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▼ Messages 7
In Messages 4, under Saturday, November 23, 2013; I made a link to the records I had in 1975. Music and records had been one of my interests, which I had cared about. This influence with mind control, seems to have one of its intentions to ruin what that was for me. Therefore it works against this influence, that I find back which records I had. When I remember about these things again, I also become the person again, who I was, when I cared about these things.
Now I also have remembered the five record my wife had. I am not a hundred per cent sure about the record with Mozart, but the record I have found, can be the correct. I remember that my wife at that time, talked about the cover. That was before we got married. That is an example of how many things comes back in place in my mind, when I remember such things.
► Here is a link to information about these five records. Separate window.
14 months ago, it was unlikable for me that I could be able to remember these records. So the last 14 months have built up my original mind again, much more that I earlier thought could be possible.
In Messages 4, Monday, under December 9, 2013; I also have four links to the classical records I had in 1975. Now I have bought two of two of these records, and then I found out that the same records with the same covers, can have different labels on the vinyl records. Her I have two links to these two records, which shows these different labels.
► Edvard Grieg. Separate window.
► Debussy and Ravel. Separate window.
This message is about, that the last 14 months have lead to a much better development for me, than I earlier had thought it could be. Now I am much better able to write about what has happened to me, than a year ago.
What I can write about, is what has happened to myself. It is necessary to find out other things about this crime with use of mind control. Today it seems clear for me, that I never will be able to remember what these criminals have done to me. I can only in the end, understand something because of what has happened.
It is because these criminals have influenced me to find out something wrong and misleading, that I now in the end begin to understand something. I get more and more back my original mental condition. Instead of losing it more and more, which I think, that has been the intention with this influence against me.
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In the last message, Sunday, June 1; I had a link to six of my daughter's records in 1986. There was also one record more which become her record, after I had bought it. This record was Vazelina Bilopphøggers / Fem Fyrer Med Ved (The Vazelina Carwreckers / Five Guys With Firewood) from 1984. So this also was one of hers records. Therefore I made this link again, with that record also. Then it has been correct. This Norwegian rock band had produced exactly this record in Nashville, USA, in 1983; it become very popular in Norway. Their texts and performances are funny and of high standard.
► Here is a link to information of the seven records we bought. Separate window.
We bought these records from 1980. But we did many other things, and my daughter liked more that I read four her. We bought some books, and went to the library and found books there also. Typical I read a book continuous for her at one day, some breaks maybe, but it could be done in the course of a few hours.
She liked to listen to these records, and we played them now and then.
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The poem
What is a poem?
A little text, some words.
A great communication, on rhyme.
A little thought.
Many great words.
A poem, can be a great deal,
long, or short.
Why this question?
A poem; is certainly a poem,
nothing to write about; that.
Is it that way with poems?
Words in order to think.
Words in order to laugh, be serious about,
something to think about.
Many poems, and many thoughts,
are written on our earth.
Read and understood,
in many ways.
Not many texts, are written about poems.
This came to,
because the question exists.
What have it been written poetries about?
Thoughts, which are understood.
Words, which have something to say.
Written a place, at one time.
Read and got meaning, in another mind.
Recited on a stage.
Listened on by many.
Where are the great poets?
Where are the fine thoughts?
What is it which has happened?
Where came this spiritual vacuum from?
Where has the power of reason gone?
When did the senses disappear?
It is time to think, and understand.
Why are we humans here?
Out from a nothingness, we did not arise.
This world is not in that way.
Is there a meaning, which is the cause?
This is not known, but it is thought about that.
In itself the life has meaning, that we know.
But what is behind all of this? That we do not know.
Thursday, June 5, 2014
David H. Hegg
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Now I have got a little but important detail up in my mind, regarding what has happened to me. That is how a friend of my wife and me, during the winter 1977 and 1978 (October ‐ March), or first in 1978; said that we ought to go to family therapy, at a particular public psychiatric polyclinic in Oslo city center. Neither my wife nor I, had thought about or talked about that we had marriage problems. Such things are psychological, said our friend; and talked about what really was that I had rheumatism, which at that time was something I did not understand.
Even we not had any plans about getting divorced, when we first went to this place, which no one of us had known about before; this resulted in that we got divorced. But not only that; it also resulted in that I lost my work as an electrician.
Nothing of this was talked abut or planned before we went to this place.
After a few times when we went to this place together; I continued to come there alone. After some time, they said to me that they could take over my sickness benefit, from the doctor I also had; and that become like that. Monday, September 25, 1978; they told me that they thought; that I could take care of myself, and that I not could come there any more. This was totally unexpected for me. And after I walking out of that building, I went to my place of employment and said that I had to quit my job. Thursday, September 28, 1978 I started to work as a newspaper deliverer. A short time after that, we got separated and divorced.
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In the last message, Thursday, June 12; I wrote about the psychiatric polyclinic I went to in 1978. Regarding that; it also is of importance, that it was a social worker I had contact with there, not a doctor, psychiatrist, psychologist, or something similar. This social worker; usually worked at a social welfare office, and had a kind of link course; still an employee at this social welfare office, who was at this psychiatric polyclinic to learn from it. When this person talked to me; there was a psychologist who gave education and followed up this person regarding talking with me. At this place, this social worker worked in a team with different occupational groups, doctors, psychiatrists, psychologists, and maybe other tings too.
My problem was that I could not sleep. And when I worked as an electrician, at a construction site at that time; I become more and more worn‐out. The first time I went to the doctor, this had become worse and worse for many months. For months I had slept around one hour each day, and in the end I was too much exhausted. Every time I started to work again, this started to be like this again.
