but these thoughts show how I think about what this can be.
My experience regarding how something maybe are dangerous with this; is to be calm, and not to do too much if something starts to be experienced as dangerous. I have had positive experiences with doing other thing for some time, now and then. I have always experienced, that all kinds of effects regarding this, always lose their power more and more. This has been something I always have thought about, when things have become hard to manage. Maybe this is something which only happens to me, because these criminals have done such things against me.
Once again, I come to the understanding; that I can not remember what has been done to me, regarding this. Today it seems for me like, that it is impossible to remember that this has been done to oneself. For me; it has become that way, that I have understood how they have tricked me, to start to find out wrong about this. I have uncovered that. It is possible for me, to begin to understand much about this, but I do not think it is possible for me to remember what these criminals have done against me. Today I think that this is the nearest I can come, regarding what this is.
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This situation where I see myself; which I have written about in messages December 8, 9 and 10, do not escape from my thoughts. Just now, when I went out for a walk, and into a shop where I bought some foodstuffs; there came thoughts up in my mind about, that this person is dead. It is me, who is dead. I write this down, because I think this has something to do with what has been done against me. I think that it can be, that I have pressed myself so much close upon this inside myself, that now nothing of it works any longer. I do not know what this can be. But I feel that this influence over me, now practically has stopped working. The more I find out and understand about this, the more this influence stops to work. This situation which I see inside of me, is now something unimportant nonsense which does not work. But I do not know how it should have worked.
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The situation I see inside myself, which I have written about December 8, 9, 10 and 11; have now lost its intensity. That means; that this now is something I only know that have been in my thoughts, but at any time I can forget about it.
Today I think; that this happening, where I have had this intense contact with this situation inside of me for some days, is that I have got over it all. I think that now I have passed through this influence, which was done against me for nearly 39 years ago. Since 1986 I have been consciously taken up with this. These nearly 29 years; I have been intensely busy with this. It can be associate with moving a mountain, by moving a little part of it every day. All this 29 years, I have been alone with doing this. But I have had contact with other people every day.
I have had some thoughts now also, after this happening has waned. I have thought about how this influence can change; between being weaker and weaker and disappear, or being stronger and stronger and establish itself. This has to do with if a person starts to believe in it, or not. If a person not starts to believe in it, then it not starts to become more and more. But if a person starts to believe in it, then it takes root in the person in some way, and it becomes the person's own strength. It takes over the person's own conviction and strength. Such things can then become a person's lifework, something a person will devote oneself to, etc. In that way, these influences can become very much; but that is if the influences have be able to be the person.
But these influences can be different things. And it is possible to combine these different ways of doing this. The most dangerous is, that these criminals can trick the person they influence. The person do not know what has been done against oneself. And it is possible for this criminals to trick a person to change one's conviction about what is correct. By combining, and by using a step by step tactic, it is possible for them to move a person's personality. But there are more that this also, of course more than I know about also. But these examples are what I immediately get in my thoughts, something which I have fully understood.
I have also all the time thought about, that this has to do with a relationship between the consciousness and the subconscious. The more the consciousness know and understand about this, the better, I think. Much of this, has to do with that these influences trick a person's consciousness; the more a person understand about this, the more a person can hinder this influence.
I think, that the more a person becomes able to hinder this influence, the more the person breaks down this influence inside of oneself. This method is dependent on being kept secret; it works when we do not understand about it. But if we understand about it, then it does not work so much any longer; and that of it which work, can be discovered and understood.
I also think that these criminals have done something else against me, than against others. They have made up something to me, which should become something I should find out about, something which only is wrong. Regarding others, it can be different, others have not got any such influence which they shall find out about. But I think it is possible to be good in understanding how such things are done.
A understanding about that it is possible to take these roots from these influences away, has been very successful for me for some hours now, after I found that way of thinking about it. It is like it helps to understand about it that way; that it is possible to take the whole nuisance away with the root.