When I was reported sick, it become better, because I typically started to sleep in the morning, after lying in the bed the whole night. Before I fell asleep I had been uncomfortable and turned around and around without lying still. This was at that time something I did not understand what could bee. First I went to the doctor to get sleeping pills, but the doctor tried to find another solution to the problem. When I later now and then got sleeping pills, they did not work, it could even be much worse. So this had become difficult for me.
When I started to work as a newspaper deliverer, September 28, 1978; this problem become terrible. But because that working time only was short, about three hours, I was able to manage it. A short time after this, we got separated and divorced. I had temporary positions as school janitor where I had many different things to do; looking after the building and teaching material, the more I wanted to do, the more I had to do; and I slowly become better again. But at that time; I was lonely and filled with strong mental pain because we had been divorced.
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Now it has gone three months over the time limit, which I last year planed to keep this year. When I should start to work more overall and systematically. But this overtime has been useful. All the time when I have worked with this, I have tried to force myself to manage it. That has kept me working year after year. In all these years, these time limits etc. have been something I have exert myself to manage. In a figurative way, it can be compared with making up daily stages at longer distances than I can reach. This has led to progression. When I started to try to find out about this in 1989 ‐ 1990; I was facing an impenetrable wall of nothingness. The first stages was important to come further; even they not at all could show what I later found out about. Therefore I today really are at a turning point this year; it is no doubt about that.
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Today I remember another simple detail, which makes me still more feel like I get my feet on the ground, regarding remembering correct about what has happened.
Early when my wife and I was together, I think it was before we got married; we talked about that we could buy a dog. And we thought that an English Cocker Spaniel would be the dog we wanted to have. Such a dog is not so very big, but still it is big enough to take part in camping trips in woods and mountains which we liked to do. These dogs are also quick to learn and like to be trained. It is a typical hunting dog for small hunting, which can be trained to do many other things too.
My wife had a Samoyed dog, but we thought that dog would like best to be where it always had lived, by her parents.
My grandparents had a Rough Collie which I knew well. So we both were used to dogs.
This can look like something insignificant; but it has a noteworthy strong importance, regarding how I find back to the starting point, before this crime with mind control was done against me.
I look at this in two ways: It is something important to remember. And it is important that I can remember it; that shows an open connection to that part of my life.
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At this turning point, before I start to work more systematically and overall, I think that I shall write a few words about what I have found out.
First a few words about these memory images. This can be something which suddenly steps forward and comes up in one's mind. Regarding a situation which comes into being in one's mind; a person for instance, can come out of nothing. Different such memory hallucinations can be put into system; to make the influenced person start thinking, and in that way reinforce the impression of that it is about something correct. How the influenced person starts to think and tries to find out about it, can make the person be stronger influenced and more convinced of that it is something correct.
I think these influences in the starting point are weak. But in this regard, I also think that these weak influences have the quality; of being able to take control over the strength and power in humans, and in that way become very strong. In this way, these influences are not strong in themselves, but they can be able to take control over the humans' strength and power; and in some way transform into a strong part in the humans mind. This quality with these mind control techniques, where a kind of drug or drugs also must be a part of it; can maybe be something very typical. If this reinforcement not succeed; then such influences maybe not are so much.
If you start to believe in these things, it become stronger and stronger. If you not start to believe in it, it is nearly nothing, only some stupid hallucinations.
In the middle of the nineties, I got some reactions which I at that time thought was some kind of death controls, which had the intention to kill me. These was strong noticeable physical reactions; which must be that it can be possible to gain that by this method. A typical reaction, was the experience of strongly being dragged down to the ground. And I experienced that I nearly lost my mind at the same time. Now I am not sure about what that was, but I am sure about that it was done by these criminals, who use mind control. If this was hallucinations which they had caused; then these hallucinations were very strong. I have also thought that it can be because of unconscious fear, which I have been influenced to. This was also something which maybe become reinforced by how I began to act regarding it. Typical I think that they have tried to outmaneuver my own ways of handling such things. It was something, which for some time become stronger and stronger. And I thought that it not was something to joke about. I tried to find out about what it could be. But today I think that this maybe was something, which should make me begin to think wrong, about what has been done to me. But anyway; I will warn people against provoking this too much, if it should happen something like this. It is better to use the time, some years. But also some minutes and hours can weaken this. To do something else and use all of one's thoughts at that, was something which helped. For me it at one point become very difficult to manage these things.
Maybe only by using words like 'this function stands always over your own thoughts', they can change everything a human start to think. But my situation shows, that it can be possible to break down all they have done. And the more we know and understand about this, the more we can manage it.
To force oneself to manage to do things, is also something I think that these criminals are influencing people to do, when they influence individuals with this method.
In addition to these things; I also have a clear understanding about that they have influenced me to like or mislike different people, ideas, or other things. But also regarding this, it can be that it is necessary to reinforce such influences also, but today I not have any idea about how that can be done.
I have also thought about that these weak influences, also can be put into system by many individuals, who together reinforce the whole situation by them all. They can reinforce each other, and become like an iron grip has taken control over them all, even these influences in the starting point were weak in each of them.
I also have reason to believe that this influence can get people to think about special things, say things, do things, etc., without having any idea about that something, like this has been done to oneself.
My situation is also that I in the beginning become more and more ruined by trying to find out abut this. And I think that have been the plan against me also.
This was a few words about what I know about these things. It is no doubt about that something like this has been done against me.
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In the last message, June 15, the third part, the fifth passage; I wrote about something I thought was some kind of death controls. The reactions regarding this was compounded; like different things should take me at the same time. It could seems like I could die, take leave of my senses, not be able to think any more, be unconscious, etc. It happened over and over again, and become worse and worse, always most problematic out on my job as newspaper deliverer. At home I tried to provoke it, to find out about it, that become never so problematic as on my job. But every time I did my job as usual. I did not say a word about this to a single person, in that period. I thought that no one could understand about this, others than these criminals who use mind control. I want to warn others about this, if something like this should happen. It could be, that it also was a kind of trap, that I wanted to find out about this, that become worse and worse, and was not easy to tackle at all, in the end. Use the time, if something like this should happen, after some minutes, hours, and years; I never have had any problems with this again. Concentrate about something else, all the time, for a long period of time.
In the ninth passage of the same third part; I also wrote about that these weak influences, also can be put into system by many individuals. Here I have made a schematic picture of a locked situation, with eight parties to a dispute, trapped in the vicious circle. Some kind of a mathematical problem, which causes dangerous feelings. Accuracy like mathematical precision, needs to understand such a situation; no lies.
This schematic picture is only something I have made to give this problem a more visible description. This picture is not a picture of such a situation; it is only a figurative picture to go on, to be able to think in this way.
I think that these criminals prepare situations, where we do not understand the whole thing. If we can be able to begin to understand the whole ting, then it can be easier for us to solve many problems. Peoples' bad feelings against each other for example, can be a dangerous problem for them all, which in the end will ruin for them all. There will be no winners, only losers in the conflicts.
My situation, as it was in 1986, was most of all a problem created of lies. Maybe that also can be something important in other situations. Without the lies, there only had been small problems regarding my situation in 1986, not big problems.
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In the previous message yesterday, I wrote about something I thought that was some kind of death controls. Regarding such things; I can inform about that absolute all things which are like this, always have disappeared again quite fast. Not a singe such thing has been problematic for more that a short period of time.
It has always been like something, which has rose to a high point for a moment; most problematic for some minutes, and not anything for longer than half an hour to two hours. But then also most difficult fore a few minutes. It has been possible to always rely on, that such things every time, wane again very fast.
It has been like it is possible to cause such strong reactions for a short moment, but not for a long period of time. It can be compare with something which is problematic; but which is in a way, you know you will manage, because it must end again. You can be calm and think about that you know, that it can not continue for a very long time. These things do not have that possibility.
I have also thought about that this situation which I have experienced; is a part in a building up of a compounded prepared misinformation, which I shall fight against and only find out wrong things. Like they have made a very difficult riddle for me, with a answer they also have made, which only is totally wrong all of it. This is something I now is more and more inclined to think that it can be; only a part in a compounded misinformation. But I can not remember what these criminals really have done to me, that is what is correct.
It was also when it had started to snow, and one of other thoughts, which popped up in my mind, was 'the snow is falling down on your cold grave'. All the time I behaved totally calm, the feeling of danger made me very calm, and crisp and clean in my thoughts. And I thought that I had to try to do the right thing from second to second. Not be afraid, the fear in itself could be dangerous, I thought. I tried to find out what kind of words it was, which could have caused this, and different deadly statements came up in my mind. But I think they can have done more than only such things, things I do not remember what have been.
What came up in my mind, can even be camouflage of what really have been done, to cause this. Something I do not know anything about.
This shows that it is possible to cause very strong reactions by this method, but only for a short moment. In other connections, such short moments also can have the intention to change one's understanding, behavior, or something similar. That can also be a little different, but also something which rose to a high point for a moment; rage, joy, hatred, love, etc.
In general; I only really have started to understand something correctly, by understanding about what has happened, after that have become quite much; not from what happens in the moment it happens. It is like in the end; something similar to sum up an answer.
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The whole time I have been busy with this; I have thought that these criminals ruin what we humans started to understand about our history, our societies, the human race, etc. We had began to find out about many wrong things which had developed in our societies; it is not difficult at all, to find different examples about what these wrong things were. And I have all the time thought; that this is what these criminals ruin. But as I many times have written, I do not have any information about what these criminals really are doing, and why they are doing it.
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Now I must change my way of working with these things. First of all, I have to do up my apartment, which I for a long time have planned to do. That will not take more than a few weeks. After that, I have to work in much longer terms with this, than what I have done in these short messages. This messages have been written during a period where I really started to understand something correct, the last 15 months. And some of the messages are written when things happened regarding how things changed in my inner contexts.
Instead of starting to write about how bad people have been against me; my challenge must be to start finding out what I can be able to, regarding how these criminals who use mind control, can have made people so bad. This is a mathematical way of having a sober attitude to the problem; which also is on of my special personal qualities. Feelings can be so wrong; to think more than a kind machine, is what I will try to do.
I have never been an ordinary common person. I have never thought like that, been like that, or behaved like that. So maybe; it has been impossible for these criminals to calculate what I will do. I am absolutely sure about that what I am now are doing, not have been their plan.
It is what they in secrecy get other humans to do, which is dangerous; not themselves. I am not afraid of them at all.
I do not think they can do so much harm against humans who really know something about what they are doing; they must always be able to cause some kind of strong misconceptions and similar to succeed. If people understand about that, it is much more difficult for them to cause something at all any longer. They are like weak, but malicious, psychological swindlers.
To be absolutely honest; if these criminals know about me, I think all of them are more afraid of me, than I am of all of them. And this is really what I think. I think that these criminals are the weakest people who ever will exist. But I also think that they probable do not know about me. They have forgotten me, after they did these tings to me; is what I think. But I do not know. This has become much for me; but nothing for them.
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I think that our existence has a meaning. But we do not know what that meaning is. Everything must have a cause, also our universe and this world. But some kind of cause must be eternal, because nothing comes out from nothing. And this is something we do not understand what is. It exists more than we understand.