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Something which I have thought about regarding these influences; is that what can look like something stupid or improbable etc., when a conscious person hears about it, can maybe be experienced extremely dangerous in a subconscious state, without conscious understanding. In a subconscious state, there maybe is no sensible understanding present, which can understand what are truths or lies, correct or wrong, etc. Something which is nonsense in a conscious state; maybe can be experienced as life threatening in a subconscious state. For example; if someone says to a conscious person, that now you are dying, the person will understand that it only is nonsense. But if someone says to a person in a subconscious state, that now you are dying, then it maybe is experienced as a fact. I have all the time, all these years, been aware of this; and I have tried to hold my conscious understanding about such things, together with my subconscious state. I have concentrated me about this condition, like I have tried to give energy to a connection between these two states. So even I not have been able to comprehend my subconscious state, I still have concentrated me about giving my conscious understanding to my subconscious state.
I also think about, that it has led to something, how I started to find back to myself as I was before 1976. That has worked in a way, which has ruined these influences in me. I think that since March 2013, and until today; the way I have found back to my earlier life, has ruined these influences. Therefore I think, that now are these influences ruined, and do not work as they were planned to do any longer. All the years, I have tried to ruin these influences, even I do not know exactly what they are.
Today I think, that how I since March 2013, have started to find out about important things in my life, which had disappeared from my memory; that has become a special kind of countermove, against these influences in me. It has worked against these influences, that I have done something like this, in a way which has broken down and weakened these influences. It can also look like, that this activity also has provoked these influences, so I maybe because of that, have been able to find out a little about them. And the increasing of my understanding and consciousness‐raising, have normalized me. Now I feel like I was before 1976. These things which I have found out about again, which were important for me before, have brought back a broad rang of different life contents for me from before. It is like I have turned back and away from being a product of these influences, to being myself again instead.
I think I have worked against that will, which in a way, was in these influences. So because of that, the will behind these influences, has lost their meaning over me.
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In March 2013 I got a breakthrough, regarding how I wrote down a name in a notebook in 1976, for a person I never had seen, and who do not exists. I understood that these criminals had influenced me, to write down this name in the notebook. That discovery, cleared up this situation, and it became possible to understand it all. This also led to that it became possible for me, to fit the pieces into the picture this had become for meg.
Just when this had happened in 2013, I began to understand that the content in my life from before 1976, had disappeared from my memory. I thought that this was dangerous. I thought that this made me unable to think correct. Therefore I thought that I had to find out, about what was my life before 1976 again, before I could start to think and do something correct with this. I thought that this was necessary.
First I thought that I should be able to do this very fast. But it has taken one year and ten months. In the course of this period, the activity with finding out about this, has led to a series of different detections about things, which can have been done against me by these criminals.
This period became much longer than I first had thought. But it also became a period where I found out more, and understood more, about what has happened with me.
Now I think I am finished with this period, which started for 22 months ago.
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From I first started to find out about this crime with mind control; I have thought that it has something to do with, how mankind in modern time, started to understand that the societies and the ways of thinking, had been built on incorrect knowledge and incorrect understanding earlier in our history. Because of this; changes become something obvious. No one who wanted things to become more fair and proper; wanted to work against changes for more correct societies, and development of more correct understanding. This situation with this development of more correct knowledge, had to do with almost everything; and that established a situation, where changes become something natural and good.
I think that these criminals, who use mind control, have started to work against this situation. They have started to work against these obvious changes. But this is only something I think; such thoughts are not facts, before they have been proved. I also think; that these criminals have wanted to use the possibility, which this method gives them. Similar to that the humans also wanted to use the possibility, which the electricity gave them. I make this comparison, to emphasize; that I think they can have started to find new possibilities, which they keep secret. This means; that I think they maybe are doing something, which we do not know what is. We do not know what their goals are. But we know about them.
These thoughts make me think; that all the different humans in the societies, and in the world, should join the movement which the understanding of this crime, little by little will result in. Join this development form the first day you find out about this; independent of which social group you belong to. Take an active part from the first day you find out about this.
I am very sure about; that these criminals play all of us off against each other. And they ruin for all of us, in ways which we must use much time to find out about. In the beginning, no one of us know what they have ruined for us.