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Just now I was out in the grocer's shop, down on the street; a few meters away from the entrance, out to the sidewalk, here where I live. I live in a quiet residential area, by the edge of the city center in Oslo; an area where there mainly only are residential settlements, and here and there some grocer's shops or cafés. Around here there are a sports field, a park, a church, and a school; a typical urban residential environment. The buildings are low and look like they are between one story to six stories high. The ground is rough and slopes downwards towards the city center. Oslo is sometimes mentioned as the Oslo pan, because the city center is surrounded by hillsides. Out on the quiet sidewalks outside here where I live; there are children walking, they are talking and playing, typical on their way to or from; and adults who also are walking to or from, and who are talking to each other when they are more than one. Down in the grocer's shop here; I bought two portion cartons ready for drinking, with iced coffee. I wanted to give myself a kick to start to work with the redecoration of the apartment. Yesterday I worked extra much on my job, which I some days also do.
Well; when I drank these two iced coffees, I also looked at TV reportages about the different violent armed conflicts around in the world just now. And I got a kick about how we humans have our intellect as our most important possibility. This possibility is more important for us humans; than our possibility to make weapons. For us human beings, it has been our intellect which has done it possible for us to survive our long development here on this earth. It also must be the intellect which makes it possible for all of us in this world, to live together in a good way on this planet.
If we humans; let those who want to let the weapons win over the intellect, win; I think that can be the most catastrophic we can do. That can led to our destruction, in one way or another.
I think this can be exactly what these criminals who use this mind control, (which I write about on this web site,) are doing. These people are dangerous irresponsible people who have found a possibility to influence and use other humans, in a way it nearly is impossible to find out about. Therefore it is necessary to find out about them. To fight this threat, is the most important to do in our time. We can not let the weapons win over the intellect.
Just now it looks like the hidden strategy, is to break down our modern democratic development.
This situation is also characterized by that the artificiality also ruins what is natural. It is what is natural, which can be together with the life on the earth; too much of what is artificiality, can ruin the life on the earth. This is not a funny theoretical question; it is dangerous. This world and all that we humans are and can do, have not been created by the economy; but all of it can be ruined by the economy. This is also about that too much is something destructive. And other qualifications are necessary.
Just now; it looks like different individuals around in the world, are influenced to use weapons to gain something which are centered about something limited. These individuals have been tricked. They are not thinking about it all on this earth; which it is necessary for us humans today to do, in every ways. No one of us can only think about ourselves regarding the world and humans around us. In the end; they have fought to only gain their own ruin, in a larger game they not have understood, if they not start to understand about this larger threat.
We humans had come a long way to do the intellect, the facts, the truths, the humaneness, etc.; to the upper importance, in a way that was over the weapons' possibilities. And at that time, I think these criminals can have started to use their extremely weak but dangerous methods, to ruin this development. They fight against the humans' common sense.
After this kick; I now must start with the redecoration. All the things I need stands around me. I partly use the paint tins and boxes as tables and shelves etc.
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In the last message, June 20, I wrote about how I think it seems like, that these criminals, who use mind control, can have influenced people around the world, to start believing in weapons, instead of our ability to make a good world by using our intellect and understanding.
Regarding this, I have got some key words in my thoughts. Regarding how it is possible for me to understand, that they can have influenced to try to give me some tendencies in that way. Like these:
Joy about weapons and use of them, as a way of fighting against what you think is wrong. Instead of achieving understanding and use and develop that, against such things. This joy can also be seen in a wider spectrum. It can have to do with; conviction, religious belief, what you believe in, motivation, the meaning of life and what your own existence is about; etc. This influence is a artificial condition; which has been something wrong, both for the person, and about what the person starts to do. This artificial condition seems to be stronger than the natural condition, in a way which win over the natural condition.
To understand about this, can motivate a person to find back to what is natural for the person's life.
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After the two last messages, June 20 and 26, I have thought that I should write some words; about how I have experienced that coffee can disturb the sleep and bring me to a constant tiredness. As a teenager, I bought a vacuum coffee pot, with a methylated spirit burner to have under the pot. When I saw this pot, I thought it was funny and bought it, and I started to make coffee on my own room. It works the way, that you put coffee in the upper flask, and water in the lower flask. When the water boils, the steam press all the water up in the upper flask. When the pot is taken away from the heat, all the finished coffee is dragged down in the lower flask, and you take away the upper flask. This type of pot is not so common any loner. Drip coffee and coffee makers are more common today. Now I have the same vacuum pot again, but that was not easy to find. It is to influence my memory. I have bought different things from my past, to influence my memory.
I think that these criminals who use mind control, have influenced me to drink too much coffee, and that has also had something to do with the sleeping problems I have had. Two cups instead of one cup, etc. I think they can have done different things to cause that sleep problem. Rheumatism is something central in that connection, because this phenomenon become incomprehensible for me, and disturbed my sleep in a way I did not understand. For me, this has been a problem it is important for me to understand, to become healthy again. That the doctor understands about rheumatism, does not helps me. It is that I understand about rheumatism, which helps me.
So, I do not drink too much coffee any longer. Some days and weeks, I do not drink coffee at all. If I one day have drank more coffee than ordinarily, it can disturb my sleep for two days afterwards. So now, this is something I take care of. Coffee with caffeine can give a refreshing effect, but it is important to find out how much it is which is too much. Too much can break you down more and more, even you get refreshed very time you drink a cup. Caffeine is not a food article.
I have always remembered an idiom I heard from my English teacher at school, that is: 'An apple a day keeps the doctor away.' I always think about that, when I shop groceries. I also joke about it, and think that two apples a day keeps two doctors away, three apples a day keeps three doctors away, etc. I always try to find healthy alternatives when I shop groceries, or something fast to eat.
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That I now understand, that it probably is impossible for me, to find out what these criminals who use mind control, have done against me; makes me think about how that influence can be.
We humans are built on very perfect functions, to express it that way. And it can be that these criminals have found a way to take control over some of these perfect underlying functions. Functions which make it possible for us to think, understand, and feel; for instance. But it is very clear; that they must be able to hide all what they are doing, to get it to wok.
In my case; it is clear that it all turned around, when I really started to find out and understand correctly about this. My situation changed to be much better and better day by day. It seems like my whole situation nearly is normal again, about a year after I started to understand correctly. Important positive things have happened each day in my inner mind, after I found out correctly about this. This has been an enormous positive change for me, the last 15 months.
Is it possible to do influences like a planner is put into a person's subconscious, with times and dates for doing things; and also coordinating that with different people? I do not know. But I have thought about that; and I wonder about how something like that, if possible, can be done.
Is it possible to do influences which control a person's directions of evolvement? I think I have grounds for supposing that. But I also wonder about how something like that can be done.
It has been clear for me, that I have been influenced in a way, which activate a step by step change; which also can start again and again, on a more and more changed basis each time. It is possible for me to understand, that this is something they can make complete changes in a people personality and behavior with, by doing.
I wonder about if it is possible to cause physical hallucinations, where the influenced person can experience different pains and other reactions. I think it can look like, I have reasons for thinking, that they can have done something like that; but I am not sure about this.
I am sure about, that this influence have a very strong possibility. And that can be made very much stronger, by methodically building up the influence step by step, and by making it up with different influences.
These notes are only some fast notes to start to think from; not at all well‐worked‐out finished texts.
Below I have made a schematic picture of a natural and an influenced mind. The lowest part is for the subconscious. And the upper part is for the consciousness. In the right part I have put something grey in the middle of the subconscious, to indicate an influence. This picture is not at all correct, it is only a way of helping the thoughts to think about this.
I wonder about if they have done some imprecise influences, which start to develop. Or if they have done some precise influences. Maybe they have done both.
Today, this is my situation. I am sure about that I have been influenced this way. I am also sure abut that it has been the intention; that I should be sure about this, and only start to find out wrong things. But I am not sure about what has been the intention with all of this. But it seems clear, that they have wanted to brake down all of my personality and ruin all of my social situation.
I can find out something, but not all of it. And what I know something about; that is what has happened to me. I cannot find out who these criminals are, and what they are doing in the rest of the world. But I can be sure about that they have done something against me.
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I often think about; that it is wrong to lose the faith in the human beings. I think that the problems for us humans, are about things we can find out about and understand. The problems are not that mankind is something bad. Typical a few bad people, can ruin what many people want to do good; this is not that mankind mainly is bad. Mankind mainly is good, and different problems are something we can find out about and understand; that is what I think. And I have faith in that it all is created and planned that way; that we humans can find out about and understand about our problems, and in that way solve our problems. It looks like it can be a challenge to be humans.
Today's situation also looks like, that we now have a responsibility to behave facing, that we live in a common world. That is today's situation and reality. Maybe this not must be so difficult like it can look like, just now. Maybe it is these criminals who use mind control, who have caused, that it can look so difficult. I think the first thing to do, to be able to solve our problems in the world today; is first to find out about these criminals, and then stop them. I think the problem is, that they so very easily can cause so very much bad things. Such things are not a big job for them, in the way they are doing what they are doing.
I do not think I am something very important in their plans. Maybe they did something by routine against me; I do not know. It is other things, than what they have done against me, which are important to find out about.
In the course of the months to come, I shall work with writing more connected about what has happened to me. But I hope that what, I now already have written about here on this web site, is enough to begin to understand about what this can be.
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Something typical regarding what has happened to me in 1986; is like my situation had four different securities, and all four failed at the same time. This four securities were; the private life, the family, the friends, and the society. If only one of these securities had failed, the others had hold; and my whole situating had not been ruined, because the other three securities had prevented it. Even one of the securities could have prevented it, even if three securities had failed. This seems like it has been directed and arranged, so all the securities failed at the same time; otherwise it had been completely impossible to ruin that situation. These securities can also be seen as more than four; and all of them failed at the same time. It is completely improbable that this could have happened by itself.
It also is remarkable that it happens so many serious breaches of the laws. That the police in the beginning of the situation in 1986, came and took me away from being together with my daughter, without a single reason for doing that; is something extremely unlawful to do in Norway.
Later, the police came and took me away from talking with my mother, in my own apartment. That crime is so big; that it is an enormous crime, it ruined my parents life, and much more that that too.
Both these two crimes, which only are some of many more crimes, which were done by the police against me and my family in 1986; were ordered by a psychiatrist who I never had looked up. I did not have any psychiatric problem at all. I had muscle troubles. And my problem was the situation which had arisen around me, much caused by the psychiatrist who I never had looked up. This psychiatrist behaved so incredible foolishly, that these are not well thought out crimes, only foolishnesses.
This situation in 1986, is filled up with breaches of the laws and cruelties, which only are attempted to be hidden. Faced their crimes, these people are the most pitiful it is possible to find. And behind that and it all, are these criminals who use mind control.
I more and more lost my memory in 1986, and all these people understood that.
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The past
Consists of:
Facts
Locked
Can be found out about
Can not be changed
The future
Consists of:
Possibilities
Open
Can vary
Can be changed
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Now I have viewed the famous science fiction movie '2001: a space odyssey' by Stanley Kubrick, from 1968, on DVD; nine times the last days. A friend and I went to a cinema here in Norway, and watched that film when it just had been finished, about that time in 1968 or maybe 1969.
When I watched this movie nine times now, I each time got new impressions from it. The last of these nine times, the movie gave me impressions about something these criminals who use mind control, said to me when they influenced me. And I remember, that it was where I have written about before. In a bank in 1976, in the top floor in that building.