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Before I wrote this text; my thinking had had all its energy focused on the day when this was done against me. I have had my thoughts focused on that for one week now, but I do not know exactly which day that was. I understand this in a way, which is, that my mental energy is canalized that way. A situation like this, is typical for me; the actual what it is takes all my mental energy and attention for some days or weeks, and sometimes longer. I have thought; that they have influenced me in a way, so things have started to happened from the first day. But the first ten years, after that day, I did not know anything at all about that. Maybe they have influenced me to make my wife glad that day, in a way which makes her sad later on. I think that can be typical for how they are doing things. I should make her glad, only for that she should be sad because of that. But this is also something I think. After that day, when this influence was done against me; everything we had in progress, has been ruined.
I know for sure, that they have done something against me. I can also be sure about some things. Because of that, it is possible for me to start to understand something about what they can have done against me.
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Yesterday it was Christmas Eve. In the evening I went out, to be with my family. I had to use a bus and the subway, to come to another place in Oslo, which is the city where I live. When I went out of the door, towards the bus station, and into the bus which came at once; I thought about that I had been focused on the day, when this crime with mind control was done against me, for more than a week now. I thought about that it is something typical for me, to be that way. I can be so concentrated about something, that I can forget bout which day it is, and even also which year it is. If I am out for a walk; I can forget where I am, and what I went out to do. Inside a unfamiliar building, I can forget where I am. This state can go on 24 hour all day and night, day after day.
I thought about that I probably not can find out which day this was. On the bus I thought about that I had to find some clues, if it should be possible for me to find that day. And then I started to think about; that at that time when this happened, I once bought a box of chocolates with Mon Chéri to my wife . That box was not the same as that one below.
What was that? I started to think. And so I remembered that I first had asked her about which chocolates she liked best of all. She had answered Mon Chéri. I also remembered that she become happy. This could maybe be something, I though. I do not think this was exactly something I had thought of to do. Now the bus had driven two stops. Then I remembered that I had forgotten to bring along the Christmas presents, which I had bought and wrapped up; and I jumped off the bus.
Now I was angry at myself. This is typical for you, I said to myself, now you will be too late. You should hung the shopping bag with the presents on the door handle; you know very well that that is what you had had to do to not forget the presents, I said to myself. And I walked the two stops back, when I was angry at myself because I had forgotten the presents. And I had to send a sms message about that I would be too late.
After this, I have thought about that it maybe can be that. That these criminals have influenced me to do this, to cover up what they had done against me. I have not come any closer to what this can be. But I have come closer to that period of time, and what it was which happened, at that time. I feel like this have got me to come closer to that day, when this crime was done against me. Now I have more around that day, than I had before. One more piece has been found to the puzzle, and it has a place somewhere; that is to be closer.
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After I yesterday wrote, about how I remembered that I bought a box of chocolates with Mon Chéri to my wife, at that time when this influence was done against me; I have got more thoughts about that. Can this be such a memory image, which I have written about before? That is; that I am influenced to remember, that something has happened, which not has happened.
It is something whit this piece in the puzzle in my mind. When I now also have that possibility on view in my mind; this piece has lost its placing in my mind, which it had before. Now I have various elements of uncertainty attached to this piece. And therefore it has lost its strong point, independent of which role it has. In that way; its misleading role has been much reduced.
That piece in my mind, has now become something which not has the role it was meant for any longer. That is something important and positive; because I think its role has been to mislead me. If that for example is to block my thoughts; such a mental block do not work, as it was meant to do, any longer.
To dissolve wrong arrangements in my mind, is positive. Then such things have lost their unerring roles, in their destructive ways which they had.
So even I am unsure about what this can be. I am now in a better mental state, than before. The worst of it all, is to have wrong arrangements in one's mind, which oneself is sure about, that are correct. When oneself not is sure any longer, such arrangements do not block one's thoughts the same way, which they do when you are sure about them. To be sure about something wrong, is something very destructive. If you have a wall in front of you, in your mind; it is better that this wall fall apart, even you do not know what it is.