I write this, because of what I remember:
Someone says to me: 'Over there sits the Devil. That one who stands here, is our Lord. And I am a little smart cookie; who have tricked you here, so you fell straight into the trap. And by this, you have now become so afraid, that you ...'
This science fiction movie is about that people are influenced, by something which look like big stone tablets, which I associate with Moses and the stone tablets. But these tablets have no text, no words written on them. They appears four times in the movie, and we do not get to know what it is with these stone tablets; but it is shown as these stone tablets take control over humans.
In my mind, it is like these criminals say to me: 'Some day we shall have got people to believe, that it is that way. That something they do not know what is, have control over them. And you shall help us with that, here you shall get something to find out about ...'
In the end, an astronaut is drawn into a kind of strong backwash in the universe, which the astronaut can not do anything about. Where this ends, a stone tablet appears for the last time in the movie. And this stone tablet has total control over the astronaut. And it comes also up in my mind, that these criminals says: 'Now you are at that place, where that astronaut was. A place you do not know where is. There are we now. ...'
I have no certainty for, that this is correct, that is impossible for me. But it is something with this. Therefore I write it here. This messages have in some ways, become a kind of diary about what happens to me regarding this, the last 15 months. If this is something correct, I think that is because they had found out, that I had been at that movie.
I also think that they can have influenced to science fiction books and movies in general. How it is with exactly this film, I think can be different things. There are many ways to influence at, regarding something like this; make trends, make ways of thinking, more precisely influences, etc. Science fiction could also have arisen as a reaction. That could have been done in many ways. On intention with science fiction, can be to take the attention away from what these criminals are doing, and bring the attention out in the space instead.
I write about this, because it became something with it. It became something I started to think that maybe could be something. But it is impossible for me to be sure, about anything regarding this. I only can be sure about that they have done something against me, that is what I am sure about; but I am not sure about what they have done against me.
But these things I have written about here, became something I comprehended as a little more, than only accidents.
Before I watched this DVD, I only remembered that this movie was about a space ship, and nothing else. After I watched the movie again, I remembered it. But then something typical happened, which has happened different other times also. When I see the movie sequences, the memories come up in my mind and disappears, as it is like I shall forget what I remember. But this becomes strange now, it does not work any longer, but this is something I have found out again and again about different things I have remembered.
It can also be, that this movie brings these things out of my mind, because the movie is about such things. In that way, the movie could have got out what these criminals have done to me. That could also be something which only has to do with what this is. But I think it can be, that these criminals have found out that I know about this movie, and then started to talk about something regarding that. It is impossible for me to be sure about such things.
This has brought me to a more harmonious state, than before this. And my state today, is very good. I think that also is, that this crime against me has become unsuccessful.
After I had seen this movie nine times; I viewed the movie 'Pat Garrett and Billy the Kid' by Sam Peckinpah, from 1973, on DVD; which I also had seen together with a friend, when it was new at that time. And it was totally normal to see that movie again. So this other movie from 1969, has been something very unusual regarding how it was to see that movie again. No other movies have been that way. It had also to do with different reactions which changed. First many ideas about the movie. Then reluctance about the movie. After that, I started to connect the movie to these criminals. And after that again, I started to remember some words which these criminals had said to me. Every time I thought, that because it comes more and more, I see it one more time. And it changed and changed each time.
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After I in the last message, July 7, quoted this from the influence against me in 1976. 'Over there sits the Devil. That one who stands here, is our Lord. And I am a little smart cookie; who have tricked you here, so you fell straight into the trap. And by this, you have now become so afraid, that you ...' Some few words more have come up in my mind. That are these:
'Now your future shall be determined.'
This is a sentence which it seems for me, that have been something I have remembered in an indistinct way for many years. Today I think that this sentence have been just under the surface of my memory, for many years now. I can not remember last time I remembered something about this sentence. I feel that it has been near by my memory for many years now.
I think that this maybe can be something correct. But I can not be sure. I feel that this can be near what is correct.
Her I have a picture of the wallpaper on my computer just these days. It is the piano I got in the beginning of the seventies, it stood in our living room.
► Larger picture. Separate window.
It is like these criminals have said to me, that I shall never see that piano again. But here I see the most important part of it every day, at present. I had a trumpet, a violin, a chromatic harmonica, a piano, and other instruments. Both the trumpet and the violin were bought used. Used instruments can be just as good as new. I played much on these instruments. I became really happy about the piano, and I played on it every day. I bought different sheet music and learned to play from them by myself. I also played music I made by myself. I think it is a strong influence towards me, to have this wallpaper on my computer screen. That is an example of what I do to influence myself.
At that time, when I was a teenager; I also went to a shop many times and looked at a Farfisa organ like this.
Sometimes I went to the shop alone; and sometimes also together with my friends. But I never bought one like that. I liked the way the piano sounds.
To find these things back in my memory, makes me feel harmonious and steady.
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After the ten last days; when I have written about the past and the future, (Friday, July 4); about the movie 2001: a space odyssey, (Monday, July 7); and about that the future shall be determined, (Wednesday, July 9); I now have got some thoughts about that maybe these criminals can determine and lock the future in one way or another.
Do these criminals determine and lock the future? And if possible, how do they do that? I think they maybe can determine something in a human's mind; and also maybe coordinated in different human's minds. But I do not know anything about what they are doing.
I think their possibilities are limited; but these limited possibilities can become very dangerous because of how they have been able to hide all they are doing, and they can make the influences stronger by using systematically methods. I think these criminals have been able to combine these factors, and also more factors; and therefore they have been able to make much more out of these methods, than it otherwise had been possible to do. But coincidences can also change this, I think; but not enough to stop it all, when people do not find out about what it is which really goes on.
I do not know. Today this question only came up in my mind. And because of that, I wrote this text. Other things have to be done, to find out more about these criminals and what they are doing.
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Today I think about how this influence has its power, by being able to control the influenced person's own power.
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Now I have an example; about how I still, at present, detect something that can have been done against me; regarding this influence with mind control. And this is really something which is very difficult for me to find out about. I have been so sure about that this had happened, but now I think it is a little too much fabrications around this. It also fits in; regarding how all of this has been done against me.
It has happened after I for some weeks, have been interested in money I used before, to influence myself to get back my memory from the same time. As this coin from 1972 (bronze, 1.6 cm / 0.63 inches). This is 1 øre, the smallest unit in the modern Norwegian money system. 1 krone (1 kr) is 100 øre. 1 øre coins were taken out of use in 1975. The O with a V inside, stands for King Olav 5, 1903 ‐ 1991. He was born two years before his father, Kong Haakon 7, become the Norwegian King in 1905. The time before that, Norway had been in union with Sweden, and partial subordinate to Sweden (not completely). From 2012, 1 krone (1 kr) (still 100 øre) is the smallest coin in the Norwegian money system.
It is possible to see more Norwegian coins at this link:
► Norges Bank (Norway's central bank) ‐ Coins. Separate window.
This new detection, is something which I only shall use a few words on, at this point of time.
This is a hallucinated memory image, or movie, like I have written about before. Something I am influenced to believe that has happened, which not has happened. It goes like this:
When I was a child, I was in the grocery shop. There it was a small section for other things than groceries. I wanted to buy a wallet I found in this small section in the shop.
This wallet was made of golden light brown leather, speckled with small brown spots. (Here it is like someone says: 'But it is something trickery here, you shall never be sure about how this wallet looked like.') The wallet had a room for bank bills, and was folded to the half size; with a room on one of the inner half parts, for coins. On the other half, it maybe was a transparent plastic window, but this is indistinct. On the half outside part, there was imprinted a Viking ship with NORGE (Norway) written on the sail, the ship came in the direction of me, when I looked at the wallet.
I stood a long time and looked at this wallet. I wanted to find out if the wallet fitted in my trouser pocket; and put it in my pocket to find out if it had the correct size. Then the shop owner came and thought I was stealing the wallet. I became sad, and run home. Then my mother walked together with me to the shop, and we bought the wallet.
Later I lost this wallet on a shortcut, up a little rock, through a little wood; a path I used, to come home from that direction. The same way I could use to and from school. I could not find it again. 'But it was no money in it', I said to my mother; so therefore it was not that bad. It was nothing in the wallet. It is like I have looked in it after I lost it; opened it, and seen that it was empty. Or that I in that way, know that it was empty.
Very briefly; I now interpret this memory image this way: I shall use all my money on the most dangerous weapons I can find. Viking weapons are only the beginning.
The Viking age in the Nordic region is from about 800 to 1050 after Christ. The Vikings had a religion which admired fightings and killings. They were skilful seamen; and combined manslaughter and robberies with trade. The Vikings had different terrible weapons; I especially think about axes.
As a child, I had a little purse with one room, which I remember very well; of brown leather with a zip‐fastener. This purse had an imprinted picture on it, and I think it was of the city hall in Oslo. The other wallet is something airy and desultory, without any clear part in my memory. But the wrong memory about this Viking ship wallet, is stronger in my memory; than the correct memory, about the city hall purse. It is nothing extraordinary with the city hall purse. Maybe something was written on this purse also; e.g. Oslo, but I do not remember clearly anything about that.
As a child, I also had a savings box from the bank, where I also had a paying‐in book. The bank had the key for the saving box. And I remember that I was together with my mother in the bank, where they opened the saving box, and put the money over to my bank account. And I went home with more money in my paying‐in book.
It has been unusually difficult to writ this text. It has been difficult for me to get all parts of the text, included in the text. And I have done unusually many mistakes, which I have had to correct. I have used two days on this text; other times I can write a text like this, in abut one hour.
I can only understand about something like this. That is the only way I have to find out about it.
These hallucinated memory images, or movies; are more real, and stronger, in one's memory; than the correct memory. I think that detailed descriptions, make them clearer and stronger in one's memory; e.g. golden light brown leather, speckled with small brown spots. It is also something you gradually start to remember, it is not anything you experience that happens at present. The first stage in these memory images; does that the next stages come as consequences, because of this first stage. The first stage, can therefore be something important in this technique, to get this influence to work.
If I not had had any reason for beginning to understand about something like this; I never had found out about something like this. Typical this is not the whole, and I can also understand about it in a wrong way. But I think it is something correct with this.
This came up in my mind, when I for weeks had concentrated about the money from the 60s and the 70s. In that way, it came up in my mind when I was concentrated about something else, which has to do with this.
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After I in the last message, July 24; wrote about how I am influenced to believe, that I bought a special wallet, when I was a child. This has become more clearly that it is wrong; after I have started to understand it was that way.
This is the other way, when you start to believe in such things; then you believe more and more in it. But now, when I have uncovered such things; that become more and more clearly for me, that it is not correct, instead.
After I wrote about this, in the last message; I just afterwards started to think about what was the wallet I really had at the same time. And that wallet is not clear. This wallet had disappeared from my memory. I think it was a long, light, yellowish, brown wallet; and maybe there was a imprinted picture in the leather. But this real wallet, is something it is very difficult to remember.
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Her is also some other thoughts I got today:
What can we humans win?
We can win knowledge.
We can win understanding.
We can win peace.
We can win friends.
We can win a lot of positive results.
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The last week I have written about how I have been influenced to remember wrong about the wallet I had when I was a youth. I think that I also had that wallet, when I got married; and now I think that can be one of the reasons to change my memory regarding that.