I remember this box of chocolates with Mon Chéri very well. And that indicates that it can have something to do with this influence with mind control, which has been done against me. When I am influenced to remember something because of that, such things become stronger than other things. It is that way; either it is something which really has happened, or it is a false memoryimage.
It is important to have a correct understanding or picture, of what you know and understand, in your mind.
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Thursday 25, and Friday 26; I have written about that I have remembered, that I bought a box of chocolates with Mon Chéri to my wife. First, on Thursday, I thought it could be something I had been influenced to do in 1976. Afterwards, on Friday, I started to think that this maybe was a memoryimage, which I was influenced to get, about something which not had happened. Today I have started to think, that when it is like this, then all possibilities can be possible. I can also have done this before, and these criminals have changed it with use of mind control. I can also have been influenced to think that she likes them, even she never had said anything about it. It can also has to do with, that I not shall remember, that she likes this chocolates. After I have finished these reasonings; the whole situation seems like something strange, it is like, that I would not have done something, exactly like this. Of course she can have said to me in passing, that these tastes good, when we have seen them someplace; and I have remembered that, and bought a box later on. But now; this has become something unnatural and unfamiliar to me; and I can not exactly place it.
In the beginning of this year, in January 2014, I bought a box of chocolates with Mon Chéri. And I ordered it from abroad, to get a traditional flat box. (But I did not get the box which it was a picture of, but a new plastic box which I could have bought in the neighborhood.) So this has been something I have been taken up with. I do not remember when I first started to think about this, but I think it must be for more than a year ago.
So now these three days, I have been taken up with this, in a way which has lead to, that I think this can be a misleading memoryimage, which I have been influenced to get. That is if so, because it shall hinder me in remembering correct.
This can among other things, give me wrong development of memory, which can be more and more wrong. So it is important to uncover something like this little detail. Such a wrong detail in one's memory, can stop the memory from remembering more; because it does not carry on to other things which really have happened.
We usually had a good time with newly baked brown bread, and that tasted really good. That was something typical which we did.
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Since yesterday, Saturday 27, I have had different thoughts about more to write about. But I have waited. I have thought that there can be millions of things to write about regarding this; but now I must stop, and start to work with this in another way.
For example; right after I had written the previous message, I started to think that these criminals can make misleading influences regarding every single thing they are doing, when they are doing these influences. But after that again; I started to think about, that I do not know what they have done against me. I only know that they have done something against me. That is also what they have done against me, they have given me wrong knowledge and understanding about what this is. And that is done in a way, so I can be sure about that it is correct. So what I have achieve; is to uncover exactly that. What they have done to archive that, is something I only know very little about. But I know; that they have influenced me, to make a note about a person, who I shall think I have talked to. But that person do not exists, and I have not talked to him.
In 1986; I was exposed to extremely unlawful things, against me and those nearest to me. Instead of being corrected; this went form bad to worse, and others came along instead of doing something against it. The police did not help, they become criminals instead of taking criminals; and not small criminals, very big crimes have they done. And the consequences of these crimes are terrible, and those who are guilty, know that, and are only afraid because they care about their own situations. This became dangerous for their victims. This situation became gradually worse and worse. This happened in a way, which was completely incomprehensible for me. People behaved madly. And I become totally mentally ruined, so much, that maybe no one can understand how much that was.
People would not admit that they had done something wrong; and because of that, things become worse and worse until everything was ruined.
When I have made a new messages page for 2015; I think that I shall change how I go on working with this.
I must finishing the redecoration of my apartment, which is half done. And I think it can be something positive, that I think about something else for some time. After that, I must start to work in a more connected and well arranged way. I must work with texts which I use much more time on; weeks, months, and maybe longer. But already now; it is possible to find out on this website, that such things goes on, in a way it is very difficult to find out about.
It seems likely, that these criminals, who use mind control, have caused this situation in 1986. And I am thinking much about what they can have done, to achieve that.
This messages section was made to write some messages now and then, about what I am working with regarding this. And how things goes. It is also possible to write some thoughts about all sorts of things. So I will still write something now and then.
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