After the message July 24, and 27; I then got a confusing memory, where the wallet changed in different ways. I thought that I am used to such things, and that it is better to understand that I do not remember correct; that to remember wrong.
But after some time, I started to think that the wallet maybe was like that I first remembered, but without the Viking ship. And I think that the wallet was bought in a normal way. And I did not lost it.
I also thought that I had pictures of my child and my wife in that wallet. And I think that can be one of the reasons, to change my memory about this.
Here is a picture of my child, which I could have had in my wallet. This is a little picture, which came together with the large picture when it was developed.
Here is also our bridal photo. We were engaged Friday, July 5, 1974; and married Friday, February 14, 1975. The photographer had put in a black and white film, instead of color film, by a mistake.
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After the three messages July 24, and 27, and August 1; about the wallet; I now have got a kind of summing up in my mind. Here I will mention how I have understood this summing up; with a few key words.
1. The wallet witch I had pictures of my child and my wife inside; should hide these pictures in my mind, and show me a hallucination of an imprinted Viking ship on its outside. The love for my child and wife should change to be love for Vikings and weapons.
2. The knife which I wrote about in the Messages 2; September 11, 2013; with a handle which shall symbolize daggers, is the next. First I should buy this knife because I am interested in outdoor life; but it should change to be a dagger.
3. I should be interested in bows and arrows, for sport and shooting on small game. This should start to change me to begin to be interested in weapons.
4. I should get a hallucination about that criminals who use drugs and mind control, had taken over nearly the whole Norwegian society and the western world. And because I also had got a hallucination about that these criminals are afraid of that I could have a knife, I should look after a little knife to frighten them. This should bring me in contact with weapons. And after that, I should love weapons like I loved my child and my wife, who I had pictures of in my wallet. These weapons should gradually be more and more dangerous; and I should love these weapons more and more. First an air gun, next a real gun; and after that, more and more dangerous weapons.
This is clearly and crisply for me. All these phases have happened; but it has always ended with that I think, that it is something wrong. But that has not been easy, I have had strong inner activity regarding these influences.
It is because I have unmasked how this has been done against me, that all these influences have been hindered. Today this is not difficult for me at all. I think that the most dangerous I can do against these criminals, is what I do on this web site. I do not think that these criminals are so many, but I do not know anything about how many they are.
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During the last messages July 24, 27, August 1, and 5; about the wallet; this wallet has more and more stood out as something it is something about.
Today I have a new light brown wallet, lying upon this half‐size black wallet (4 in x 4.7 in); and I get a special feeling. It is like coming free from how this black wallet has had some influences connected to it. I have had different long black wallets, but I do not know from when, but it is from before 1986. This last half‐size black wallet was bought in 2006. It is expensive and fine.
I get thoughts about that the black wallet eats money. And the light brown wallet save money. The black wallet has the same size as the brown wallet I had in 1975, but it has not a place for picture. The light brown wallet is a little smaller than that one I had in 1975, and it has a place for picture.
When I now look at these two wallets; the black wallet stands out as a black changed version of the brown wallet from 1975.
When I look at the brown wallet; I do not want to use money. The photographs I had in my wallet in 1975, is also something. What these pictures means for me, has been transferred to something else; but that is something I now understand, and then it does not works any longer.
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After the last five messages, where I have written about the wallet I had before, (I think I had that wallet in 1975). I afterwards have started to think that I had a little picture, like the bridal photo in the message Friday, August 1; in the plastic window in that wallet. We had many small printed acknowledgement cards with that picture on; to send to them who had given us presents. And I remember indistinctly, that I put one of this pictures in the plastic window in that wallet. My wife at that time had sewn the bridal dress she wear, with a simple old sewing machine.
This bridal photo in the plastic window in that wallet, has slowly become something which I have started to think, that can be something central regarding this influence against me. I think my family was the most important in my life at that time.
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After this; I got some thoughts about a metaphorical description, like this:
You see a stone on the ground, and you think; it is a coincidence that the stone lays there. But when you later find out, that the stone was the first stone, to a house which was built; then you understand, that the stone was placed there with a reason for it.
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Another metaphorical description after that, is this:
A stone which collapses out from a wall to a house; is the beginning to that the whole house will collapse, (if it not is repaired).
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I have also thought that politics, and other things also, right after 1900; was about finding out what is true. And that these criminals, among other things, maybe have changed it to be rhetorics about making illusions.
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In the message Monday, July 7; I wrote about the movie '2001: a space odyssey' from 1968. I also wrote about that I had seen the movie 'Pat Garrett and Billy the Kid' from 1973, when I was a youth.
Now I think that all the gunfire in that movie, can be something these criminals have used in their influence against me. I do not know. I have got thoughts about that they have said to me; that I shall believe that I am Billy the Kid, but I am Pat Garrett, and that is something I do not know anything about. I do not remember this, it is only thoughts which come up in my head.
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Both the movie '2001: a space odyssey' from 1968, and the movie 'Pat Garrett and Billy the Kid' from 1973; have had strong roles in my mind the last weeks. Each time I have seen these movies, I have experienced something new. Because I each time have experienced something new, I have seen them again and again. I have not counted how many times, but it can be '2001: a space odyssey' 20 times, and 'Pat Garrett and Billy the Kid' 10 times. It is like, that to see these movies, have worked against the influence these criminals have done against me. Therefore I think they maybe have influenced me, regarding that I had seen these movies before 1976.
Yesterday, I got thoughts about that these criminals have said to me; that I also should talk with machines some day, like in the movie '2001: a space odyssey', and also play games with machines. This is not something I can be sure about that is correct. But all the years I have been busy with this; I have thought that these criminals want people to begin to communicate with machines. I have thought that they want people to be under control of an artificial development in contact with machines, which these criminals can control; instead of a natural development which people can control themselves.
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